In Search of My Body vol.9 - I Get By With A Little Help From My Friends

Part Two

About mile nine I decided I was going home to find my next half. I could feel my body working, I felt strong. I’m addicted to feeling strong and finding out what my body can do. I did walk parts of the biggest hills but I’m okay with that. There were very few people cheering along the way. Then mile ten, oh mile ten. Did I hit the wall? Maybe. All I know is that was the point I became aware of every part of my body and not in a good way. The blisters that formed on both my feet, my cal muscle that protested every step and the feeling that I was hot and cold. (Dehydration?) I questioned if I was under prepared but I don’t think I was. I reminded myself all I had left was a 5k, I can do 5ks!

Then I had one of those reminders that it could be worse. I passed a house where a woman probably in her 60s was sitting outside with a boy probably around my age who was obviously severely handicapped both physically and mentally. She was cheering everyone on and assisting him in clapping for everyone, it had me near tears. At the last water stop they’d run out of water completely so I obviously kept running. A half mile after I passed the water stop I saw a golf car driving cases of water bottles back to the stop. Too late for me, I wasn’t turning back. There are hills, portions of the race in the woods, parts where we ran by nice houses that I can see in my head still. There are moments I can still remember. I’m sure some of that will fade but I’m sure some of it will stick with me.

As I approached the finish line I tried to kick it up a notch but my left calf muscle was so bad at this point that I could barely lift my leg. A friend of mine was there to see his wife run and I hear him cheering for me. Just as I crossed the finish line I saw my mom, sister and cousin. I know it’s weird but all I could think was I need to get my shoes off, I need these off. (I had considered at mile 12 just running in socks my feet were rubbing so bad.) I got to my family and I took off my socks and shoes to put on my flip flops, my feet were ugly. On either foot I had a blister roughly the size of a quarter. My mom got one look at them and my gimpy left leg and ordered me off to the first aid station. Oh but first I went to get a bottle of water… a nice, refreshing…. hot bottle of water. They struggled with water at this race. At the first aid station the guy seemed almost afraid to touch me. He taped on an ice pack to my calf and covered my blisters for me. (And ordered me not to try to slice them open.) He was working so hard not to touch me the ice pack stayed on for maybe two minutes. While we were there some girl came up who was throwing up again and again. They told her to drink Gatorade but he problem was… there was no Gatorade to be had. I had brought my own bottle and my mom asked if she could give it to the girl, I said of course. The poor girl looked so grateful and sick. I can’t help but thinking this is connected to the lack of water. We then walked to the other side of the field so I could pick up my finishers medal. (I find it horrible the medals were at the far side of the field from the finish. I don’t know why but that really bothered me.) Then we found our way to the food tent. Orange, banana, bagels and two types of granola bars, my mom made me take one of everything to make sure I had food. We then found a grass spot to just hang out while I nibbled on food and relaxed a bit, we also waited for my friend and his wife. They finally met up with us and we all just talked for a bit. My friend gave his wife flowers and my mom teased him that he made her look bad.

We headed back to our hotel then so we could check out and go home. When we got there I was packing up my stuff and my sister was giggling. She told me to go lay down for a bit. When I went to my bed there was a little pink gift bag sitting there. I opened it and my mom and sister had bought me a little running sneaker charm for my chamilla bracelet. We headed home not long after that. When I got home I spent all day just relaxing and watching movies. I also registered for a 5k. (The one I’m doing this weekend where I will see Erika!) Over all it was a great experience despite the hills and lack of water. My time was 2:34 which was slower then I’d hoped for at first but I’m happy with it now that I look back on how hard it was.

Now I’ve deliberately left parts of this story till the end. First is that this whole race was to benefit Crohn’s and Colitis. I did not take part in their fundraising events for this race because I’ve done a race the past two summers to raise money for them. (My brother has Crohn’s disease so it’s a cause that’s close to home.) They had tons of runners who raised money and were running as teams. They had teams from D.C., Ohio, Boston, New Jersey, Virgina, all over. Every area team brought a coach with them and the coaches were amazing. They cheered for everyone! They would cheering you along as you passed, they would tell you how far you were to water or the finish. They did have a cookout for just the people who raised the money for the charity which was too bad but that’s the way it is. I think I was just craving a cheeseburger after the race!

And so… the part I saved for last. I’m not sure about other people but I think a lot when I run. I thought about a lot of people while I was on this run but I literally thought about all of you, each one of you. Advice you’d given me ran through my head, the challenges you’ve all face on the fitness journey and in general, how you were all supportive no matter what. I would think about you all when I was feeling slow and know that you’d all be telling me time doesn’t matter, just finishing is a big accomplishment. I can’t tell you how much of a presence you all were during this race. You were like my invisible cheering squad. I know I might sound dramatic but that’s how I am.

