I don't know about you guys....but at this point I am willing to try pretty much anything

I guess I'm just extra frustrated because after TTC for over a year with DD I did get pg on the first round of clomid. I'm on round 3 and really just not feeling too optimistic - even though I haven't even ovulated yet

So this month I plan on using OPK's twice a day, preseed every time, I can't remember what they are called, but the little cups you put in to keep everything in - yes I know TMI

and make sure we give it every opportunity to happen this month. And if it doesn't happen I have a doctor's appointment February 5th to see what happens next. Of course we probably won't know if this cycle is a bust yet or not by then but oh well....depending on what is next my OB may send me to an RE anyway and that would give me time to get an appt before the next cycle starts. I am just so irritated because although I would still like to lose about 65 pounds I have been working out regularly doing fitness bootcamp for over 6 months now, I am getting really serious about my nutrition, my blood pressure is down, my cholesterol keeps going down (and it wasn't high to begin with), I have lost 17 pounds so far, and over 12 inches and my resting heartrate is lower than I ever remember it being. I am healthier than I have been in a very long time and it isn't even helping. But I just have to remember that I have to be patient - but it sucks that we've been TTC SO long already and I'm not getting any younger. I'll be 36 next month!