I just wanted to introduce my self. I am the newest member of Team Mickey. Last year was a rough year for me and I weigh the most I ever have. We had a busy 2010. but it came with lots of stress.
Welcome! While my children are relatively young, 4 and 11, I think about those empty nest days. I am really trying very hard to live in the moment with them right now, a lesson I've learned over the last year. You have a great attitude, and a trip is great incentive! We'll be here for you every step of the way!
Oh my goodness, I feel so out of it! work this week was crazy! On Thursday I started at 10:30 am, should have been out by 7pm, didn't get out till 9pm, AND I didn't get a lunch, so I was STARVING! Even called my manager at 7:30 asked her what I should get done before I leave and she came in to help me! Even better than that, when I left I noticed she had actually cleaned the snow and ice of my car. that was sweet!

However, I didn't get to bed till 11pm, and had to be back at work at 5am the next morning! I unfortunately am up .6 pounds. I am not surprised as I pigged out from last weekend until Tues. when I had my BL weigh in for DH's work. but at least most of that is gone and hopefully these mind games will stop. I even took a seminar on food addictions. and so many of those "signs" about food addictions applied to me. Can't wait till I can work those out of my life.
You've had a VERY busy week! Glad you are back, I worried about you! As for the food addictions, I had a few. They are tough to break, mine was to a soft drink. YOU CAN DO IT! I had to totally eliminate it, and not allow myself to have ANY. Picked one thing at a time, and allowed myself to conquer that before moving to the next. One day at a time, and try to keep yourself in as much control as possible!
Oh, facebook. I have two friends!

I have looked up a lot of people from high school and college, and I keep thinking do, I really want to do this? I just don't know if I want to put myself out there. Does that make sense? Is there something wrong with me? Well, we are back from the Y. I ran 12 miles in 2:04:05.

I feel pretty good--minor stomach stuff, but not too bad.
GREAT RUN!! As for facebook, most of the people I talk to are Dis friends, or people I work with. I do admit, there are people from hs and college I enjoy connecting with. There is nothing wrong with you!!! I am thinking that myself, as my friends have gone CRAZY this week being off. They've taken their kids all kinds of places, and I have been perfectly content to stay home in my pj's!!!!! In fact, it's kinda scary how hermit like I can be!!!
Got up and did 2.5 miles on the elliptical and then had a strawberry Greek yogurt smoothie. Gotta leave in about 25 minutes for Ashleigh's basketball game. The girls and I played Disney Apples to Apples before bed last night. We laugh so hard when we play that game. Right now we're in the lead for weight loss and average but it's still anybody's game so keep those weigh ins coming!
MAN! I forgot to weigh again this morning. Dag on it, that's a sign for me though. If I don't weigh, I'm usually avoiding the scale. (dang tom). I really need to look into that game. I bet you guys would enjoy Disney Think Fast for the wii, it's similar to a scene it type game, it was relatively inexpensive, we enjoy playing it a lot! Great job getting OP this week, DON'T BLOW IT TOMORROW!!!!!!!
Are you talking about me?

Seriously, of course I am standing in my own way.
I am going to make up a "Vison Board" that sits near my computer where I will see it ALL THE TIME.
THAT'S AWESOME!!!!! I am sure it will be motivating. I've also heard of pictures, either of yourself at a size you don't like, or a dress, etc, trip, whatever that can motivate you! I had several mantras on the fridge at one time. On of my students gave me a painted sign with a silhouette of Mickey that says "If you can dream it, you can do it - Walt Disney" on it. I'm using that for a lot of things right now!!! I am sure you will be VERY SUCCESSFUL!!!!!!!!
QOTD--so I've been thinking about this. It's an interesting question, looking at it from a maintenance point of view. In theory I have "made it to my goal." But I still struggle with the insecurity and the fear of slipping back into old habits. I worry about falling off the wagon, because it has happened so many times before. . But I think it is time to let that one go...and I think I am very close to letting it go. We still have some coaching slots open. If anyone is interested, send me a pm. It really makes for a fun week!
If you need me to coach later in the challenge, let me know. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR LETTING GO OF THE GHOST OF CHRISTMAS PAST! I totally understand your feelings. Even though I have a "few" pounds to get rid of to get back to my goal, I am scared SILLY that any day all the bad habits will come back, and I'll be stuck in losing mode FOREVER...... I want to be stuck in healthy mode forever. I am so thankful to have a WONDERFUL role model like you to look up to!!!!
Who is standing in my way would be ME. I'm the one who has to make these choices to get healthier and get this weight off. If I want another baby then I have to get this off or my dream of being a mom again is not going to happen. The slap in the face that I got last year I would of thought kept me motivated but it didn't. I was not expecting at 26 years old to be told "Oh yeah you have high cholesterol. You need to lose weight". I have to do this for me and no one else. I have to keep the momentum going or I'm just going to go back to the way I was shortly after Josh and Maddie died. I'm not happy in my own skin. I'm not happy that I can't do certain things cause I get winded so fast (partly cause of weight, partly cause of blood clots in lungs). I want to be able to regain part of the old me back.
Wow. Those are some powerful statements. You really have motivation, and are moving to a happier place right now. I can't imagine going through what you have, and the fact that you are ready to take care of yourself again is wonderful. We are here to help, in any way possible, I really want to see you succeed!!!
I just skimmed through 10 pages of posts. I hate it when I can't keep up! My weigh in this morning reflected my week - I was up .2

