Lesli's Live Long and Strong WISH Journal

Hi Lesli!

Hope that your tooth feels better today!! Not easy to stay on a food plan when all you can eat is soft food and soft food is usually all the yummy good stuff! Sounds like you did well though! :goodvibes

and you did say you want to go to the magical kingdom of Panera Bread today so they will have something to soothe all pains I am sure! hehe Have a good day getting your errands done and have a "blast" pressure washing the house this weekend! (Get it, have a blast, pressure, blast, pressure!! haha! Oh, i slay me sometimes! :rotfl2: )

Bye for now,
Mike :sunny:
 
Hey Leslie- all things considered, you are doing fantastic! Pain stinks, but especially when it's in your mouth. I had wisdom teeth pulled last year and the pain that followed was so beyond anything I had expected. Just try to be good to yourself in the meantimes.

Reading your journal made me remember the summer before I went to college, when my mom and I had words a number of times, and we almost never fought before. I think kardiebell might be right about it being nerves...not that they makes the attitude any easier for you. But looking back, maybe that was my way of easing out of the house and my reliance on my parents. Anyway, good luck.

BTW- you're store sounds great. I wish there were more independent businesses in my neighborhood like there are near the university. If I see another new Starbucks going up...I mean, how many do we actually need? I love shopping at independently owned places because I ALWAYS get better service, better products, and feel more connected to the place where I'm living, which is important for us because we move so much.

Hope you have a good week.
 
Oh! I'm so sorry to hear about you tooth! I agree--I hope they just pull the darn thing! Glad to hear you slept OK and are feeling a little better. Soup from Panera could go a long way in making you feel better! :teeth:

Good luck with the pressure washing this weekend--sounds like quite a project! I'm sure it will be beautiful when it's done!

Have a wonderful day!
 
Yesterday was a pretty good day. Busy and food was great.

Missed the AM snack since I had to quickly get some unexpected research done before I went and did errands, then it was right out the door. Got DD7's glasses fixed so she can see again and she is keeping them away from daddy's feet. Also got my sunglasses tweaked since DS mangled them really bad on vacation, it is surprising that I could fix them. Off to buy new church shoes for DD7's quickly growing fee, then we went for lunch. DH was going to go with us, but had a mechanical problem at the store that needed to be dealt with. :sad1: DS went with him, the older two stayed home and it was momma time with DD7. So nice and rare. Anyways, lunch was at Panera. I had french onion soup and some bread, which I made soft by dipping in the soup. Sooooooo good. The crust was a little difficult, but I managed. No one was stopping me from enjoying that great bread. :teeth: Picked up a warm baguette for DH and supper.

Got more things done at home. Skipped the PM snack since I was so full from the soup. I remember in the "before" when I would go to Panera's and eat a half sandwich, bowl of soup, bread, and still want to take home a treat. Now the soup and bread are more than enough. :cool1: Later, I did eat about 1/2 Tbsp of PB later and ate about 1/4 c. of DH's pasta salad. Supper was easy, frozen pizzas, so much for that good bread. I ate about 1/4, maybe less. Chewing wasn't too bad, by then. The good thing is that I have realized that my desire for frozen pizza has dissapated. It's not worth it. If you are going to have pizza, it might as well be a good one. Water was almost OP.

Great news! DD18 has a room at college. :cool1: Not so great news! She is moving even earlier. :sad1: The training for her job was moved up so now she moves on the 14th. We are still thinking about taking our trailer and staying, but I will have to figure out this week how it will work around the store schedule. Interestingly enough, her roomie is a theater major and DD18 loves theater. She used to dance and actually still is a dancer at heart. The only reason she quit was lack of a good facility close by. I can see all the drama pouring out of this room now! Even more ironic is the fact that the time periods that DD18 loves to study in terms of archealogy are the periods that had great break throughs in theater, in a given location. Too funny.

Talked to my best friend from HS last night and found out that she is losing weight as well! :cool1: We talk from time to time, but it just didn't come up until last night. She is right behind me so I am shipping my clothes down to her since she is running low on what actually fits. Of course, I will have to go buy a few things back from the thrift shop in town, but that is ok, since it is for a good cause and all the thrift money is non profit (run by a church) and goes to local good causes. It is so nice to have a weight loss buddy that I personally know.

