Well currently I have a serious ill puppy which is debatedly all my fault. She could die any minute, I can't actually sit with her for too long because I'm afraid her heart will stop. She has to have surgery on Friday if nothing changes. I've been going to school and besides one time on the bus i haven't cried infront of anyone yet but it's so hard. I ran home today just to check she was alive. Of course it's messed up the family. I haven't said a word to my dad since Monday night, my mum is only just talking to me, my brother is ignoring me and my sister is touch and go.
Nothing has ever been as hard as this.