thanks for the insight into this--
I should have probably posted that how this all started--it might have explained things a bit
My last procedure was in 2018--when it was all over the RN told DH (I was till out of it)
apparently I was a bit figity so the dr kept pumping me with fentanyl--the nurse explained at that he would give me a dose which didnt work so he gave me more and more still since each does wasnt helping--finally when it did start working all the fentanyl got into my system all at once causing me to stop breathing and they had to give me narcan to bring me out of it.
so thats one of the reasons for the anxieties and panic attacks over this
I now have a new dr who so far I like pretty much--my new PCP recommended her-
but unfortunatly shses sending me to a specialiast for this repeat procedure who I dont have a clue who he is or even if Ill meet him bofore hand--I know the day of Im sure he'll pop in but I like to meet the drs first
that will be interesting
good thing I have such confidence in this new dr
Right now Im just feeling overwelmed --theres so many looking over me I cant even keep track of whose who anymore
thanks for listening