AND THOUGH HIS TIME WAS GROWING STRAINED
HE COULD NOT WALK AWAY FROM THIS SOUL IN PAIN
FOR IN THE DARK HE HAD NOW SEEN
THE BLEEDING OF THIS WOUND EXTREME
SO ALONG THE SNOW COVERED SIDEWALK
THE ANGEL DID CAREFULLY STEP
FOLLOWING THE TRAIL OF BLOOD DROPS
COMBINED WITH TEARS THAT HAD NEVER BEEN WEPT
AND THEN HE SAW THE BUSINESSMAN
WHO HAD BEEN GRUMBLING ABOUT THIS NIGHT
AND HE WONDERED HOW THAT MAN HAD CARRIED THIS WOUND
SO LONG THROUGHOUT HIS LIFE
HE WATCHED THE MAN WALK PAST THE CHURCH
WHERE A SONG SEEMED TO REACH OUT FOR HIM
BUT THE MAN JUST WALKED RIGHT PAST IT
AND WOULD NOT LET IT IN
FOR THE SAKE OF OUR BROTHER
IN A STABLE
IN A MANGER
IN THE COLD WINTER’S AIR
IN THE ARMS OF HIS MOTHER
A CHILD’S LYING THERE
IN A CITY
IN A VILLAGE
THOUGH THE YEARS HAVE GONE BY
THE CHILD STILL REMAINS
WITH THE DREAM STILL CLOSE BY
AND EACH YEAR ON THIS NIGHT THAT CHILD REAWAKENS
AND EACH YEAR ON THIS NIGHT THAT HOPE REBEGINS
THAT THE DREAM HE HAS OFFERED MIGHT ONE DAY BE TAKEN
FOR THE SAKE OF OUR BROTHER
FOR THE CHILD WHO’S FORGOTTEN
FOR THE DREAM THAT IS STILL LYING THERE
O’ COME ALL YE FAITHFUL
JOYFUL AND TRIUMPHANT
O’ COME YE, O’ COME YE
TO BETHLEHEM
COME AND ADORE HIM
BORN THE KING OF ANGELS
O’ COME LET US ADORE HIM
O’ COME LET US ADORE HIM
O’ COME LET US ADORE HIM
CHRIST THE LORD
IN A STABLE
IN A MANGER
IN THE COLD WINTER’S AIR
IN THE ARMS OF HIS MOTHER A CHILD’S LYING THERE
NOW WHY THIS MAN’S SOUL WAS BLEEDING
THE ANGEL HAD TO UNDERSTAND
SO INVISIBLE, HE STOOD BY HIM
AND THEN GENTLY TOUCHED HIS HAND
WHICH CAUSED THE MAN TO STAND THERE STILL
DESPITE THE WINTER’S COLD
AND WHILE HE STOOD THERE IN THAT TRANCE
THE ANGEL READ HIS SOUL
IT SEEMED THE MAN WAS NOT ALWAYS LIKE
THE MAN HE HAD BECOME
AND THAT ANGEL WONDERED HOW THAT CHANGE HAD HAPPENED
AND WHEN IT HAD BEGUN
THE MAN HAD BEEN BORN TO A KIND AND RELIGIOUS FAMILY
AND RAISED IN THE MIDWEST
AND ALL THROUGHOUT HIS CHILDHOOD
THIS MAN, CLEARLY, HAD BEEN BLESSED
HE GREW UP BELIEVING, AMONG OTHER THINGS
MAN WAS MADE IN THE IMAGE OF GOD
HE WENT TO SCHOOL, OBSERVED ALL RULES
WHILE WORKING VERY HARD
HE HAD ALWAYS TRIED TO HELP OTHERS
EXCELLED AT NEARLY EVERY TASK
