
..no body noticing me?!...maybe "me" was testing you all?
....hi babyn, ...i ve been meaning to comment...your lil'nursey
with the great big needle....no wonder that lil'one is going
to town..on his pacfier?

..you're smilies...are sooo
mooovinnn,
going on a real date....boy old girl.. sure hope my lil'miss doesn't
read that...,

, don't forget to blow out the

candles,
how many?

[i'm ducking ] .
hi javamom..right to the point...is someone having a baby? ..that
is keeping quite?
mp...ha!..i read what you said...about having alot "pull", women
styles? you know i been working with nurses ...oh, like ~ never
mind...[see above mistake]....let say ...once upon a time...there was
a combat medic...who got stuck....in babyland....screaming & kicking
..& that was just me-

buttie...it did end up with a happy
endings..& a lil miss cutie pie...did i ever mentioned i like pies?
* ok..this is a "women site"?..well then....iam not kidding...there is
no excuse..not to have prenatal care!

. secondly,
osme of the best and most facinating people i ever met...were
women...{ ok- paris-is not a reference, sorry, the devil is going....
you know? prenatal..is alot more than just having a baby delivered
alive....
..i can only speak for myself....why? i like "it here"! i like the maturity and
sharing family news...& because you all not only tolerate my shinguiens
[

], but you care for one another....
hi poly, -utahm...i so miss not hearing "what's up", --nor will i ever forget
when i first read your stars wars trip, the same i can say about lex.
girl---you know? when i read yor heart warming trip...wow!....and
twinkle..utahm...'s twin, i some think you 2 are one & the same! poly?
...you do every thing special...kay girl's "couples only"..i may not comment
all the time..but i never get tired reading it..{you didn't know ,huh?} .
ladies...you are, and i really like what...you give to others...neato for
the world. backie, another tag!!!!, why you lil'sneak! got some secret
affair with a tag fairy???.

. you are so sweet. but you all know..i
put togther ....mental pics..of you guys...one big

, happy
and all....minnie moo, iam sorry...but you remind me of my lil'cutie pie
the most....speaking of sweet..nabby girl?!..why aren't you going on
our cruise!!!
its too bad..that my lil'sweetie dosn't post...you guys would love her.
she has her own ways....and the best i can do, is only try to influence
her.
what's up disney?...becvause..i know, its running into people with
your ideas..that has made all our vaCATIONS ~

[ i 've too
used "her"...cos our daughter might be the newcomer..she has
taken over the family dynamics]
amercian got talent? ...i have none!...really, 0. i have also had major
obstacles, and disaters.....alot of negatives piling on top...and if
one was to rate...my abilites to attract...nerd /geeky and minus
this and that.. [no riches]. with all that, you think i would have nothing
to be happy about..oh, contar...

--i never thought the things i did,
or the ways i enjoying life ...would impress a single soul..then i tumbled
into mental health field....forcing a differernt prepective. wowsers,
...one lil' thing..my experiences and devlopments...molded a skill for
obsewrvations...& processing .....are the prefect type for my career.
..on the cruise boards..someone asked...."what is an adult?"..maturity
does not = aging. and mental health is best defined...by wasting
the time we have....mostly repeating negative behaviors but always
expecting postive outcome....over& over.
a "peep" inside.....,
God's forces are within the postive energy, being produced by our faith..
again..faith is what we truly beleive in our hearts...lke always, my
conculsions, are the things i have observed. plain & simple. l see now,
i have had been blessed with many, many miracles...most i took for
granted..until others' failures..gave me pause...* if any thing,
accumluated- all the great and amazing adventures my lfe has put
together....=, there is no such thing of a worthless life....all are
full with potential...by the power of choice, not bestowing talents or
special gifts..may increase people desires...but more values are
gained from those demonstrating kindness and accpetance...for
all ..and finding one's potentials...be whatever they are...it never
changes..make the world a better place..by making oneself a better
person...seeking and sharing happiness...is the greatest accomplishment
any of us can do?
last night...all these things came to bear..very quickly, as my fellow
nurse was admitting a young man, losing control and regressing to
the pits of insaNITY, using panoria/delsuions to cope with stressors
he wanted no part of...* what we often forget, if

is the
greatest power, then a broken heart...will produce the greatest stress...
& this person was exploding all over the place....and this is when iam @ my most ,

, me- having no talents or anything...rich or famous,or
anything...appealing....except a 'working knowledge of body mechanics
and the know how- "to understand what was going on"...no drugs, no
restraints...just "words".....how impressive common sense can be?
you should heard what my whole staff reactions....

and
the effects...of restoring life's mental functions...
[ we're talking about my co-workers , the experts in the field...being
dazzled..by , redircting an out control person back into reality..
with common sense & family values...you know?m the things you care
about here?]
i don't care....what society images are!...you are important..being
kind and caring...and showing others the values of family and doing
things right..with respect..you're honoring yourself with joys. and
living life -day to day..with happiness to share..makes a history of
worthy a king & queen's memiors. labels are not substances of human
values...but your feelings are! sooo do the things you want to remember
tommorrow and you will have a life full of happiness...& pssst, something
anyone can do.
( so i am gettting this observation across....a person hating, chosing
mean and nasty...cannot find/or be happy. ..which menas you become
what you practice...& i got to admitt, inside..it was neat having my
co workers..telling me..'your'e the best..& wow! i can't belienve "you"
just changed that person life...* cos i have feelings too..
hope this lil'story make you

..esp. you c-girl !