Dear Poem
It's been a while since I've written
So the words wont match up like they used to
I'm different now, but that's okay
You will still love me, right?
There was someone who came into my life recently
He changed my views on things
And made a part of me come out
That I was afraid to admit I was hiding
My dirty little secret was safe for a while
But as life, no secret lasts forever
We were plied apart
But kept hope
Little by little we reconnected
Every night for you I waited
It wasn't long before there was a light at the end of the tunnel
Or at least we hoped
You found someone else
With the help of friends I felt allright
I mean, we weren't together anyway
But we were still friends
His mom found a little secret of his own
One I didn't even know
I've helped him in the past
But this time he didn't want it
"I just like to get high" he said
That was enough for me
I was heart broken
Do you really want drugs over me?
At least you Poem understand
I've been depressed and scarred
He calls but doesn't understand
He doesn't know what he did wrong
Poem, I'm scarred
I'm scarred he will do something bad
I love him truelly
And it kills me to do this
But Poem, I have to let go of him
I can't find my self to do so
I need your guidence
I need to get past this
Thanks for understanding Poem
I knew I could always count on you
Until next time
I love you
-Dainan Rafferty