I'm so sorry for the loss of your kitty
I think the worst of it was that I was too much of a coward to be in the same room as my dear Timmy as they put him to sleep... I guess at least my mother and brother were there to hold him, but I still feel the guilt.
It's unbearable. I cried myself to sleep last night. And no, I don't care who knows that. My poor Tim has been a huge part of my life for 13 years and now, now he's gone...
At least he's somewhere better now. I know it.
Rich::