But it absolutely could have been worse!
I am back on track now though! I stayed for the WW meeting this morning, and I am going tomorrow too.
There was no ring, just a huge stuffed polar bear. We all got a good laugh out of that one.
Today's QOTD: It is definitely me standing in my way. I need to change my habits (see the comment regarding socializing above!). I really want to find a way to make a lifestyle change so I can still do what I enjoy, and not overindulge. I have a friend who stops going out when she is trying to lose weight, and I've done that before too.
That is too funny about the polar bear!

You definitely could have done worse!!!!!! That will be off next week, plus some. I promise! You have a GREAT list of things you have learned. As for the socializing. Could it be possible for you to eat before hand, fill up on healthy stuff, and then the drink wouldn't be as bad as drink and eating? Just a thought. You really have to think about creative ways to have those points!
Posted the African stew on the recipe thread. I think we are making it for dinner
Thank you! I really wanted to look that one up! If we have the stuff, it will be on the menu for next week!
What a day I had! I woke up to my dog eating (yes eating) my passport!!My fault of course for leaving it out. The big issue is I am going away in a month so I had to rush around all day to get the forms to have a new one expedited. Well in all my rushing and panic, diet went to the way side. I had Qdoba for lunch :-(, not awful, I am still within my daily WW points but I'm not thrilled with myself.
I'm sorry, but

. That is totally something that could happen here. My puppy eats all kinds of paper! Hope you get it returned QUICKLY!!!! What in the heck is Qdoba? (I live in the sticks!)
Of course I am standing in my own way. My biggest obstacle (besides procrastination) is the fear of failure. My whole life, I have avoided putting myself out there. Because of my avoidance, I have never really learned what it is to fail and get back up. I am learning to really reach for what I want.
POWERFUL statement! I remember you fearing the diet, and you have been so very successful! Good for you at going for what you want!!!
1This would definitely be myself!!! As I lose weight I often focus on the negative about how much better I could be doing instead of dwelling on the victory of how well I have done so far!! Even when looking in the mirror I still feel like I see the "heavy" girl instead of the 38lbs lighter girl!!
Good for you at moving past this! 38 lbs is NO SMALL ACCOMPLISHMENT lady! BE PROUD!!!!!!!!!!! You obviously know what to do, and can do it well! You've sooo got this!
Today has been pretty much on plan as was yesterday. I will check the scale in the morning and see what happens. I'm hoping for good news. I'd like to lose at least 2 pounds this week. I'm feeling well enough to go to the gym tomorrow. My mom vetoed my joining the Y idea. . I'm still thinking about sessions with a personal trainer. Maybe 10-15 sessions during Feb., March, and April, just in time for the appt.

I'm very perfectionistic

rolleyes1) so when I mess up, I'm really hard on myself. I'm really working on my self-confidence. I think this is part of the reason why I once I start bingeing, I can't stop. When I mess up, I feel like I have to mess up completely. Like, I have to be perfect at messing up.
CC, I get this. I really do. Try to shift your thinking to "I have to perfect at STOPPING A BINGE, not continuing one!

Seriously, you have been so wonderful and supportive, you need to really be proud of what a wonderful person you are, and DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU any differently! Got it? With your attitude, the personal trainer might just be a good thing, you would never skip an appointment with someone! Did you ever get that massage? My HH points are coming, promise!
I may stumble, I may fall, but eventually I get back in the game and as long at I keep trying then I can do it. I may be moving at a snails pace or even backwards, but I'm still here. 7 years and still on the journey.
That's a wonderful statement Deb. I am so proud of you! 7 years! And to a lifetime more!
. I tend to make excuses for myself alot. Yes life is busy and crazy and I do a million things all in one day but thats LIFE. I know I can do anything I put my mind to so there should be no excuses. We use visual management boards to 1. list our goals to better our company 2. note the things we are doing to move the needle on those goals 3. Motivate our team to want to do better. I can tell you it is working. I had a pretty good day. We had a flu clinic at my office and then my 6yr old had his first basketball practice today. He did really well and is one of the better kids on the team of 6,7 and 8 year olds. I got to do my 4 mile run. Tomorrow my family is having lunch and a cake for me at my nana's house for my bday that is on tuesday. I know my mom is getting wegman's hoagies. I will have a small piece of a tuna hoagie and otherwise make a salad or veggies to eat. I am not going to use its my bday so I am going to eat whatever excuse this year. Im over that!
YAY for the next Michael Jordan!!!!!

I'll be able to say I knew him when! Brad has some kind of board he has to put tallies up on hourly, must be in the same vein. SO glad you got your run in! And you know what, it sounds like you are giving yourself a GREAT birthday present!!!!~! You go girl.