Breakfast: cream of wheat (need to go shopping)
AM snack: cheese & veggies
Lunch: chicken, no bun & ? (will see how the mouth is feeling)
PM snack: smoothie (if I plan this right it might hold until supper)
Supper: the elusive spaghetti. (too much in the cupboard) OR maybe lazagna :rolleyes1 and the Panera bread AND a salad.

Today's Goals:
1. Exercise
2. Catch up on loose projects in my office
3. Get another closet organized. (some are already done)

Better get going. I have lots to do. DH may not power wash, since it is supposed to be really hot. Oh well.

Everyone have a great day! ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 

Yesterday does sound like a great day! Go you! The french onion soup sounds delicious, especially with their wonderful bread!

I hear you about the frozen pizza! That's always been one of my picks for foods that aren't worth the calories! Fresh, yummy pizza is so much better!

I hope you're having a great day today! We're getting some sprinkles this morning, hopefully you got some too!
 
Wow, sorry to hear about your tooth. Glad to hear it's doing better. I broke off a tooth a few months ago and still in the stages of trying to get the crown on but I'm noticing it's starting to bother me when I drink my water (not stopping me from keeping on drinking). I think she left part of the root exposed when she put the permanent filling on and I'm just trying to watch it. I don't have an appointment for a couple more weeks and another month before the crown gets put on - think I'm going to call and see if I can be on a wait list to get this moving!!!! Sorry to got OT but anyway - hope it improves and the dentist makes some decisions on it!!!!

Keep up the good work - and yes, PB is suppose to be pretty good for you even though it's high in fat - but it's good fat and good protein!!!!!

Keep on :banana: :banana:
Chris
 
Sounds like you are on the mend- that's good. Panera was a good choice- I wish we had one in Austin. That was one of my favorite places when we lived in Evanston, along with the Corner Bakery (yummy oatmeal!)

I can already hear the showtunes that will be blasting out of your DD's dorm room! Too funny!

BTW- I thought of you and Pearlieq yesterday when we flew through Midway...I like Austin, but also miss the Chicago area. Now that I know I'll be gearing up for the job market in the fall, I wonder where we'll be next year???

Anyway, hope you're having a good weekend!
 
Good morning!

I hope yesterday was wonderful and that you have a great day today!

Stay cool--it's supposed to be a real scorcher today!
 
Where to begin? Do I really have to record all this?.............Yes, I do. After all, it is not the end of the world, it was a bad day for food, the point is that I am still here.

The day started out good. I did go find some clothes at the thrift shop for my friend and either the store has boxed up the clothes that I just dropped off so they can ship them to a church in Chicago or they just haven't gotten to my stuff yet. Oh well, for a couple of bucks I found her some jeans, pants for work, and shirts. That combined with what I still have here should allow her to get rid of her "too bigs". Also found a pair of nice pants for myself, which I need.

I did get a piece of cheese for the AM snack, but then I allowed myself to get too hungry before eating lunch and I ate that darn chicken on a bun and really rather quickly. Then after getting home, I had some of DH's pasta (loaded w/sugar, but so tasty). Next, I grabbed some nilla wafers and put some of the leftover frosting on them. :rolleyes1 Then came the Reese's PB cups (2, count them). That was followed by some more nilla wafers and frosting. Then it was a couple of (large) slices of summer sausage. Followed by almost 1 Tbsp of PB. Supper was a little more portion controlled, but it was spaghetti (one small helping), sm salad, & 3 (count them) slices of French bread from Panera.

Now why did I do this? As Pearlieq says, I just had to make the situation worse. I wasn't even hungry. Just started snacking. Part is probably TOM, the other part........probably a combination of things. I was allowing myself too much free time in the kitchen as I avoided work and projects that seemed overwhelming and seemed that I needed to comtemplate them first (bring on the procrastination due to perfectionist tendencies, I reread that in my journal). Also, I think that I am feeling a little stress with DD18 leaving. It seems as if I just don't have enough time left to teach the things I wanted to teach (is there ever). It seems as if there isn't enough time to get the rest of the things she needs (although there is). It seems that there isn't enough time to move things around in the house as the kids switch rooms (not that it has to be done today).........It was strange to actually write my child's name in my address book yesterday. :sad1: :sad: :sad1: :sad:

I could have changed yesterday and I need to make a plan for days in the future that turn into an emotional challenge. My best bet is to just get busy doing something. If I keep myself busy and away from the food, I can either get my mind of the situation or allow myself to think things through properly. The procrastination doesn't help. If I had just done a few small parts of those projects in the afternoon, they would be done and I wouldn't have ate all that I did. Plan and simple.

