potc3:our story a fresh start!

[coolshannie]

Jenny knocked on the door lightly.. " Mom.." she said in a soft voice..

 

[catycatcat4]

she didnt awnser so she opend the door miranda was holding a nife she looked as if she was about to kill her self jenny looked at miranda she had a growing stumic "dont stop me i cant live with out jack"she said

 

[CASTAWAYCAYCUTIE]

"mom dont! i just had an idea i was coming to tell you...maybe tia delma will brin him back...maybe?" jenny said

 

[catycatcat4]

(awww thats to esay for them why dont they not find her then one day after the babys born jack shows up) wrote any way! lol

"thats the same thing as not haveing him now at least it is"she said miranda had the nife at her thought but jenny stoped her and took the nife

 

[CASTAWAYCAYCUTIE]

she called for will who was the new captain of the ship.

( i know but jenny needed to distract her somehow)

 

[catycatcat4]

later elezbeth and jenny kocked on mirandas door "why dont you come out on deck"elezbeth said "dont think so"miranda said as she lied on the bed looking at the other side of the room "come on it will be good for you"jenny added "i wont go out there with out jack being there"she said "come on miranda what about your kids they need you"elezbeth said

 

[CASTAWAYCAYCUTIE]

miranda sighed. "fine i will come out for a bit." when she walked out jamey came up and clung to her leg.

 

[catycatcat4]

"mommy whens daddy comeing back?"she asked no one had told her yet "hes not comeing back.........i...........i.......i killed him"miranda said standing there for a moment thinking back

miranda woke up and looked at jack next too her "sorry jack i cant handdle it any more your not worth the stuggle"she said to her self then grabed his neck

this was driveing her crazy how could she it was that school it made her lose her mind! "mommy!"jamey said it broke her thoughts "mommy your biger"she said miranda put her hands on her stumic she had hardly thought about it
the thought devistated her Her poor child would never have a father all becuse she killed him

 

[coolshannie]

but did she? or was all of this stress of just wanting an answer leading her to the answer that she was the cause of his death? Miranda looked towards the ground thinking that her thoughts of unforgiveness had killed her husband.. and in comparison was as if she had killed him with her own two hands..

 

[catycatcat4]

she knew she did she looked at jamey than went back to her room crying she looked though his stuff until she found one of his shirts well his other shirt she held to it tightly she it still smeled of jack and his rum

 

[coolshannie]

im on but i have to clean my room real fast so i can write in about 10 minutes

 

[catycatcat4]

ok if i go missing for a little im eating diner

 

[coolshannie]

Meanwhile.. Jenny drearily walked over towards Will.. " where are we headed?" she asked as she held one of the twins in her arms trying to get him to stop crying..

 

[catycatcat4]

"toruga"he said plainly

 

[coolshannie]

Jenny nodded her head as she set the still histerically crying child down.. " How do you get it to be quiet?" she yelled over his roaring cries..

 

[catycatcat4]

he picked him up "miranda still wont take care of them?"he asked

 

[coolshannie]

Jenny nodded her head.. " How long until we approach land?" Jenny asked willing to do anything to get away from the chaos on the ship..

 

[catycatcat4]

"A few weeks"he said over the still crying baby "mommy" mark whined

 

[coolshannie]

Jenny sighed.. a few weeks.. she would surely go insane by then. Jenny put mark back in Will's arms, she needed a break.. " I need sleep or something for a while they never stop crying.." Jenny said in a more weary voice as she began to walk below deck

 

[catycatcat4]

sevrel months later miranda was hardly heard from jenny was streesed out from takeing care of her brothers and sisters miranda was due any time but she was much small than she should of been miranda was barly eating just enouth to keep her self alive