AND WHEN HE’D GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL
OF COURSE, HE WAS THE FIRST ONE IN HIS CLASS
AND IN HIS EIGHTEENTH SUMMER
WHEN IT WAS TIME FOR HIM TO LEAVE
HE HAD OFFERS FROM SEVERAL COLLEGES
ALL OF THEM IVY LEAGUE
AND AT COLLEGE IN ALL HIS STUDIES
HE ALWAYS RECEIVED STRAIGHT “A”s
AND WHEN HE TRIED HIS HAND IN THEATER
HE GOT THE LEAD IN THE SENIOR PLAY
IT APPEARED TO NEARLY EVERYONE
THERE WAS NO TALENT THAT HE LACKED
AND FOR THREE YEARS ON THE FOOTBALL TEAM
HE WAS, THE STAR QUARTERBACK
AND THERE HE ALSO MET THE GIRL
WHO DID BECOME HIS WIFE
WITH HER, HIS WORLD WAS NOW COMPLETE
HE HAD THE PERFECT LIFE
WHEN THEY HAD GRADUATED COLLEGE
THEY WERE WED IN A CEREMONY QUITE GRAND
THEN THEY MOVED TO NEW YORK
IN A DREAM THEY SEEMED CAUGHT
WHERE ALL HAD BEEN PERFECTLY PLANNED
SHE DECORATED THEIR PARK AVENUE APARTMENT
IN A 1920’S ART-DECO STYLE
AND SIX MONTHS AFTER THEY HAD MOVED IN
SHE TOLD HIM, THEY WOULD SOON BE HAVING A CHILD
AND AFTER THEIR FIRST ULTRASOUND
HE KNEW THEY WERE HAVING A SON
THEIR LIVES COULD NOT HAVE BEEN BETTER
AND THEY HAD ONLY JUST BEGUN
TOGETHER THEY ARRIVED EARLY AT THE HOSPITAL
ON THE DELIVERY DATE
THE FATHER WAS TAKING NO CHANCES
AND DID NOT WANT TO RISK BEING LATE
BUT WHILE WAITING OUTSIDE THE DELIVERY ROOM
HE COULD TELL THAT SOMETHING WAS GOING WRONG
FOR TOO MANY DOCTORS WERE RUSHING IN
WITH NONE COMING OUT FOR TOO LONG
WHEN HER OWN DOCTOR FINALLY CAME OUT
WITH SEVERAL NURSES AT HIS SIDE
HE SAID THAT HIS WIFE HAD STARTED HEMORRHAGING
AND DESPITE THEIR BEST EFFORTS, SHE DIED
THEN IN AN EFFORT TO CONSOLE HIM
A NURSE GAVE HIM HIS NEWBORN TO HOLD
BUT FROM THE WAY THE CHILD FELT LIMP IN HIS ARMS
HE KNEW THERE WAS STILL MORE BAD NEWS TO BE TOLD
THE DOCTOR THEN GAVE THE PROGNOSIS
AS GENTLY AS ANYONE COULD
BUT BEFORE HE COULD FINISH EXPLAINING
THE FATHER ONLY TOO WELL UNDERSTOOD
THE CHILD HAD BEEN CUT OFF FROM OXYGEN
FOR MINUTES, WHICH IS FAR TOO LONG
THE DAMAGE WAS NOW IRREVERSIBLE
HIS BRAIN PERMANENTLY MALFORMED
HE’D NEVER HOLD A JOB,
LEARN TO READ OR EVER TALK
AND IT WOULD BE A MIRACLE
IF THE CHILD EVEN LEARNED HOW TO WALK