In the evening, I did manage to get alot of bookwork done and then DD18 cleaned out a closet for organizing. I couldn't believe the amount of junk in there and misplaced items. This is my picture closet and has kids crafts as well. I was tempted to just have it placed all back in nice and neat. But to make my life easier and support my weight loss efforts, I have to change things so they don't become overwhelming. The closet was intended to house the myriad of pictures that we have inherited and I still need to sort the vast majority, so I made a decision (how scary) that only pictures, cameras, scrapbooking, and realted items would go in there. I can't believe how organized it is. It is so easy to just take one small box at a time and work on sorting it. :cool1: I have a few more boxes of pics to go into the closet and then everything I need to work on them will be in one spot and very convenient to get to. The kids won't have any reason to get in that closet and destroy since I moved the crafts. :cool1: Definitely set up for success now. How is it that cleaning and organizing ONE closet can make you feel like things aren't so overwhelming?

Up early this morning while the family slept in. It was so nice.

Breakfast: 1 egg omelet, 1 slice 7 grain toast, 1 c. tea w/vanilla
AM snack: veggies
Lunch: Tuna wrap & sm salad
PM snack: smoothie (if I did this yesterday, I probably would have had more control, this is healthier and more balanced)
Supper: chicken & rice w/ cream of mushroom, peas, SF choc pudding for kids. (trying to clean out the rest of the cupboards so that I can stock them better, not too much left)

Goals for day:
1. Dedicate two 15 minutes sessions to dance or exercise.
2. Take one project at a time in my office and work on it for 1/2 hour each, that would include organizing it, updating, etc. This is to beat the overwhelming feelings and to tackle the procrastination. If the project still remains undone, that is ok, I can devote some more time to it either tomorrow or during the week.
3. Spend 1 hour reorganizing my bookwork
4. Spend 1 hour preparing for GS leader meeting on Tues
5. Have someone dejunk the pantry

Now that I have been very specific, let's see what happens. This should be interesting. I may have overplanned, but I think it is better than underplanning and if I don't get it all done today that is ok. Maybe I will surprise myself and realize that some of these projects will not even take 1/2 hour, wouldn't that be great?

Better get going. Everyone have a great day! ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 
Hey :grouphug:

You made it through yesterday and did the most important thing in the world--you came back!

This is in the past now. It's hard to get back on track and really hard to have to record (not that I have any experince with that whatsoever :rolleyes1 ) but you're strong and you've accomplished a lot and there's still a lot more in you to accomplish!

I know you'll find your mojo again soon! I totally agree with you about how amazingly refreshing and empowering it is to organize one little closet or clear through one stack of bills. You did a good thing yesterday refocusing your energy on those tasks! I bet it feels good!

Take care of yourself today--I hope it's a wonderful day for you!!
 
Hi Lesli!

I admire you strength to post the full details of your self described "bad" food day yesterday! what is that saying, "name it to claim it!"? You have gotten out what you feel went wrong and then you did the best next step, you analyzed what happened and are planning solutions. You can expect no better from yourself!! :goodvibes Getting specific in your task planning may help avoid the idle time, that is great! Looks to me like you have already picked yourself up and dusted off the grime of yesterday! Onward to better todays and tomorrows!

I so know what you mean about getting one closet organized! I really need to do that myself right now. My apartment is a disaster area!!!

anywho, I do hope that you are having the best Sunday!!!
Bye for now,
Mike :goodvibes
 
Hey Lesli - I have to agree with Mike and pearliq - you claimed that you had a bad day, recognized it and have moved on. Good job!!!! That is something that I have a very had time doing. I'm kind of like that today but I will get through it and on to tomorrow!!!!

Have a good rest of the day and stay cool!!!!

