Wasn't sure if I should share this here or not, but decided to go ahead and do so since I have shared what a hard time I have been having. Hope it is ok.
OK it has been an awlful day the past two days, but Madison is doing good. If you know her at all you know that she is very strong and nothing gets her down - NOTHING. She has all the faith in the world that she is going to be fine. We have had so many test today and so many more to come tomorrow, but if we get nothing else out of our trip here to the NIH I have gotten hope. THANK YOU GOD. Thank you for giving me hope at a time when I just wanted to give up again. We met a 41 year old women who has had Job's Syndrome since she was 3 years old. She is alive (obviously) and doing well. She has the normal Job's problems - pnuemonia and low bone density, but she has lived with it for 38 years. GOD has given me hope that my baby girl will grow up to become a vet like she wants to be and live a full life. It may not be a totally healthly life, but that is ok and we can deal with that. The amazing thing about Maureen is that she lives in Lewis Center like 20 minutes from us. Can you believe it?! All this time and she was right here in our area. She is really a nice lady and we exchanged phone numbers and I believe that we will stay in touch and see each other on a regular basis. Soemone who truly knows what Madison is going through and the important word is GOING through. She has the best doctors anyone can have with Job's Syndrome working to find a cure. Everyday they are finding more things that link them to getting closer to a cure. With being in this study Madison will be one of the first to receive anything as soon as it becomes available. So no matter what else happens while we are here at NIH I have hope and I owe it all to GOD. I know you are using Madison in a special way and I am so fortunate to be her mommy. Thank you for trusting me to be that person. THANK YOU GOD for being you and being in my life even when I don't believe that you are.