Hello everyone!
Sort of a small update from my last issue with the "drug guy" who doesnt do drugs at all. hahaha He and I have spent so much time together and have really started beginning a relationship, though we have only been dating for about a month or so. He found out that he was accepted for a job in Ohio where his family is, which will take him about nine hours from here...and he was saying that he is moving soon, and being realistic, i should feel free to date anyone that I am intersted in because he is moving and who knows what will happen. boy oh boy. well, though quite clear to me that we just met, who knows what will happen, enjoy each others company and see what happens later (dont dwell on anything, just relax and see where life takes you), and try not to get hooked on him, I am having a tough time! hahaha! Its silly because I know the right things to do, I know that we just met, we are both still quite young (22 and 23) and that it isnt the end of the world...but its so hard to meet someone so great, have a wonderful time with them, and then thats it..its over. I told him that him going to ohio is his reason, then thats okay, and i just want him to be happy and I support whatever he wants to do (though it hurt to say it)..but then the conversation turned back to normal and happy and like nothing had ever happened that made the atmosphere sort of sad. so i know the answers, i think..hahah, but im so sad about it. thank you all so much for listening, it feels so nice to vent and release the small pain i have in my chest..i refuse to cry about this..ahh but he is so sweet and adorable and just a really really great fun guy to be with.
Sort of a small update from my last issue with the "drug guy" who doesnt do drugs at all. hahaha He and I have spent so much time together and have really started beginning a relationship, though we have only been dating for about a month or so. He found out that he was accepted for a job in Ohio where his family is, which will take him about nine hours from here...and he was saying that he is moving soon, and being realistic, i should feel free to date anyone that I am intersted in because he is moving and who knows what will happen. boy oh boy. well, though quite clear to me that we just met, who knows what will happen, enjoy each others company and see what happens later (dont dwell on anything, just relax and see where life takes you), and try not to get hooked on him, I am having a tough time! hahaha! Its silly because I know the right things to do, I know that we just met, we are both still quite young (22 and 23) and that it isnt the end of the world...but its so hard to meet someone so great, have a wonderful time with them, and then thats it..its over. I told him that him going to ohio is his reason, then thats okay, and i just want him to be happy and I support whatever he wants to do (though it hurt to say it)..but then the conversation turned back to normal and happy and like nothing had ever happened that made the atmosphere sort of sad. so i know the answers, i think..hahah, but im so sad about it. thank you all so much for listening, it feels so nice to vent and release the small pain i have in my chest..i refuse to cry about this..ahh but he is so sweet and adorable and just a really really great fun guy to be with.
