Wednesday, March 3, 2004

It's another beautiful Spring-teaser day. The robins are already flying around; soon the flowers will be starting to peek out of the ground. I love this time of year.
Yesterday didn't go too well. I can't call myself cheat free, but I did drink a lot of water and I did take my vitamins. That's something, right?

When I came to my journal this a.m., I had decided that I wasn't going to have any formal goals for the month--I was just going to take it day by day--but when I stopped by other journals and read and felt the energy that these goals were creating, I decided that I'd have to get on the bandwagon. I don't want to miss the fun!
So, here's the plan, as I hope it'll work out:
1. Vitamins. Like I said above, I want to take these 100% of the month. So far I'm 3/31.
2. Water. I want to drink two large mugs 31 days out of the month. So far I'm 2/31.
3. Exercise. I want to walk (1 mi. minimum) 25 days out of the month. So far I'm 1/31.
4. Food. I'm just going to do the best I can. I'm going to take this day by day. I've learned over the years that I'm a compulsive eater and I have to just take it one day at a time, celebrating my successes as I go and moving on past the failures. I know that I have to plan to be successful, but I also don't want to overthink this. . .I don't want to get caught up in the thinking about when I'm going to be cheat free and not cheat free, etc., etc. It's hard to explain. Anyway, I'm just going to take today and celebrate that I'm 1/31!
5. Coffee. I'm going to hang loose with this.
So far today, I've had my coffee and oatmeal=6 for breakfast.
Lunch will probably be a salad=10
Snacks=veggies
Dinner=6" ham sub from subway, WOW potato chips
I'm looking forward to today--my classes and my students. My body is tired, but I feel centered and peaceful. . .I think I may try to get out for a one mile stroll in the sunshine. . .I'll see. I'm taking tomorrow morning off, and even though I have piles of clean laundry that need to be put away and a ton of things that have to be done, I've pencilled in my appointment book: "do whatever I want." Sometimes that's the only way that I can schedule meaningful "me" time! I like thinking about what I might do. . .read in bed after I get DD off to school, call a friend for coffee, take a walk. . .having space in my life that is mine
for the choosing feels luxurious!
Yesterday, one of my student's moms commented to me about my weight loss and she wanted to know how it was happening. I was happy to say "I have a lot of friends who are working on living a healthy life, too, and they provide incredible support." That's all of you--thank you for being the circle around me, girlfriends.
Erin
Edit:#1
I got out and took a nice walk: pedometer says 1.3 miles. I'm 2/31!
I'll be back to edit tonight. . .
Edit #2:
1. Vitamins=3/31
2. Exercise=2/31
3. Water=3/31
4. Food=stayed within the points; I'm moving my bear up a day.
5. Had plenty!
I'm happy with how it all turned out today. Now I have to get ready for bed.