So that’s my loooooong race report. I think I crammed all the details I could into it, sorry about that!

Me literally seconds after I crossed the finish line, my mom insisted we needed a picture. The clothes I'm wearing are my brother's. They're the official gear of the Boston University women's ice hockey team. (My brother works for them.)
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Me with my mom, she's come to every race but the ones I did in Disney.
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Me and my sister in front of the Bruin's hummer.
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And of course, the bling.
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Meg, great race report!! I really enjoyed it.

I had read in other places that the water situation there was so dire that a whole fundraising group (600 runners, might have been the one you described?) has publicly come out and said they will not be participating next year.

Also, some back-of-the-packers (3:20ish) on another board said that they had taken up the finish line by the time they got there, and that there were no finisher medals left.

About thinking of the people here... I do that on a fairly regular basis during workouts! Lisa and the at least I have legs. :goodvibes


Okay, food for today:
B: 1 cup Kashi Original (140), almond milk (10)
L: Turkey Pita (110), salad (50), strawberries (40)
S: Grapefruit (60)
S: 1 bag ff pocorn (200)
D: Mock Pasta: 11 oz spaghetti squash (100), 1 oz goat cheese (70), 1 chopped slice reduced fat bacon (20), 10 shrimp (100), chopped mushrooms/onions/zucchini
S: Special K Dark Chocolate Raspberry Bliss (90)

Total, 990 - 5/6 track and under 1200
Water, 112 oz - 5/7 at or over 64oz
Exercise, 3.6 miles on treadmill and 100 crunches - 2/2 short run
 
Paula--I have been meaning to ask you--how is it going with Jesse? Meaning, are you still getting what you need from him? Or has it become stagnant?

E - funny you should mention this. I have been wondering if it is time to start transitioning away from him. Finacially, it would be a wonderful thing to stop training with a trainer, but psychologically I am not so sure. The accountability, the pushing me to work harder than I would do myself, etc. is a strong pull. Is it possible to become addicted to working out with a trainer? I am afraid that I can't do this on my own. I don't need to make any decisions right away, but a transition plan is definitely in order. Thoughts?

Meg - um ice cream as a diet is intriguing, but unless they start making ice cream with protein nuggets in it (and peanut butter doesn't count right Nancy?) it is not going to get you very far. Step away from the pint! As for the post marathon blues, I am an expert. I didn't want to do anything for months after the Princess. Nobody warned me about the free fall that you are in for once the race is done. So frustrating. You need to pick a new goal to shoot for even if it is just stepping away from the ice cream. Loved the race report BTW. Too bad you couldn't catch up with the cute guy...

Nancy - whoo hoo on the 20 miles! I did nothing today. Yeah - I am that much of a woos in this heat.

Lisa - you are not crazy. Stressed, maybe, but not crazy. Stay strong my friend.

Falling asleep at the keyboard so I am off to bed. TGIF tomorrow. It has been a long week and I am so ready for it to be over.
 

Happy Fing Friday!!!!!!!


Meg, love love love your report. I have been way off lately. Your report is motivation to get it together so I can do my first half.
THANK YOU !:worship:


I hope everyone has a great weekend. We are pretty busy.

Oh, the roof is fixed, no charge!!!!!!!!:cool1:
 
Finishing up my housework and laundry so that I can go to bed early (9ish), get up at 5:30AM, run/walk 12 miles, then go spend the day at my in-laws.

E, I don't think jealous can even cover it. :laughing:


Food for today:
B: Egg thingie (60), turkey sausage link (30), coffee
L: Naan pizza (250)
S: Popcorn (200)
D: Fried (baked) chicken sandwich (280), mac&cheese cup (180), ff pringles (70), pudding (60)

Today was deliberately light on fruits/veggies/fiber, in the hopes that it will make the 12 miles tomorrow a bit better. I have found a high-fiber/roughage diet the day before a long run is, well, umm... yeah.

Total, 1130 - 6/6 tracking & under 1200 - goal for week done
Water, 120 oz - 6/7
Exercise, none - rest day!


Hope everyone has a great weekend!
 
If it makes you feel any better, I am so bloated I am actually uncomfortable!

AND...I still haven't seen Eclipse yet! OMG!

No, it doesn't. :laughing:

Maybe once I finish the laundry...

I do feel the best I have felt in 3 years. So close to the 170s!!!

