Life....

[usnuzuloose]

Do you just ever wish you never had to find out stuff? The pain of it just never seems to end. You cant wish it away, wont happen, but you know you just have to walk through it. I know who I need to trust, and yet even though I know it will work out for the good pain sometimes seems so unbearable. Thanks for letting me vent. I know people read it and wont understand and its ok, sometimes you just need to let it out.

 

[LizabethSwan]

First off sending you a . I have felt the pain of something, that I wish, I never knew and never had to deal with. But as you mentioned there is nothing you can do to wish it away. I am proof that time does heal wounds, the hurt will always be there, but it hides in the background allowing life and joy to continue. Hope you feel better soon.

 

[JessicaR]

 

[pioneer89]

These boards are great for a lot of reasons, but on of the best is the unconditional

Here's a second one just to be sure:

 

[whatcateydid]

Take care of yourself just now, and the DIS is here whenever you need to vent!

 

[BebopBaloo]

It's better to vent than to keep it walled up inside. I've been through the things I never wanted to learn, but was glad that I learned them. I didn't have anyone to vent to about it, but in the end things became better for all involved. Strength, trust, love, the beauty of forgiveness, and personality growths for the better all resulted. Hang in there. & prayers.

 

[usnuzuloose]

Thank you everyone for your hugs and concerns, I do know god, wont say anything else about that, but what I am going through is taking along time for a healing. And after seeing things yesturday its like a knife in the stomach. I will say that what I have been through I would not wish it on my worst enemy ( thank goodness I dont have any of those ). But again THANK YOU, I really appreciate it. I really did not need a response it was just a way to get something out. Besides I dont think my neighbors would have appreciated me yelling. Jo

 

[MoniqueU]

I don't know what you are going through but I do know about trudging through pain. Sometimes you never get over it, you just get through it. Somethings can not be overcome even with time I am sorry to say.

My husband and I were just talking about how cursed my family has been. My grandparents lost their daughter in a horrible accident, then my husband and I lost our son, my grandma finally passed on then my grandpa had his leg amputated and just last friday my cousin 2 years younger then me got in a fight with his wife while he had been drinking and jumped out of the moving car and was killed. All the other stufff that used to seem big like numerous infidelities and weirdness with my entire family that even involves illegal activity all seems minor to my husband and I. Pain is hard but I have learned alot from it. And I do believe sometimes you are given more then you can handle and still get through it but not over it.

 

[usnuzuloose]

I don't know what you are going through but I do know about trudging through pain. Sometimes you never get over it, you just get through it. Somethings can not be overcome even with time I am sorry to say.

My husband and I were just talking about how cursed my family has been. My grandparents lost their daughter in a horrible accident, then my husband and I lost our son, my grandma finally passed on then my grandpa had his leg amputated and just last friday my cousin 2 years younger then me got in a fight with his wife while he had been drinking and jumped out of the moving car and was killed. All the other stufff that used to seem big like numerous infidelities and weirdness with my entire family that even involves illegal activity all seems minor to my husband and I. Pain is hard but I have learned alot from it. And I do believe sometimes you are given more then you can handle and still get through it but not over it.

I am so sorry for the loss of your son, that is some of my issue, I have lost my daughter. But there are circumstances that I have a very hard time dealing with. I know god will heal me and he did not give me any more than I can handle. It just feels like it. Well I will leave it at that. I think I really need to go and continue my counseling. So Thank you.. Here is a for you as well. Thank you

 

[polkadotsuitcase]

Sending hugs, too.

 

[MoniqueU]

I am so sorry for the loss of your son, that is some of my issue, I have lost my daughter. But there are circumstances that I have a very hard time dealing with. I know god will heal me and he did not give me any more than I can handle. It just feels like it. Well I will leave it at that. I think I really need to go and continue my counseling. So Thank you.. Here is a for you as well. Thank you

The pain of losing a child is like nothing others can even imagine. There have been times I couldn't handle it honestly. Since my grandma and I had both lost childrent we shared alot with each other about it. She said some days even though 20 years had passed there were some days she could barely get out of bed. I have days like that still now and it will have been 14 years in August. My best wishes to you and I hope you find some peace somehow.

 

[sunnyday123]

I am so sorry for the loss of your son, that is some of my issue, I have lost my daughter. But there are circumstances that I have a very hard time dealing with. I know god will heal me and he did not give me any more than I can handle. It just feels like it. Well I will leave it at that. I think I really need to go and continue my counseling. So Thank you.. Here is a for you as well. Thank you

I'm so sorry for your loss.

 

[usnuzuloose]

Thank You for all your kindness! Jo