THANK YOU so much guys! I completely agree that it's SO close that is part of why I don't want to give up. I know I can finish the race. Well, I'm not sure I would survive running/walking it in a freat heatwave or douwnpour, but I am not thinking about weather this far out. But barring all that, I know I can complete the distance, it's how i felt after that makes me want to give up. But I'm going to at least stick it out for 2 more weeks of training. My training plan is for three 3.5 milers a week with the last one being a 12.5. I am going to scale that back I think to maybe 8.5 or 9 and then my last long run will be somewhere up around 12. I hope it's ok to do that. My weekend runs then would be 11 (last weekend), 4, 8, 4, 12, 4, race. I'll try the honey stingers on the next hour+ run and see if that makes a difference.
And great idea about "treating" myself to new shoes. I think I've been avoiding going back to the store b/c it took me such a long time to find the ones I'm in now. Maybe I'll just go online and order the same ones a half size bigger. The idea that it's a reward for how far I've come makes it easier to justify and do it. I was never a runner, even before my injuries a few years ago. Running a mile was pretty much out of the question, let alone 2, or 3, or 13! I have no idea who this person is in my running shoes who just went out on Saturday and ran for 2 hours!
Oh - I'm in my BFF's wedding 2 weeks after the race. The weekend before the race I have to throw the bachelorette party and somewhere in there, I have to get my dress fitted too. I'm super nervous that I'm going to eat too much after finishing the training and my dress will end up not fitting! LOL. I told my son that I'm saving myself a whole thanksgiving pie for AFTER the wedding.