Thanks for sharing the flashback story - sounds like a difficult time in your life. I hope your re-do makes up for it! 
PS - The pictures of you don't look bad... a bit dated, which is scary that pictures from the new millenium are already starting to look dated, but not awful at all!
Oh it's not so much the clothes, though they are certainly less than stellar...it's the WADDLE!
and the bad hair. You can tell I didn't care.
A truly touching update, Cynthia! Thanks for sharing! I got a little misty-eyed reading about Evan's hugs both then and now -- I hear ya loud and clear about that!!!
The last two pictures are adorable! I am sure this trip will more than make up for the unpleasant bits from the last one.
He is so cute, I was showing him the pics as we don't have any of them out and now on his must do's for August is at least one picture with Goofy.
He asked me if he was kissing him in the one picture

And I said I don't think so, you were just looking up and he said "see, Goofy was my favorite even then!"
I think Goofy is at the Tony's Town Square breakfast, I need to double check as that might clinch that ADR!
We had a good big hug this morning, the big boy didn't seem to mind.
You know what?? I just have a good feeling about this! I have a sense that the palpable feelings of being wanted, needed, noticed, loved, will be there THIS trip!!!!; that Evan and Eric will know that they are also there with a mom and dad who KNOW them, and want the very best for them. Really, it's all about finding that "magic" once again through a child's eyes. I know a King who said those very words- Believe like children.
Anyway, this trip is so much like mine in so many ways. Maybe not the exact same reasons, yet poignant and meaningful still. Seize the moments, my friend, and let them be a healing balm to you!!
The blessing of them being so very very young is they don't really recall anything at all and since there is no contact, in many ways it makes it much easier so I think they already know that. The damage done on that 2001 trip was really to my family. My parents and my siblings. Thankfully we had a do-over in 2004, which was my first trip to WDW with Jeff, and it was very healing. Last years with just the 6 of us was a blast, so this one should be great!
You know what's WEIRD though?
I just realized, we haven't done a trip, with just the 4 of us, in a regular hotel room for more than one night! We are such condo and suite people, and haven't done a "trip" without K&T since 2004 (where we rented a house off-site) so the CA trip will be VERY interesting to see how Jeff does sleeping in the same room with Eric the wiggler. It will be interesting to see if it makes him re-evaluate THV...
I think I need to buy him earplugs
all the hug pictures are so precious!
It will be so wonderful for you to have a disneyland do-over!
I just had a Mt. Rushmore do-over last summer. The only time I had been was a pit stop on the way to Minnesota. I was pregnant and trapped in a car with 2 toddlers,who were erupting at both ends, for almost 24 hours.
I had always wanted to visit there, but I couldn't even enjoy it at all. The pictures from that trip are funny looking back, because we all look miserable.
This summer we returned 12 years later with 2 more kids and not a puke or poop in sight. It wasn't long after my foot surgery , so I was hobbling but it was still an amazing trip.
I was finaly able to cross Mt.Rushmore off my list.
Oh I know the feeling! I had a Grand Canyon do-over in 2008, it was great!!!
Last time I was there, I was pregnant and trapped with a toddler and an addict (except I didn't realize he was an addict) moving across the country.
LOL!
yay for no puke or poop!
Thanks for sharing the flashback pictures. It's neat to see the changes over the years.
Hey, not sure if you're still considering a Treehouse Villa stay (I think that's been on-again, off-again for you), but anyway, I ran across this trip report on the DVC boards that has some really good pictures of the treehouses. Since it's on the DVC boards you may have missed it, so thought I'd bring it to your attention.
http://www.disboards.com/showthread.php?t=2369934
Thanks for the link! I'd have never looked on the DVC board for a TR. It's definitely on-off again. Financially it would be a better choice and sleep wise as well not to mention I'm probably going to have minor angina attacks throughout the trip not having a kitchen of sorts. BUT the YC is rather compelling.
I've never seen THV in a TR so that was very cool. Definitely cements the fact that I NEED to stay there! It is so very very US.
I plan on staying at THV in June 2012 though. Nothing like planning ahead. Ideally we actually own DVC by then but it will really depend on my job situation.
Thanks for the Flashback pix !!!
Thanks for looking Rosie!
There's a reason they call it hindsight.
I'm glad you can look through the regrets and still see the magic in the trip.
There is and you know what, I wouldn't change a thing. While it was not a good trip, I can't say I have regrets per-se, Some of us have to learn the hard way and it all helps make us who we are. I am a much better person in so many ways and I needed to go through what I did to get there.
And
I have my boys
Cynthia, those designs you made for the wish shirts are fantastic! Was that hard to do? You said you used Illustrator, and that's a pretty complicated program - are you a graphic designer by trade? My dad pirated a copy of Illustrator from work for me years ago, and I never got anywhere with it. Now I don't understand (for example, on the disboutiquers thread), how people will take that design you posted and turn it into a shirt? Yes, I'm an idiot, but humor me
Great retro update. The pics of Evan hugging the characters are priceless! I hope this Disneyland redo will create a whole bucket of new memories to wipe away the bad ones!
I am not a graphic designer. I have done a little bit of freelance but that's just plain dumb luck. I don't really have a clue what I'm doing but I like to play. The adobe suite products are not at all intuitive though, you are correct in that so it probably takes me twice as long but each time I do soemthing I learn more tricks. I finished my sisters wedding paper, I should post it, I'm really pleased with it! I have considered trying to do something with it, like make digital scrapbook paper to sell but I really need to take some classes and it's hard to see how I could make much money at it. But it's in the back of my mind as it is really fun!
I'm tackling a website for a friend...that should be interesting! I'm completely clueless. Or mostly.
You aren't an idiot at all! What you can do is save the designs and then print them on iron on transfer paper. Which sounds easy in concept but isn't quite as easy as all that and they don't really hold up all that well, sadly. There are actually several threads on how to do that piece of it.
Of course if you aren't using a trademarked image then you could print them through zazzle or something and they'll hold up really well. I made a REALLY cool one for Jeff for Christmas on a t and another one on a mug, very happy with those! But all the Disney ones will get kicked back as they are copyrighted.
Does that help or is it just more confusing?
Evan was still the same in 2004, standing in line for tons of autographs at WDW and hugging away...I have GOT to get some pics from my mom as I have very few of my own, think my camera was broke or something on that trip. It's so much easier now that everything is digital.