Yes, I have been down this road before, but I am back AGAIN! Thanks Traci and Julie for checking in on me.
Where to begin? The summer was very busy and I was getting alot of stuff done, but going through alot of mental anguish over what I should be doing with extra activities and what I really wanted to pursue. To this date, it has caused my weight to flucutate, driving me nuts.
Vacations continued to abounded for the summer. At the end of July, DD11 and DS6 (yes, they had birthdays) went with me to AR on Amtrak to visit a friend of mine for a few days. It was an interesting trip for all of us and alot of fun. With the cost of gas at the time, it was definitely an inexpensive trip. We are thinking of taking another train trip somewhere next year. Then about the middle of August DH and I went away by ourselves. Something we have never done, not even for a honeymoon, since when we were married we had a ready made family and it was literally weeks before school started and we had a lot do with the move. Needless to say, getting away was wonderful in many ways. We went down to Bonita Springs, FL and stayed in villa at a country club which was really nice. The villa was a charity auction bid that I won. The only downside to the trip was that our planned day trip to Key West was canceled due to Fay coming in, but it was interesting to see tropical storm clouds.
As for GS, we took the girls on two final trips of things they wanted to do. One was to the American Girl store for lunch and the theater, the other was to a pottery place and the movies. That pretty much took care of everything they had earned. It was hard to tell them that I definitely would not continue on as a leader, but it has been the best choice, especially since there really hasn't been anyone to step up and help. I still feel bad about it at times, not being there for the girls since they no longer have a troop, but not having the mental anguish has been a plus for me. There are a few things that I still do for GS, but those are just occasional things and may go by the wayside after this year is over.
Unfortunately, taking the place of GS has been running DD11 to more activities, as she tries out new things and is realizing that she needs to pick what she likes best and only do a few. Also, DH and I have been working on a Park District committee to get a community center in town. We spent the entire month of Oct politicing to get the formation of the district passed, which it didn't, but there is hope for the April ballot. It has taken so much time, it is unreal. Now I am about to take on a family project to help produce a new and updated family book. Thankfully, in conjunction with other family members. I am still trying to figure out how I ended up with 5 new things to do when I only got rid of one thing.
On the dejunk update, yes, still working on that. I went through DH's office space at the store with the hopes of helping him more and moving more of my office up there. It would be nice to put more of my bookwork up there so that I can relax at home more. Also, I no longer have children at home during the day, so it would be good to get out and interact. My office is having issues again, HOWEVER, I am for the most part caught up with my bookwork and am staying on top of that, which is a huge plus. I have also begun scheduling my bill paying to be done weekly rather than just writing everything for the month in one sitting. It accomplishes the same thing, but the clutter from bills and the amount of time spent is better streamlined. Also, I have been trying to stay on top of new information (flyers, notes, appts, permission slips, etc) coming into the house as soon as it comes through the door which help elimate that clutter. Oh, did I forget to mention that I organized the picture closet? I finally broke down and bought picture boxes and get everything "sorted". I think I estimated about 10,000 pictures. The good thing is that I can now take this winter, one box at a time and better sort out the duplicates or those that need to be copied and passed on. We dejunked a little over a third of the garage and took down an old shed in the yard. Unfortunately, I have not had a lot of time to finish dejunking the basement or my room. But it is a work in progress and at least we are still working on it.
I have lots to do around the house, like paint the new doors which look great, finish painting walls, and finish our "new" bathroom. Then there is the trip reports that I would like to still get done and are sitting on my desk.
On the plus side, I have been more proactive....not neccessarily more active.

I have tried to stay concious of my weight, but with everything going on, I have been eating horribly, horribly, horribly. Unfortunately, it is too easy to just grab things to eat when you are in a hurry and not truly think about what you are doing. If I am tired, I eat, if I am overwhelmed, I eat. Not that it would be bad all the time, but if the food isn't quality, then it is bad. DH and DD11 also seem to be gaining as well. So now I am here to refocus and I have realized that I need alot of support.
Today's food:
Breakfast - 1 egg omelet w/cheese (probably too much cheese), fresh pineapple, yogurt
AM snack - fruit & nut bar
Lunch - potato soup
PM snack - PB crackers
Supper - Not sure, I have a GS dinner/meeting to go to, but will eat responsibly
Today's goals:
1. Order rugs, I need some for a couple of rooms but have been waffling on my choices, just need to get it done and stopp making it more work than it is.
2. Bookwork
3. tackle one "project" on my desk to get finished.
My weight at the present is 222.5. I would like to change that significantly by year end, regardless of the holidays.