AND WITH THOSE WORDS THE FATHER FELT
HIS ENTIRE WORLD FALLING APART
AND HE STUMBLED FOR THE WORDS TO EXPRESS
THE TEARING INSIDE OF HIS HEART
HE CRIED OUT, WHY DID GOD HAVE TO TAKE HER
WHILE SHE WAS STILL SO YOUNG
AND THEN AS IF TO CUT HIM DEEPER
LEAVE THIS THING HERE AS HIS SON
“PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME GOD’S WISDOM
HOW COULD HE DECIDE
TO TAKE FROM ME MY PRECIOUS WIFE
WHILE LEAVING THIS ALIVE
THERE IS NO REASON FOR THIS LIFE
WHY DOES HE EVEN EXIST
AND IF HE HAD NEVER BEEN BORN
THERE IS NO WAY HE’D HAVE EVER BEEN MISSED
IF MAN IS MADE IN GOD’S IMAGE
THEN SOMETHING HERE IS SURELY AMISS
FOR THERE IS NOTHING OF GOD
NOTHING OF GOD
NOTHING OF GOD
NOTHING OF GOD
NOTHING OF GOD IN THIS”
AND THEN HE ASKED FOR THE CHILD
TO BE PLACED IN A STATE RUN HOME
AND AFTER HE HAD SIGNED THE PAPERS
HE WALKED INTO THAT NIGHT ALONE
AND IN THIS WORLD HE FOUND UNKIND
HE BUILT A WALL AROUND HIS MIND
AND EVERY YEAR HE’D ADD NEW PARTS
UNTIL IT HAD ALSO ENCLOSED HIS HEART
HE KEPT HIS JOB AND PAID HIS DEBTS
AS HE SLOWLY BECAME A SILHOUETTE
OF A MAN WALKING AMONG THE TOMBS
WHILE LIVING HIS LIFE WITHIN HIS WOUNDS
HE DISTANCED HIMSELF FROM ALL HIS FRIENDS
EVEN HIS SISTERS AND BROTHERS
AND AS TIME IT WENT BY, HE DEVELOPED HIS EYES
SO THEY COULD ONLY SEE THE FLAWS IN OTHERS
WITH THIS FINAL GLIMPSE, THE ANGEL STEPPED AWAY
AND THE MAN SHOOK HIMSELF OUT OF HIS TRANCE
THEN CONTINUED HIS WALK BACK TOWARDS HIS HOME
AND FEW WOULD HAVE GIVEN HIS SOUL HALF OF A CHANCE
AND THE ANGEL HIMSELF FELT HELPLESS
AS HE WATCHED THAT OLD MAN THERE
SO HE DID WHAT EVEN HUMANS DO
AND HE QUICKLY SAID A PRAYER
AND AS THE PRAYER FLEW TO HIS LORD
THE ANGEL DID DECIDE
TO CAREFULLY FOLLOW THE OLD MAN
AND STAY CLOSELY BY HIS SIDE
FOR ON THIS NIGHT CAN ONE DENY
THE GIFT OF A MORE SYMPATHETIC EYE
TO CAST UPON OUR FELLOW MAN
AND ON THIS NIGHT TO UNDERSTAND
THE FRAILTY OF CHILDHOOD DREAMS
LIKE FIREFLIES OVER SUMMER STREAMS
AND IF ONE DARED TO REMOVE TIME’S VEIL
COULD ONE RETRACE THOSE CHILDHOOD TRAILS?
BUT WHISPERS IN THE WINTER’S WIND
TOLD OF RESCUED DREAMS, FORGIVEN SINS
AND WHO AMONG US SHALL BE DEEMED
TO RESCUE SOME FORGOTTEN DREAM?
