twinkle, isn't that where ..fantasy..meets reality, &
because they do interact, resulting into alot of our favorite
encounters? (this is worth..repeating.."the more things
change, the more things stays the same.")
..if i try real hard, i can remember starting out in life &
deciding what would define my expectations. i never gave credit
to all the great advice...that was given to me growing up...
....including those making up our community. the bad, the mean
& the good ..works on maturing your choices, if you will...
....for better or worst, i chose the old~fashioned role models.
i think, because...keeping my selection very simple was the
easiest way..to reduce mistakes { in theory..& to illustrate what
iam talking about.....learning to make "baskets-balls".., one finds
most..sucesses...shooting close to the basket..before backing up}
however, twinkle..it has also been many of my experiences...
that since..so little...it takes...to make me happy, has the awful
effecct..of making others jealous ..envious...when they should
be ...attending....to their own affairs. instead i have found it
necessary..all thru..my life, to redirect..their misguided feelings.
* i think....many moons ago { i think sounded better than saying many
years}.....is why my psych.,...instructors....wanted me to practice
mental health..because..i was already "using it " all the time.
..then one thingy, i always liked to do...is pay attention to details,
& detailing....which are good traits..for working intensive care. &
using logic.
..now we get back...using the bible, for undiscovered ....knowledge.
that is in plain sight to boot. the bible, is applying the same type
of knowledge..to the bigger picture...& if one follow the path...that
is being highlighted..all of sudden......everything is not only making
sense...one will create..all kind of opportunities..for dreams to come
true. if my life proves..anything @ all.....a person with below potential,
below avg. intelligence....can not only survive, but prosper. & here's
a secret....prosper....in ways..one can't imagined..until it becomes
one destiny.
..to me, a destiny..is what your choices gave or took from you. the future
..is exactly what it is...unwritten until acted upon. oh, i define reality,
as one would expect....by simple terms. it is something that was true
in the past..as it is today...& will be in the future...white is white,
black is black..& both are just a color. when someone adds something
else, then you know..they are manipulating...,
wow....another poster..on the "fla. gator "...linebacker..issue, is trying
to provoke....me. [ in about ways, she trying to "act" confuse..beecause
..i don't use proper english....the ways..she define it. of course, the
boards, rules..are against...certain malice behaviors..so some will resort..to
alternatives....] what i think?....she must identfies..with the soccer
bandit....so, most likely a borderline-personality disorder herself.
....here's reality....the soccer girl committed felonies....that are not
being addressed. [ she came very close..in killing the other player-
grabbing her ponytail ]. worst.. she claimed..spur of the moment ,
& she let her frustrations..emotions..get the best...of her?! nooooo,
reality "speaks"...spur of the moment...does not occur all game long...
& most chilling.....she timed her attacks....when the refs..were not
looking...[intent to harm} . so her rationalizations..are exactly that,
excuses that were meant to cover up.
what i really suspect?........she agreed with her coach..to do these
attacks...or this soccer girl..has some serious mental health..issues,
borderline-personality disorder...., let see....one example, the
fla..mother..who killed her little girl. ..putting her to sleep..as not
to interfere with her partying...nasty, nasty....people, that one
is better off...avoiding. * harvard....psysch. disorders..included
something..i think is very interesting "congrual delusional thinking". what
it is....projecting their destructive behaviors..onto those they want
to control...and blaming them...for abuse, to get sympathy.
naturally, they have life long problems..with relationships. think
jerry springer types.
..if.....i wanted to do extra..work, i would respond..& ask her....if
she recognizes things she feels the need to defend....the soccer
girl? ....& maybe informed..her...she isn't as clever....as she thinks,
insulting my writing skills....* another classic...sign of borderlines
.....they think they are smarter than anyone they encountered..
even do murders...& escaping...detection. [ & thus..why they can
be so dangerous...]
..oh, my lot..in life.
, i wish..i could show..you my neighbor's
video....claiming..i was scaring his kids...it's me working on my land,
and him /brother..calling me every name in the book....., yep , they're
that stupid.....
back to the bible...isn't it interesting..that all three shapes..liquids, gases,
& solids...are used to sustain life. * there are no in betweens...in life.
....only mistakes..& if one survives..their mistakes..& remember to
try something new/different ... sucess..will be their final outcomes.
..and because..that is a factor in making a dream a reality....there's
something....to chosing good over bad, kindness over wrong doing.
it just the way ..our systems were designed. & iam grateful to god,
that i was permitted to learn this simple fact...to easy living, by
uriah heep. [ goodness me, i'm old,
}
dear lj,
...if he has you for a friend, prayers are on his side,
& i imagine..as a great comfort in his time..of battle.
Sounds like you're enjoying the beautiful weather as much as I am!!! This is the warmth we should have had during October.
But I definitely know I would not jump over to the dark side of the Buckeyes by any means 
Waaahh . . . I still haven't gone on one cruise yet.
, you have..no idea..how much
