Today is April 1, 2005, and I'm not foolin'!

Doesn't just the sound of the word invite images of warmer days, gentle showers, and blooming flowers? I love spring time in Pennsylvania.
Thank you Beth, Doreen, and Amanda for stopping by yesterday. You guys are so special to me. Your kindness helped lift me up through a long, but good day. This morning I'm happy to be home. I'm going to do some serious puttering around this morning before I walk on the treadie, get my hair cut, and then go to work.

DD has a sleepover tonight, so DH and I are going out to dinner. It's been a stressful week for him, so it'll be good to have some time just the two of us to unwind.
Yesterday I earned

for devotions, vitamins, and weighing in, but I don't think I drank enough water. I know I didn't eat right--had too many Cheez-its when I came home after work--and I took a rest day from exercise.
Today's plan:
1. Devotions
2. Vitamins
3. Water--have started this already. I won't drink as much coffee today either.
4. Exercise--I'm planning on an hour on the treadie, but at a slow walk since TOM has arrived today.
5. Food--oh, I'm not stressing over this today. I'm going to try to eat lightly during the day, but I'll have whatever I want when we go out.
6. Scale
Two weeks from now I'm walking the OC Half Marathon with Doreen. I haven't trained enough. Knowing that causes me a certain amount of stress--I like to be prepared for things--but I know that I've done what I can do and that it's enough. Walking this half has become a symbol of something different for me. . .it's not about being a Jock Athlete Princess anymore--a 43 yr. old woman in the absolute tip-top of condition. Rather it's a celebration of my friendship with Doreen and my ability to take a risk, to just TRY, and know that whatever happens is OK. In the beginning, when I was thinking of going to WDW for the Jan. half, it was all about the task--about being in shape. I wanted my DD to see that you could do anything you set your mind to--train hard, "win" hard, no matter what your age. I felt that way in Jan. when I decided to do this half, too, but now it's different. I've had to accept the fact that I have limits--in time and in energy. Now I think my DD will see that I'm going to do the OC Half for fun, not having to be "perfect" at it, and maybe that will allow her, some time in her life, to take on a challenge even if she's unsure of the outcome, even if she's sweating it out at the back of the pack.
OK, well, I think that's enough deep thinking for this morning. . .
I'm moving onward and always looking Upward--
Erin