SO ON THIS NIGHT OF CHRISTMAS EVE
AS ONCE AGAIN THE SPIRITS WEAVE
ITS SNOWSWEPT DREAMS AND COLORED LIGHTS
WITH BITS OF MAGIC INTO EACH LIFE
AND AS THE SNOW COMES GENTLY DOWN
ITS SOUL INTENT TO REACH THE GROUND
TO COVER SCARS THE WORLD STILL FEELS
PERHAPS TO GIVE THEM TIME TO HEAL
FOR AS MEN INVEST IN MONEY
AND PROFESSORS IN WHAT THEY KNOW
GOD INVESTS IN MERCY
LIKE WINTER INVESTS IN SNOW
THE WISDOM OF SNOW
(INSTRUMENTAL)
NOW THE OLD MAN WAS NEARING A TOY SHOP
WHERE HE COULD HEAR A MUSIC BOX KIND OF SOUND
FROM A MINIATURE CAROUSEL WITH ITS MINIATURE HORSES
ALL CIRCLING FAITHFULLY AROUND
AND A LITTLE GIRL WEARING A RUSSIAN STYLED COAT
WAS CAREFULLY LOOKING INSIDE
AT THE HORSES AND KNIGHTS AND THE TRAINS WITH THEIR LIGHTS
WHILE SHE WAS IMAGINING THEY ALL WERE ALIVE
FOR AT THIS TIME A CHILD WILL DARE
TO SEE WHAT IS PERHAPS NOT THERE
OR AT LEAST NOT THERE TO ADULT EYES
WHO HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO FANTASIZE
WISH LISZT (TOY SHOP MADNESS)
(INSTRUMENTAL)
NOW THAT YOUNG GIRL, OUTSIDE THE STORE
WAS TRYING TO CAPTURE SNOW’S MAGIC
BUT EACH FLAKE MELTED AT HER TOUCH
WHICH HER YOUNG MIND FOUND QUITE TRAGIC
AND WHILE CHASING AN ELUSIVE SNOWFLAKE
THAT WAS DETERMINED TO REACH THE GROUND
SHE BUMPED INTO THE BUSINESSMAN PASSING BY
AND NEARLY KNOCKED HIM DOWN
AND THINKING SHE WAS IN TROUBLE
THE CHILD QUICKLY APOLOGIZED
BUT THE MAN WAS NOT ACCEPTING IT
SHE COULD SEE IT IN HIS EYES
SHE EXPLAINED SHE HAD BEEN LOOKING IN THE TOY SHOP
THAT TOMORROW WOULD BE CHRISTMAS DAY
BUT THE MAN MUTTERED WORDS SHE COULD NOT UNDERSTAND
SO SHE SEARCHED FOR SOMETHING ELSE SHE COULD SAY
“DO YOU HAVE ANY CHILDREN?” THE CHILD ASKED THE MAN
“NO,” WAS HIS INSTANT REPLY
AND THOUGH HE SAID IT IN HIS FIRMEST VOICE
IN HIS HEART HE KNEW HE HAD LIED
THE GIRL WAS GETTING ON HIS NERVES
WHICH WERE ALREADY SHOT
SOMETHING ABOUT HER BOTHERED HIM
BUT HE COULD NOT SAY QUITE WHAT
THEN HE NOTICED THE TIME WAS APPROACHING MIDNIGHT
WHAT WAS SHE DOING ON THE STREET?
WHEN HE ASKED THE GIRL THIS QUESTION
THE CHILD SEEMED TO RETREAT
SHE SAID SHE WAS STAYING WITH HER PARENTS
AT THE HOTEL, RIGHT NEXT DOOR
THEY WERE THERE FOR JUST THIS ONE NIGHT
IN ROOM TWELVE TWENTY-FOUR
THEN HE SAID, “YOU BEST GET BACK THERE
AS QUICK AS YOU CAN FLY!”
AND HE WATCHED AS SHE RAN ALL THE WAY
UNTIL SHE WAS SAFELY BACK INSIDE
THEN HE TOOK SEVERAL STEPS
IN THE DIRECTION TOWARDS HIS HOME
BUT THEN HE HESITATED
AND TOOK OUT HIS MOBILE PHONE
AND CALLED UP THE INSTITUTION
WHERE HE HAD LEFT HIS SON
TO FIND OUT IF HE WAS STILL THERE AND ALIVE
WONDERING IF THE PAST COULD BE UNDONE
THE OPERATOR WHO ANSWERED, SEARCHED THE COMPUTER
TO SEE IF THE CHILD HAD SURVIVED
AND SHE WAS SINCERELY HAPPY TO TELL HIM
“YOUR SON IS NO LONGER HERE, BUT HE IS STILL ALIVE!”
