Yes I know when my kids were little and I was struggling with anxiety it is really easy to shut yourself in. My mum used to come and we would go to the shops together or take the kids to the park... but I didn't really have a lot of friends around for a few years as I moved a few hours away from where we had been living. It wasn't until they started school that I managed to make some new friends in our area. Even now over Christmas Break when I have several weeks off I can resort to hermit mode when I have in my head all of the these plans of things to do and get active but somehow it doesn't happen - its weird that I do find that now I need to get back to work to keep me up and out and in a routine. It is hard but if I can get there (most days that is) you can too, don't be too hard on yourself coping with anxiety and depression is a journey - a scary one sometimes but when you have good days remember that feeling.
I know the feeling - I busted my butt saving and went into some debt so that I could get the kids to
Disneyland while they were still kids - we made it there in 2014 they were 13, 10 & 10 at the time - old enough to remember it all, tall enough for the all the rides they wanted and young enough to experience the magic of childhood/DL. We so wish we could get there more often but its just not in our financial capacity either. I half jokingly told the kids our next trip was when they are old enough to shout their mother lol. There is still so much more of the USA we would love to see and my sons will be desperate to see Star Wars Land.
I could DEFINITELY get excited about something like that!! 
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