thanks, for the warm comments..well, i guess it was pretty obvious....
even as a baby..i was "looking in the other direction?"
...c~girl, i bet you was just darling...

, you know? the ways
you help others ...is always evident.., [ i just

your disney observations]
* princess j. ?

..not only "that" [smart], your cute as a bug's eye!
..doing nothing, you wish!...actually its a good thing, to do!
...mentally, shutting down....open the doors for your reflections...you
know?...using the knowledge you have accumative....[ come back to me
when ..iam doing nothing..., ps, have you ever just rested? your body is
highly functioning , breathing machine. ( iam totally wide-eye impressed,
how long ...we do live)..., ever day is death defying, in sooo amazing
ways...."it easy to die"..& it can happened in a split second. now
what "kills" me...tooo many take for granted..., so if you feeling depress,
take a second or 2, to "feel' happy..that you can..and do ...something
little..just for "you"...and maybe...just interact...with nature...
.....what i hope you guys...see.....what a very, very special...wdw trip
you all..did..together!!!
nabby girl, i remembder..rading your first response...had me thinking,
waht a great person! than when i learned...your life story...and all the
miracles...you "harvested"...by faith. had me,

for more!
nooo , i had no input. i was not valued by any of me teachers. all thru
my school years. they did not teach me. i taught myself. teachers
where i came from only cared about students..they thought were going
to do somthing with their lifes. then there were the rest of us. ha!
wild cards. came from others inside my community. people rave on
teachers. they are in~deeds in critical positons. that's it. we need
better evua;tors/standards. its more than knowledge. there are too
many dangerous teachers. hiding & hurting our youth. because i went
thru , i knew exactly how to spot. our oldest started first grade. it
was when , we were struggling. my wife in college and in chicago.
so it was i, who went to the first opened house.

. as soon
i entered. first, i asked him to show me his desk. what i saw..or didn't
see, told me everything i needed to know. i made eye contact. "you
just made the worst mistake..in your career." called the principle next
day. @ first , she attempted to defend the unexcusable!. step, by
step...i ripped her totally apart. until there were nothing left. needless
to say, he had no further problems. but waht i say to all, how many
who dosne't have parents...are abused? how do you think these
monsters..in society are made. interesting note, my son...@ 21.
he was selected, to do "grand jury" duty. one case, made national
news..for weeks.
..i just wish..more parents..& listen to their children.
but partially..right...full of it~

, here's another lil'take from
my senior year book..."i will search for you and i will know you will be
searching, too. i will watch for you in the daybreak and the sunset. i will
listen for you in the singing in the river and the mating of the tree branches.
and if we keep our hearts open surely we shall pass through the doors
of loniness into the warmth of love."
...wow, who were these people? * our high school was in the middle of
a slum area. [ i never even read my yearbook,

]. however, if
one is asking me.....i do believe to find pure happiness...one must discovery
the values of giving & being love.

. & as a footnote, the best way
to influence others..is an act of kindness. i knowi prized the thought.
..oh, once upon a time..i wrote stories, and poetry..for myself & lil
miss cutie..., well iam a greedy miser!
..children need to be informed..they will become whatever they practice.
and there is the responsibility to oneself..in that simple truth...., ie,
steal & you are a thief, give and you are an

. * it was in~ deeds,
that my lil'miss cutie..caught my eye,

. m y dear, departed mother
had read her "cards"....you will meet 2 young ladies..one would be good/
one not..she was right.{ our kids have no idea..how close they came
to not being, she was going to say no......so, i quickly changed...and
whisper..."plez~~~say yes! }..now you really know us..probably more
than ...

..care to know.