THEN THE LADY WHO WAS VERY KIND
SAID, “IF YOU HAVE A SHORT WHILE
I CAN GIVE YOU ALL THE INFORMATION
THAT IS HERE INSIDE HIS FILE
I SEE THAT AT THE AGE OF TWELVE
HE HAD FINALLY LEARNED TO WALK
AND COULD UNDERSTAND MOST THINGS PEOPLE SAID
BUT HAS NEVER LEARNED TO TALK
HE’S LIVING UPTOWN IN THE BRONX
AT A BOARDING HOUSE HOTEL”
AND THEN THE LADY GAVE HIM THE PHONE NUMBER
AND HOTEL’S ADDRESS AS WELL
AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MANY YEARS
THE MAN THOUGHT ABOUT HIS LIFE
AND ALL THE THINGS HE HAD LEFT BEHIND
AND, OF COURSE, HE THOUGHT ABOUT HIS WIFE
AND HE WONDERED IF SHE HAD LIVED
THE THINGS THEY MIGHT HAVE DONE
BUT REALLY MOST OF ALL RIGHT NOW
HE THOUGHT ABOUT HIS SON
BACK TO A REASON (PART II)
TIME
STANDING ALL ALONE
I BLED FOR YOU
I WANTED TO
EACH DROP MY OWN
SLOWLY THEY DEPART
BUT FALL IN VAIN
LIKE DESERT RAIN
AND STILL THEY FALL ON AND ON AND ON
GOT TO GET BACK TO A REASON
GOT TO GET BACK TO A REASON I ONCE KNEW
AND THIS LATE IN THE SEASONS
ONE BY ONE DISTRACTIONS FADE FROM VIEW
SO
DRIFTING THROUGH THE DARK
THE SYMPATHY
OF NIGHT'S MERCY
INSIDE MY HEART
IS YOUR LIFE THE SAME?
DO GHOSTS CRY TEARS?
DO THEY FEEL YEARS?
AS TIME JUST GOES ON AND ON AND ON
GOT TO GET BACK TO A REASON
GOT TO GET BACK TO A REASON I ONCE KNEW
AND THIS LATE IN THE SEASONS
ONE BY ONE DISTRACTIONS FADE FROM VIEW
I’M LOOKING FOR YOU
I’M LOOKING FOR I DON’T KNOW WHAT
I CAN’T SEE THERE ANYMORE
AND ALL MY TIME’S BEEN TAKEN
IS THIS WHAT IT SEEMS?
THE LURE OF A DREAM
AND I’M AFRAID TO WALK BACK THROUGH THAT DOOR
TO FIND THAT I’VE AWAKENED
THE NIGHT SEEMS TO CARE
THE DREAMS IN THE AIR
THE SNOW’S COMING DOWN
IT BECKONS ME DARE
IT WHISPERS, IT HOPES
IT HOLDS AND CONFIDES
AND OFFERS A BRIDGE
ACROSS THESE DIVIDES
THE PARTS OF MY LIFE
I’VE TRIED TO FORGET
IT’S GATHERED EACH PIECE
AND CAREFULLY KEPT
SOMEWHERE IN THE DARK
BEYOND ALL THE COLD
THERE IS A CHILD
THAT’S PART OF MY SOUL
GOT TO GET BACK TO A REASON
GOT TO GET BACK TO A REASON I ONCE KNEW
AND THIS LATE IN THE SEASONS
ONE BY ONE DISTRACTIONS FADE FROM VIEW
THE ONLY REASON I HAVE LEFT IS
YOU
IF HE WENT THERE AND SAW HIS SON
WHAT WORDS COULD HE POSSIBLY SAY
WOULD HIS OWN CHILD RECOGNIZE HIM
AND IF HE DID, WOULD HE TURN AWAY?