Keep on :banana: :banana:
Chris
 
Hey Lesli :flower:
Sorry you're having a hard time with your child moving away to college. I know when I went to college I was very sad to leave my parents and my little brothers behind. But, I was rooming with one of my older sisters so I survived!
I was catching up on your journal and Panera Bread is sounding pretty good right about now! My mom made French Onion Soup 2 days ago and it was supremely yummy! :mickeybar

Your doing great, Lesli!
Stress turns me into an eating machine too (when that happens I go straight for the icing :rotfl2: ). But we can recognize what's happening and break the pattern we get into. Good job in recognizing your eating habits and not ignoring them! :cool1:
 
Hi - we all have those kinds of days...I can't begin to imagine what it will be like when my girls leave the house...I actually think you did better than most would under those circumstances!

We all get to start the day with a clean slate and it sounds like youa re right back on track! Keep up the good work!
 
Hi!

I hope yesterday turned out great, but either way, we're here for you!!!
 
You know what is cool? So many times you guys will mention something that you see in my day through reading my posts that I didn't see and VOILA, it becomes like a little eye opener. A bright spot so to speak. When commenting on how my Saturday went, Pearlieq mentioned that I refocused my energy in the evening. You know, that is true, but at the time I didn't see it and therefore didn't realize that I was refocusing. :cool1: This obviously means a step in the right direction where I have begun to learn some skills that I don't have to counciously think about as often. :cool1: So unlike the "before".

Yesterday was pretty good. I cannot begin to tell you how much was accomplished. I feel so good. DD18 cleaned out the pantry, as DD15 had to work. Our pantry is like a huge walkin closet (not as big as some that are in bedrooms now, but pretty big) and ends up holding and storing a lot of stuff that is not used often. Plus over the past year it has more than accumulated "stuff". Of course, I spent the most time putting things back where I wanted them. Did the same thing with the previous closet. Thought about how we really use it and what stuff is missed because it is up too high, etc. Then set about organizing it for success! Even found a bunch of tins for Christmas cookies this year. :teeth: The kids crafts fit in so well on one shelf (a large shelf), so now the storage area for those items is closer to where they work on them. Easier for them to see and momma's hard and fast rule now is: If you don't put it away when you are done, I throw it away. :scared1:

It may seem strange, but I can really see how Dr. Phil's comment about setting up your ENTIRE environment for success can increase your weight loss efforts and help you maintain later. Think about it. A good portion of us probably have areas that we let pile up for one reason or another. After the pile gets to big, it is overwhelming to tackle (especially if there is a lot of them), and so we get a little depressed, don't want to think about it and go do something else, like watch tv and then eat. Yes, I have done this many many times and not realized it. Not that my house is a total disaster, but know one really knows the amount of effort that goes into speed cleaning when we have company coming.....ssshhhhh. ;)

So think about this. Not out of the book, but the book did help me rethink some things. Yesterday, I was thinking about how I can maintain my closets for success and eventually all other rooms. Then better yet, how does that help me in this weight loss journey? If I make sure that everyone puts things where they go the first time (including myself) and not just let it be dumped for me to later go through it, then I am saving my life with a one minute act. In one minute, this is what I would have accomplished by simply putting something away:
1. The item is put away
2. The item won't become part of the pile
3. The pile won't become overwhelming because it doesn't exist
4. My house will be cleaner and easier to maintain with little effort
5. I won't become overwhelmed from the non existant pile
6. I won't get depressed since I won't be overwhelmed
7. I won't ignore everything by sitting on the couch and eating since there is nothing to ignore
8. I won't gain weight since I won't be eating when I shouldn't
9. I will be more active by walking the extra 10 or 20 feet to put an item away.
10. I will be happier since I will have reduced some stressors and set up my environment for success.
11. I will have more time for my family since the amount of time spent on the house will actually be less if things are put away after use.

Now how great is that one minute? Pretty cool. :cool1:

You know what sounds silly? I used to live my life that way when I was a thinner person. The house was always in order (not immaculate, but in order). Where then did I let that one minute escape me? Oh well, the important thing is that I am finding it again and getting back to the real me.

I did get some projects in my office done yesterday, my little plan of sectioning time for things did work. My office is getting more organized and I managed to get somethings out into other areas of the house where they will really be used. :goodvibes It's getting there.

Now the down side, which really isn't bad. I didn't get that exercise since I focused so much on getting things done and didn't do a good job of taking breaks. But at least I was active. I also didn't eat well, not bad, but not great because I didn't make time for eating. Can we say that I went from one end of the fence to the other?

