Thank you all for the thoughts and prayers. Marcus passed away yesterday around 4:15 am. I was with him holding his hands. The last few days were tough for me to handle. Yesterday was hard coming home. I just felt so numb. Today I have been keeping busy, but still have many crys in the day. It took a while to get out of the bed, but I knew I had to get up. I pulled out 2 incomplete scrapbooks of my ds13. One is a book dedicated to all he has accomplished for a little guy who never spoke a word. The other one is a recordable scrapbook that I have him making is happy sound, sad sound, his cry in the Nicu unit, and several other events with him. I am going to work on those and try to have them ready for his memorial service, which will be in a few months. It was hard looking yesterday at the books, but today I did better. I just wanted to let everyone know how much I appreciated all your kind words and prayers for my ds and our family. Thank you for being here.