DARE HE REKINDLE THIS HOPE
PERHAPS TO ONLY WATCH IT DIE
AND STANDING THERE IN THIS MAN’S PLACE
I WONDER, WOULD YOU OR I?
NOW THE ANGEL KNEW IF ENOUGH TIME PASSES BY
ANY HOPE CAN BE SMOTHERED
SO BEFORE IT WAS DEAD, TO THE FIRST PRAYER HE HAD SAID
THE ANGEL QUICKLY ADDED ANOTHER
CHRISTMAS BELLS, CAROUSELS & TIME
(INSTRUMENTAL)
THE OLD MAN STOOD THERE THINKING
WHILE STARING IN THAT OLD TOY SHOP
WITH ITS CAROUSEL STILL TURNING ROUND
IN FRONT OF A MUSIC BOX CLOCK
FOR WHAT GOOD’S A CLOCK WITHOUT A CHIME
A USELESS THING THAT JUST KEEPS TIME
RECORDING MOMENTS THAT COME AND LEAVE
BUT THIS CLOCK’S CHIMES STRUCK MIDNIGHT
UPON A LOST CHRISTMAS EVE
AND WHEN THE FINAL CHIME HAD SPOKEN
AND THE TWELFTH BELL HAD FINALLY RUNG
THE INDECISION IN THE FATHER WAS BROKEN
HE NOW KNEW WHAT HAD TO BE DONE
SO HE GOT INTO A YELLOW CAB
AND PRAYED THAT IT MIGHT LEAD
THROUGH ALL THIS SNOW AND STREETLIGHT GLOW
TO A PAST HE MIGHT RETRIEVE
WHEN THE TAXI DROPPED HIM OFF
AT THE BOARDING HOUSE HOTEL
IT WAS A RUNDOWN BUILDING
WITH A MUSTY, RUNDOWN SMELL
AND HE ASKED FOR HIS SON
FROM THE HOTEL’S NIGHT DESK CLERK
WHO SAID HIS SON WAS NOT THERE
HE WAS NOT BACK FROM WORK
WHEN THE FATHER SAID THAT WAS IMPOSSIBLE
THE CLERK REPLIED, “I’M NOT HERE TO DEBATE
BUT HE WORKS AT THE HOSPITAL, JUST DOWN THE BLOCK
IF YOU WANT YOU CAN SIT HERE AND WAIT
BUT HE NEVER RETURNS TILL REAL LATE”
THEN THE FATHER TRIED ASKING ANOTHER QUESTION
BUT THE CLERK WENT BACK TO WATCHING HIS TV
WHICH WAS ALSO PLAYING, “HOW THE GRINCH STOLE CHRISTMAS”
AND THE FATHER MUSED, “THIS MOVIE HAS NO SYMPATHY,
WELL, AT LEAST NOT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO ME”
ONCE OUTSIDE HE SAW THE HOSPITAL’S ENTRANCE
AND WENT TO INFORMATION BY THE FRONT DOOR
WHO CONFIRMED THAT HIS SON HAD A JOB THERE
AND WORKED UP ON THE SEVENTH FLOOR
SO HE TOOK THE ELEVATOR UP TO THAT FLOOR
WHICH WAS MARKED “MATERNITY”
AND THE MAN KNEW IN HIS HEART THAT THIS WAS A MISTAKE
FOR HIS SON WORKING HERE COULD NOT BE
BUT THE NURSE ON DUTY RECONFIRMED THAT HE DID
AND SINCE HER ROUNDS WERE ABOUT TO BEGIN
IF HE WOULD LIKE TO FOLLOW HER
SHE WOULD GLADLY TAKE THE FATHER TO HIM
SO HE FOLLOWED HER TO A LARGE DARK ROOM
THAT TO HIM SEEMED UNUSUALLY EMPTY
EXCEPT FOR SEVERAL INCUBATORS GLOWING ON THE RIGHT
EACH WITH A TREMBLING BABY
THESE INFANTS WERE ALL EXTREMELY FRAIL
AND OBVIOUSLY IN INCREDIBLE PAIN
AND THIS SIGHT CUT DEEP INTO THAT FATHER’S SOUL
AND HE ASKED THE NURSE, PLEASE, TO EXPLAIN
“THESE CHILDREN WERE BORN TO MOTHERS
WHO WERE ADDICTED TO CRACK COCAINE
AND THESE CHILDREN ARE BORN IN COMPLETE WITHDRAWAL
FOR THAT DRUG IS STILL DEEP IN THEIR VEINS
WE CAN GIVE THEM NO OTHER DRUGS TO EASE THEIR WITHDRAWALS
SINCE THEY ARE BORN PREMATURE AND QUITE FRAIL
AND ANY FORM OF PAIN KILLER
COULD EASILY CAUSE THEIR SMALL HEARTS TO FAIL”
“AND WHAT DOES MY SON DO HERE?”