AM snack was carrots. Lunch was late, only because I didn't stop and I was in the kitchen with the pantry! :sad2: DH had some chips on the table and as I was organizing, I grazed on those for a little bit, but didn't over do. When I finally stopped for lunch there wasn't any tuna. Who ate the tuna? :confused3 No one knows. Quick thinking before I eat all the chips.........LC Chicken Chow Mein. I didn't eat the whole thing, just wasn't hungry. Then I realized that our dinner was supposed to be chicken and rice, the same as my lunch, so much for that. PM snack, I ate some of DH's pasta, again very late. Supper. We had a taco dip/salad. It's kind of like a warm salad when we do it for supper. Pretty good, but I ate too much and then when recording on fitday, I realized that it is not as low in calories as I had thought. Those refried beans will kill you, but at least it is protein? :confused3 Water was good.

New day!
Breakfast: 1 egg omelet w/cheese, 1/2 c. canteloupe, 1/2 slice 7 grain toast w/jelly, 1 c. tea w/vanilla
AM snack: veggies and cheese
Lunch: Tuna wrap and salad (better go shopping)
PM snack: fruit and milk or the smoothie
Supper: Probably some leftovers. We have plenty of salads and fruits.

Goals for day:
1. Watch the clock better for planned breaks
2. Stop for my meals and snacks, don't work through
3. 15 minutes of exercise before each snack
4. 2 hours on GS
5. 3 hours on paperwork
6. Bills
7. 1/2 hour honing on Library Board budgets (meeting tonight to approve budget)
8. 1/2 hour to clear my copier & the daybed in my office
9. Dejunking of the little kids stuff.

Sounds like a lot of stuff to do, but I am not worried. I accomplished alot yesterday, I can delegate, and was fine with the things I didn't get to. Let's see what happens when things are a little more specific.

Enough Yakking. Time to get the rest of the day going. Everyone have a wonderful day! ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 
I have to tell you that I am very proud of you. As I sat and read your post I realized where I need to make improvements in my lifestyle at home to accommodate those that you listed and how much nicer my life will be as well. I have a HUGE packrat husband and dd. I tend to pile things but then take them downstairs after a few days. They just let them pile to a point that I yell and throw things out. I'm tired of living like that and then waiting until someone is suppose to come over before I really work at making my house look nicer. It would be so much easier to just do it!!!!

Thank you

Keep on :banana: :banana:
Chris
 
:goodvibes Wow Lesli, what a great post!!! And it is like serendipity that I am reading now because I am sitting here watching the show "Clean Sweep" on TLC thinking I really need a kick in the pants to get this place in order... and then I read your post and honestly I started crying a bit. It makes such sense!!! I feel like before I was existing amidst clutter, distracting myself with eating, when I really should have been taking care of my space and myself. The other day I was sitting in here and thinking, wow I am bored and so not happy with the condition of this place in general and I realized why I was never bored before... I was always either eating or napping. I have energy now and need to get it directed towards getting somethings done. I am the king of the half done projects, and I am committing to myself they need to get done.

Instead of taking up anymore of your journal space I am going to continue this over on my journal. To you Lesli, I say THANK YOU!!! Sharing as you have has really helped me!!! At the end of your post you say, "Enough yakking!" but me, I hope you don't stop!!!

Mike
 
Hi!

I hope you had a truly wonderful day yesterday and got lots done!

I think I'm going to take your advice and go find a closet that needs cleaning!

Survivor is OLN and at least here it's showing at 6pm and 9pm. For some reason, though, TiVo won't let it be set up as a season pass, so I hope they're not moving the times around.

Take care and have a great day!
 
Holy Smokes, Lesli! You're now officially an organizing guru!!! The spiritual advisor of all that is well placed! ;) Really fantastic work, and I agree, it will absolutely help you keep on track. My DH likes to create "piles," which frustrates me to no end. Most of the house is OK, but the office...forget about it! Which is unfortunate, since that is where I have to do a lot of my writing. I think I might be having a conversation with him about this very, very soon...

Isn't it amazing how little you think about food when you're super-focused on a task? I'm the same way when I have really good flow with my writing...I totally forget to stop for meals. But it sounds like you did some quick thinking and didn't go off track.

BTW- I've started to substitute black beans for refried beans in most of my recipes...it helps a little because there's less fat, usually.

Good luck dejunking the kid's room!
 















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