okay here comes another long rambly--feel free to skip it!!
I keep telling myself that i will get back on track, i will eat better and exercise, and really stay dedicated and motivated..i dont know what is wrong with me..im horrible at this..during the week, i am so tired by the time i get home from work and school at 10, that i cant even think of exercising..my weekends are me baisically laying around trying to catch up on sleep...
i NEED to cut down on the emotional snacking...i eat when im worried, when im sad, when im bored..everything! its ridiculous..the worst part is i will eat the goldfish while thinking " i really shouldnt be having these"...
I am still under 150lbs, but i would love to lose 10 pounds at least, and i cant see it happening..plus when the semester starts again, i will be doing a 19 credit coures load *4 days of classes till 2* then working from 3-6....then on mondays i have classroom observation all day...i really need to get in gear and stop making excuses for myself--i have disney in 60 days and would love to be looking better than i do right now--i dont want to look at pictures and wish i looked thinner or something...
well , thanks for letting me ramble if you read this, i am going to start being more dedicated in posting on these boards and hope that it willkeep me motivated again..thanks