THE FATHER ASKED, “HE IS NOT A PATIENT, I ASSUME”
THE NURSE DID NOT SAY A SINGLE WORD
BUT NODDED TO THE FAR LEFT CORNER OF THE ROOM
AND THERE THE FATHER SAW HIS SON
WHO LOOKED LIKE HIMSELF WHEN HE WAS A YOUNGER MAN
ROCKING BACK AND FORTH IN A ROCKING CHAIR
A TREMBLING INFANT HELD IN HIS HANDS
AND IN HIS ARMS THE CHILD DID NOT CRY
BUT SLEPT TO SILENT LULLABIES
AND HIS SON ROCKED THAT NEWBORN BACK AND FORTH
UNTIL FINALLY, A DREAM WAS CAUGHT
BUT STILL AT HIS ROCKING, HIS SON FAITHFULLY KEPT
TILL THAT POOR CHILD’S TREMBLING HAD ALSO, FINALLY, LEFT
THEN THE NURSE WHISPERED SOFTLY
INTO THE FATHER’S EAR
SOMETHING THAT A BLIND MAN COULD SEE
BUT THE FATHER NEEDED TO HEAR
WHISPERED TO HIM IN THIS ROOM
FILLED WITH MANKIND’S MISBEGOTTEN
SOMETHING THAT THE FATHER HAD KNOWN ONCE
BUT SOMEHOW HAD FORGOTTEN
SHE SAID, “IT IS THIS WAY WITH EACH OF US
WE ALL NEED TO BE HELD, AT LEAST TWICE
ONCE UPON THE DAY THAT WE ARE BORN
AND ONCE MORE WHEN WE LEAVE THIS LIFE
YOUR SON HAS BEEN COMING TO THIS PLACE
SINCE AS LONG AS I’VE BEEN WORKING HERE
HE’S NEVER MISSED A SINGLE DAY
IN NEARLY TWENTY YEARS
HE ALWAYS ARRIVES PROMPTLY ON TIME
BUT A TIME CARD HE DOES NOT KEEP
FOR HE NEVER LEAVES THIS MATERNITY ROOM
UNTIL EVERY LAST CHILD IS ASLEEP”
THEN THE NURSE NOTICED THE FATHER
TRYING TO CHOKE BACK THE THINGS HE NOW FELT
SO MENTIONING SHE HAD TO CONTINUE HER ROUNDS
SHE QUIETLY EXCUSED HERSELF
SO HE WAS NOW ALONE IN THE DARKNESS
BETWEEN THE PAST AND FUTURE CAUGHT
NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO
AS HIS MIND FLOODED WITH SO MANY THOUGHTS
SOME BEAUTY COMES TOO EARLY
WHILE ITS MOMENT NEVER WAITS
AND SOME BEAUTY IS ALWAYS THERE
BUT NEVER SEEN, TILL IT’S TOO LATE
LOOK! THERE IS A MOMENT
IT HAS JUST SLIPPED AWAY
AND SO WE LOSE OUR LIVES
IN SUCH ORDINARY WAYS
WHERE DO WE GET OUR DREAMS FROM?
