Hi All! Back to work after a super lazy weekend. I slept so much -- it was amazing! LOL I have been getting a tickley throat but it hasn't progressed in the past 4 days... I wonder if I am developing seasonal allergies or if that's even possible? Anyway, the rest was really appreciated.
Food was a little off the rails-- we had Mexican. But I did go to yoga and didn't gain so I'll call it a success. One more class to go and I will be at goal for the month. That class is scheduled tomorrow, and then Wednesday I'm off to Orlando again. This trip is kind of freaking me out. I am really going to be put to the test. This is like our super duper (possibly our only vacation this year) Universal trip-- staying on site and everything. I am meeting up with my cousin who wants to eat at the Harry Potter restaurants, and then DH was looking at all the Citywalk places and making plans.... soooo I am going to have to make plans of what indulgences to plan for an what alternatives I can prepare for as well. Still excited nonetheless.
I have to keep reminding myself this is a lifestyle change, and part of my lifestyle will include things that I don't want to miss. And that may cause setbacks, but not to let that derail the entire process.
QOTD: Actually, yes, kinda. Up until last year, I only went to the doctor when I needed antibiotics. But then I was tired all the time, started feeling faint sometimes, and light headed when I would eat sugar.... I thought I was maybe becoming diabetic (or was miraculously pregnant...). Long story short, I ended up going to get a full work up and we discovered I had a slight heart issue. Nothing like thinking you're gonna have a heart attack to get yourself in gear. While my issue was not weight or diet related specifically, the Dr did say changing my diet and exercising could help my anxiety and in turn help reduce occurrences of heart flutters. Which I think was French for, he can't say for certain, but sure why not.
Anyway, I don't think I put it all together until last month just how much that has affected my desire to get in shape. Not just for the jean size, but so I don't feel winded when I take the stairs, which then makes me think I'm having a heart flutter, which then triggers my anxiety, which then really makes me have palpitations, which then really freaks me out, and we just have this fun vicious cycle

I am a hot mess! So yeah, things like that are suddenly important to me. But it's been 4 months since I buckled down, I can already tell how much more confident and less anxious I am, and also how carrying heavy things, jogging, and taking stairs doesn't affect me as much as before.