Need prayers good wishes and positive thoughts

[yasuern]

Long story short - my luekemia has returned - I am in a state of numbness and disbelief . I need to have a battery of tests done to see what course of treatment if any will be attemtpted.

I am so worried about my daughter - if the worse should happen - well it just eats me up inside that I would not be there to comfort her - she has a great Dad Aunts Uncles cousins friends - but still it just breaks ne up.


So please if you would keep my family in your thoughts


Thanks for listening


Sue

 

[OrlandoMike]

Aww Sue, not good news at all!

Good thoughts and prayers for you for sure!

Please keep us posted!

 

[jackskellingtonsgirl]

Oh, Sue. I am so sorry.
Of course you will be in my thoughts! Sending you lots of wishes for strength as you deal with this! You must be frightened. My DS is about the same age as your DD, and I know you are worried for her.

If you would like some additional support the ladies on the breast cancer thread on the CB are WONDERFUL. Not all of them are dealing with breast cancer - some have family members with cancer, some have other types of cancer.

http://www.disboards.com/showthread.php?t=2224699

Since my mom has finished her treatment I don't post there as often as I used to, but I do pop in from time to time.

 

[NHdisneylover]

Oh Sue--I am so very sorry. That ust be the most terrible of news to receive. I can only iagine the fears you have for your daughter. My family and I will absolutely keep you in our thoughts

 

[starann]

Sue.....hugs...that just bites.

Please keep us posted.

 

[rpmdfw]

Sue! THAT SUCKS!

I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers as well. Not to mention thinking happy thoughts for your husband and daughter!

I wish there was something I could say or do to make things better for you!

 

[TuckandStuiesMom]

Hugs and Prayers for you and your family, Sue.

 

[bubie2.5]

 

[itsmuggsie]

So sorry to hear that. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[Peepster]

Sue, I'll hold you close in my heart and of course you're in my prayers. Please keep us posted and stay strong.

 

[DVC~OKW~96]

Sending every good wish that you can beat this miserable disease.

 

[Timrobb]

 

[hematite153]

Oh, Sue! I'm so sorry to hear this sad news. Good luck with the next treatment plan and I'll be thinking of you and your DD.

 

[Saxton]

I am so sorry. You will all be in my thoughts and prayers. Please keep us posted.

 

[rosiep]

Geez Sue!

I can't even begin to express my prayers and tenderness. How very much a Mom are you that your first thought is for your daughter? I promise to keep you in my thoughts....

Please keep us posted as best you can.

 

[soulmates]

Sue, you will be in our thoughts and prayers.

 

[wallyb]

Sue.
Sorry to hear about this.

Sending as much positive energy, good karma,
and white light your way as possible.

Don't give up hope- try to stay positive -
your in a great state for medical attention-
They'll come up with something.

 

[DOPEYLUVER]

Sue,
You've got to be a fighter. A friend of mine just had a recurrance of her cancer. She told me what they were going to do and then if that didn't solve it what the next plan was. Her final comment was "Bring it On."

That has to be your attitude - face it straight on and kick it in the ***.


Good Luck & Be Strong

 

[yasuern]

First thank you all for your kindness it truly means a lot to me


Okay so I go back into the MGH Tuesday and the HOPE is they can with chemo get me back into a remission - If this happens(10-14 days in Hospital) and I have NO major complications like problems w/ my liver, kidneys or infection(s) - I then will return home and have MANY outpatient visits - From a Remission - there are only two courses to go

Depending on some test results still pending I could receive the original BMD lymphatic cells to hopefully start some host VS graft disease which in turn would ideally lead to graft VS tumor(leukemia) and but if the results of the test do not point to this option then my only other option would be to undergo another BMT with a new donor.

There are other options - BUT they are basically pallitive measures that would only give me 1-3 months to live - SO I am opting to FIGHT until my Drs say there is nothing else to do.

I am scared and worried about my Duaghter - she is my main reason biggest reason to keep fighting! She is amazing her own person kinda warped sense of humor and a very talented artist - she loves to draw/sketch and this year as a freshman she has art studio everyday - SHE LOVES IT!

Again thank you all for your extreme kindness - I will keep you posted.


Sincerely
Sue


I know this is a bad place to post this - BUT when in orlando at the end of August - at the Prime outlets(used to be Belz outlets) we ate at a place called Vinito Restorante - IT IS FANTASTIC! so if you are in the area DO TRY IT!


Sue

 

[pixidustmom]

Sue, I am so sorry your having to fight again. I know it's tough, watched my sister go through it. Stay strong, be thankful our medical has gotten better with fighting against Leukemia. As a mom I know you will fight all the way. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.