WHERE DO WE GET OUR FAITH?
IS IT SOMETHING THAT WE ARE BORN WITH
OR IS IT SOMETHING FOR WHICH WE MUST WAIT?
THE MIST OF THINGS WE ONCE BELIEVED
THE CHILDHOOD TRUTHS FOR WHICH WE GRIEVE
AND IN OUR LIVES COULD WE HAVE MISSED
THOSE THAT IN THE DARK, THE ANGELS KISS
WHAT CHILD IS THIS?
WHAT CHILD IS THIS
WHO LAID TO REST
THAT I NOW FIND HERE SLEEPING?
DO ANGELS KEEP THE DREAMS WE SEEK
WHILE OUR HEARTS LIE BLEEDING?
COULD THIS BE CHRIST THE KING
WHOSE EVERY BREATH THE ANGELS BRING?
COULD THIS BE THE FACE OF GOD, THIS CHILD, THE SON I ONCE CARRIED?
WHAT CHILD IS THIS
WHO IS SO BLESSED HE CHANGES ALL TOMORROWS?
REPLACING TEARS WITH REBORN YEARS
IN HEARTS ONCE DARK AND HOLLOW
COULD THIS BE CHRIST THE KING
WHOSE EVERY BREATH THE ANGELS BRING?
COULD THIS BE THE FACE OF GOD, THIS CHILD, THE SON I ONCE CARRIED?
IN THE DEAD OF THE NIGHT
AS HIS LIFE SLIPS AWAY
AS HE READS BY THE LIGHT
OF A STAR FARAWAY
HOLDING ON
HOLDING OFF
HOLDING OUT
HOLDING IN
COULD YOU BE THIS OLD
AND HAVE YOUR LIFE JUST BEGIN?
READING BY THE LIGHT OF A LOST CHRISTMAS DAY
IT BEGINS
READING BY THE LIGHT OF A LOST CHRISTMAS DAY
TELL ME HOW MANY TIMES CAN THIS STORY BE TOLD
AFTER ALL OF THESE YEARS IT SHOULD ALL SOUND SO OLD
BUT IT SOMEHOW RINGS TRUE IN THE BACK OF MY MIND
AS I SEARCH FOR A DREAM THAT WORDS CAN NO LONGER DEFINE
READING BY THE LIGHT OF A LOST CHRISTMAS DAY
AND THE TIME
READING BY THE LIGHT OF A LOST CHRISTMAS DAY
AND THE TIME AND THE YEARS
AND THE TEARS AND THE COST
AND THE HOPES AND THE DREAMS
OF EACH CHILD THAT IS LOST
AND THE WHISPER OF WINGS
IN THE COLD WINTER’S AIR
AS THE SNOW IT COMES DOWN
AND VISIONS APPEAR EVERYWHERE
READING BY THE LIGHT OF A LOST CHRISTMAS DAY
IN THE AIR
READING BY THE LIGHT OF A LOST CHRISTMAS DAY
IN THE DEAD OF THE NIGHT
AS HIS LIFE SLIPS AWAY
AS HE READS BY THE LIGHT
OF A STAR FARAWAY
HOLDING ON
HOLDING OFF
HOLDING OUT
HOLDING IN
COULD YOU BE THIS OLD
AND HAVE YOUR LIFE JUST BEGIN
READING BY THE LIGHT OF A LOST CHRISTMAS DAY
IT BEGINS
READING BY THE LIGHT OF A LOST CHRISTMAS DAY
IT BEGINS
READING BY THE LIGHT OF A LOST CHRISTMAS DAY
IT BEGINS
READING BY THE LIGHT OF A LOST CHRISTMAS DAY
IT BEGINS