You know what is funny? Since last year I have been in college full time to become a social worker. This is all great, but most of the course content is focusing on ourselves. At 40, I have a lot of stuff in my past that I have had to look at and examine how I became to be who I am.
It is all very deep, and I thought I am ok with all my baggage, but each day I am amazed at how much I learn. This is all in an effort to be a better helper to someone else without putting my own issues on someone. And to be aware how my own values influence how I might respond to someone with similar issues.
At this age, I am still growing and learning and very aware of myself. I am loving it though. One thing I have learned though is that I am a perfectionist-- which means that nothing I do is perfect, because the harder I try to make it perfect the more I mess it up because I am stressed. lol
But I am learning WHY I have these tendencies and it is all very interested and revealing. To be learning this much about myself at this age is amazing, overwhelming, and wonderful.
Which is why I cannot wait to go to Disney. JUST MICKEY,ME, MY SON
YEAH!!!!
Stephanie