UGH! Today is sucky. I was up late last night finishing little's 4th dress and when we got home at 11:00 DS wanted to sit on the couch and snuggle and watch a movie. RV just came from netflix and B and I hadn't seen it. We haven't had much extra time for mac lately and even though we have 2 weekend trips to WDW in the next month (we're going again the 2nd weekend in Aug. Cause B has a charity gig in Orlando) we felt bad so at darn near midnight we started a movie. One that was much to funny to fall asleep on. Well, I almost made it

So I am EXHAUSTED. Not to mention DH was sent home from work yesterday for not shaving. By my dad. Now, he had been told by my mom to be at work at 8 and my dad called at 7:10 while he was getting ready and said he needed him at 7:30 so B went off w/out shaving. Then got sent home for it. My dad tends to throw huge fits so there's no talking to him. Fine. He just cut B's paycheck in half but that's fine. So Brandon spent the entire day at home thinking about how much he hates his job and how he needs to do XYZ to bring in more income from his music and today he's NOT coming to work. He's used every excuse he can come up w/ but really he's just being a baby and wants to stay home and be a musician.

I get that. I do. But right now we have bills to pay and kids to feed and he is just being stupid. I tried to get him to see that if he doesn't go to work we won't have the money for him to play his music out at all, usually we spend more just getting to a gig than it pays, if it pays at all. Recording time is $65 an hour, he projects his next CD will cost $3500 to put out between recording, duplication and packaging.
There is nothing I can say to help this situation. I tried being mad, I tried being reasonable. But if I say you can't quit and focus on your music it boils down to one thing...I'm not supportive, I don't believe in him.
It doesn't help that we are in the middle of a sinkhole loss and my mortgage will likely be paid off in the next month or so. So he just must be thinking that we can make it on my student loans and his playing out. When that is hardly the case. I am so flustered right now. He's going to stay home and play video games all day and NOT pick up my house or cut the grass or anything else productive b/c he is pouting like a baby.
OKAY, I'm finished. I'm sorry. I did finish littles 4th outfit but I didn't get a picture, I'll post one after work today. She wears stuff I made to school all the time but this is her first holiday custom, YAY! I didn't make pants to go w/ it. I just figured she could wear some capris. She needs some summer bottoms so I will use it as an excuse to buy her some. I may change my mind before tomorrow actually comes though
AND...we used the ruffler last night. My MIL was like "20 something years I've had this attachment and was too lazy to figure it out, how much time have I wasted ruffling by hand???" needless to say we were astonished. Now we have to optimize it and figure out how to attach and gather at the same time then we're gold