Little Update on my whereabouts...

[YodasMom]

Oh, I am so, so sorry to hear of your loss. Many prayers and being sent your way.

 

[missesdisney]

I am so sorry for your loss. I have no idea how you have the strength that you do and I am in awe that you are able to get up and face this as you are. Please let me know if there is anything I can do or if you just want to talk.

 

[NemoMom07]

I am so sorry for your loss. I have no idea how you have the strength that you do and I am in awe that you are able to get up and face this as you are. Please let me know if there is anything I can do or if you just want to talk.

Thanks!!! It is tough. I have a "breakdown" somewhere pretty much everyday. Last night it was in his closest. I try to only cry when my ds2 is not around. He may think he has done something... and it is not even close. He can not understand what has happened. Last night he was there with me and when I was in there with his close I just broke down.

Probably that is alot to do with going on his my ds2. I need to me here for him. Granted I am not my usual self. My dh came home today since my ds13 passed and he said that I am more subdued... not myself. I am glad he is home for a few days. He was suppose to leave again today, but luckily his truck load got delivered date a few days later. Like BAMB told me "one day at a time".

 

[BernardandMissBianca]

love and hugs hon. We are here for you when you don't think you can be strong anymore, we'll be strong for you. I wish I were closer to help more.