I often feel like that too. I also sometimes feel like that when we are there if things are not going well. Like our Spring Break trip of '06 (so crowded it made it impossible to enjoy the park) or our last trip when my husband worked the entire time and seemed so stressed out. I just want our trip to go well (not perfectly--but good) while there, and some trips have been better than others.
I find on any of our DL trip there are moments that are just so precious--and those are the memories I take from them and store into my heart. For example, the first time Snow White waved at my daughter from the parade, and my daughter looked at me with that sense of pure joy (she was only 5 at the time--now she is 12). Another example is our family watching the fireworks together, and clapping after it was all done with tears in my eyes. My husband was saying "whoo-hoo" after it was all done and we had a family group hug. That was a few years ago. Or the first time we went at Christmas time and we walked down mainstreet for the the first time and saw all of the decorations, and I remember I couldn't stop smiling and my husand was into it too--that was wonderful.
So I cherish those moments, but anyone who has done multiple trips to
disneyland knows that there are those moments that suck as well!
Somehow when we get home I feel sort of let down, like it could have been better. I immediately feel like maybe we are done with DL for now, but eventually that "longing" always comes back. I felt that way in December for our trip, but now that summer is coming, I have started daydreaming about a trip again. I hope We can go this summer. If not with the whole family--just with my daughter would be good too.
Lisa
