Rack Up Your Post With Random Stuff Part 6

[BabyPiglet]

hugs back. Times were hard. I felt like I shouldn't even exist, like whatever I done it would never be good enough, or okay, or make me excepted.

Looong story.

 

[BabyPiglet]

Whoa okay...It's getting so serious in here.

 

[CrazyChik]

You sounded mean..honestly
But once I got to know and talk to you more, you seemed nice ( and still are )

yeh i have a tendency to sound evil till ya get to know me

When I first met you it was on the Dare thread And I remember thinking that you were lots of fun and really cool and I hoped we could be friends. You were sooo hyper and random, you just made me laugh.

or theres that view. i'm either evil and mean or someone who makes you laugh

wow that girl has a high post count!

That's about it. I didn't really know you that well, though. So, i didn't formulate an opinion.

i dont thnik it was particulary high back then

 

[HSMndLKfan92]

Oh boy. In December, as each passing day went by, I felt more and more like a ghost. If my friends didn't pick up the phone when I called them, or respond to an im, I thought that meant that they hated me. I felt like I was losing all connection with other people. I began to feel isolated. I felt like I'd be better off gone.

But I couldn't go. There was this boy that I liked. Every day, I looked forward to seeing his face in homeroom. I ended up telling him how I felt, and that's when my little horror began. He refused to say anything. His friends teased me. It was absolutely horrible.

I was talking to one of my best friends. She thinks that I never even liked the kid. He was my crutch that kept me going.

The kid is a jerk. He's arrogant. And he's stolid. To this day, he won't look me in the eye. He won't answer a yes or no question that I ask him. If he would just open up for five minutes, so I could just explain everything....

Maybe he'd realize that he kept me alive. But he just doesn't care.

 

[CrazyChik]

Whoa okay...It's getting so serious in here.

i know let me out let me out

yes i've held a razor knife compass whatever sharp thing i could to my wrist. i've cut myself with compasses. could never bring myself to do it with anything else. there was like this voice saying so your giving up? ttaking the easy way? i'm quite determined i hate quitting it makes me feel like i failed so i struggled on

 

[PurpleDucky]

Whoa okay...It's getting so serious in here.

Let's all pass around the dancing bananas and hugs

 

[PurpleDucky]

My head uberly hurts, so I'm off to bed
Night all

 

[CrazyChik]

not in a hugging mood

 

[BabyPiglet]

Oh boy. In December, as each passing day went by, I felt more and more like a ghost. If my friends didn't pick up the phone when I called them, or respond to an im, I thought that meant that they hated me. I felt like I was losing all connection with other people. I began to feel isolated. I felt like I'd be better off gone.

But I couldn't go. There was this boy that I liked. Every day, I looked forward to seeing his face in homeroom. I ended up telling him how I felt, and that's when my little horror began. He refused to say anything. His friends teased me. It was absolutely horrible.

I was talking to one of my best friends. She thinks that I never even liked the kid. He was my crutch that kept me going.

The kid is a jerk. He's arrogant. And he's stolid. To this day, he won't look me in the eye. He won't answer a yes or no question that I ask him. If he would just open up for five minutes, so I could just explain everything....

Maybe he'd realize that he kept me alive. But he just doesn't care.

I felt kind of the same. When I was 13, I was an outcast. The few friends I had, weren't very close. They were more like just people I hung aorund at school. So I tried to do something to make myself "popular" and I joined the volleyball team. I was pretty okay at it. But still nobody cared, my world was falling. Crashing. I felt like nobody in the entire world liked me, or even cared.

My volleyball coach told me that I was to fat to join the team, and unless I lost weight, I'd be out. And well there is an awful long sotry from there. And I was somebody that I never want to see again.

That's why recently with my uncle, for some reason I felt I was slipping again, so I needed help. You guys have helped, and took me out of that place.

 

[BabyPiglet]

My head uberly hurts, so I'm off to bed
Night all

Night Devan.

 

[HSMndLKfan92]

:-] I'm off to bed. 'night.

 

[PurpleDucky]

I felt kind of the same. When I was 13, I was an outcast. The few friends I had, weren't very close. They were more like just people I hung aorund at school. So I tried to do something to make myself "popular" and I joined the volleyball team. I was pretty okay at it. But still nobody cared, my world was falling. Crashing. I felt like nobody in the entire world liked me, or even cared.

My volleyball coach told me that I was to fat to join the team, and unless I lost weight, I'd be out. And well there is an awful long sotry from there. And I was somebody that I never want to see again.
That's why recently with my uncle, for some reason I felt I was slipping again, so I needed help. You guys have helped, and took me out of that place.

What a jerk....

And boo on you Hazzi

 

[BabyPiglet]

:-] I'm off to bed. 'night.

Ya me too. All this seriousness has given me a headache.

Yeah Dev, SHE was a jerk.

 

[PurpleDucky]

Ya me too. All this seriousness has given me a headache.

Yeah Dev, SHE was a jerk.

Some of the girls on our team.. WHOAH
Your coach would have their butts

 

[BabyPiglet]

I'm only leaving if everyone else is leaving though

WOW it was getting so serious in here. What an interesting little chat, revealing our messy pasts for the world to see.

 

[BabyPiglet]

Some of the girls on our team.. WHOAH
Your coach would have their butts

This coach was a serious itchbay. That's why half the girls on the team were purging in the locker room.

 

[PurpleDucky]

This coach was a serious itchbay. That's why half the girls on the team were purging in the locker room.

-shudders-
I would spill out my problems to everyone
But they left and you already know

 

[BabyPiglet]

-shudders-
I would spill out my problems to everyone
But they left and you already know

Yeah...well maybe later.

So are you going to bed? Because if you then I am too. But I don't wan to leave you here by yourself. And Hazzi.

Seriously she told almost everyone that they were too fat. It was awful, she was a meanie head. It was a horrible place for me.

 

[CrazyChik]

my weight
the fact all ym friends would go out shopping and never invite me
the fact i cried coz of my horse and noone even noticed my tears
the fact i was just plain ignored

 

[BabyPiglet]

Umm okay I guess I just scoot my booty to bed then.