Twilight was enough for me. I likely won't see any of the rest, esp not in the movie theater. Sorry, blasphemy, I know!!
 
MEG--just finished your RR! I am finally sober enough to read it! I laughed, I cried, I love it! (SERIOUSLY! I got weepy!) Every race I have done, I have done for the National Kidney Foundation, in support of my daughter Kelly and for Lyz's sister Allison. So I get it. And during the Princess Half, the Coaches for the NKF team found me on the course and ran with me for 3/4 of a mile--while I out and out sobbed.

I LOVE that your mom made you get one of everything so that you would eat! Such a mom thing to do!

YIKES on the lack of water! WOW. Not good. Especially for a late June race!

Things that made me laugh--I also spend a lot of time in my head during a run. So I thought it was HI LAR IOUS that you were thinking of you and the cute boy falling in love! That is SO something I would do! Also, I totally have to get to know and bond with those running near me. It's a must!

As to seeing the mom with the challenged child--YES, that is why we ALL think of Lisa, who has reminded us on more than one occasion, "At least I have legs!" Because in the end, it is SO true.

And 2:34 is a GREAT time for your fist Half! My first Half I came in at almost the exact same time...2:31! And my second, which is still my PR, was 2:22. My third was 2:28 and the Princess...oy...2:42 (but I was injured AND I stopped for pics). MY ultimate goal is to do a Half in under 2 hours...not sure that will EVER happen. But it is still something to shoot for.

Can't wait to see you Sunday. Let me know what you are wearing so I can spot you. I plan to be in my WISH shirt and black shorts. But they might male me wear something else, so I want to be able to recognize you, just in case.
 
Can't wait to see you Sunday. Let me know what you are wearing so I can spot you. I plan to be in my WISH shirt and black shorts. But they might male me wear something else, so I want to be able to recognize you, just in case.

OR. you could text each other like mad women SWEARING you are standing in front of the same rental car counter :rotfl:

Ok. drunk. Big time. Haven't read a thing, except that last line of Erikas post. Not sure why that caught my eye :confused3:rotfl:
 
I think I went the bathroom four times before I left the hotel. (Nerves always do this to me, I pee a lot.)

Sounds familiar :rolleyes1

My cousin dropped me off and I headed straight to the port-a-potties, just one last time, just in case.

yep. We might just be related. :laughing: Tell me. You didn't mention stopping to pee during the race. I stopped 3 times at the Princess. THREE.

Then the cups for the water ran out. I missed one water stop because there were no cups by the next people were just chugging out of the gallon jugs so that’s what I did. Some people took them and shared with others.

Amazing that they ran out. Poor planning on their part :sad2: But this is precisely why I carry my own water. My fuel belt is my best running accessory.


I opened it and my mom and sister had bought me a little running sneaker charm for my chamilla bracelet.

:lovestruc what a nice way to remember this race!

And so… the part I saved for last. I’m not sure about other people but I think a lot when I run.

I do. A lot. Like Lisa on my last *hill* (i.e. on ramp!) at the Princess. "at least I've got legs". :rotfl2: OMG that will never, ever leave me. I find it such a comfort to know that others are "with" me.

Thanks for sharing your RR. I loved every single word of it!
 
Good Morning!

Its so hot here today - they are predicting a weekend heatwave. Got to love the British Summer, it was raining last week :rotfl2:

Meg - LOVED your race report! On your 'after' photos you don't even look like you've been running! You look fabulous! I like to think that I sounded like Mary Poppins in your head :lmao:

Kat - Still loving the food posting! Well done on the loss!

E/Nancy - Love the hammered postings!

Lisa - GREY'S ANATOMY!!!!! :sad1:

Paula - I don't think I said before - fantastic on the loss!

Jo, Liz, Ronda, everyone - Hi!

Thank you everyone for the posts on my 2lb loss - I actually took E's advice and jumped on the scale bare-a** naked and I was down another 1lb :rotfl2:

I will post pictures here of the dress - I can't believe the wedding is one week today!

ETA: I can't believe I forgot - I went to see Eclipse last night with the girls! It was excellent! It was the opening night so the cinema was packed, people were cheering and clapping when it came on!

Hope everyone has a great day! :upsidedow
 
Good morning, Goddesses! Back home for me today. It's time. Plus, it is (finally!) going to rain like Hell today, which is GOOD thing. I am sure my lawn at home is totally brown. That's how it always seems to go...gorgeous, lush, green lawn through June. Then in July it gets burned to that lovely tannish brownish. *sigh* Oh well. At least we don't have to mow it when it gets that way! :rotfl2:

Heading out for a quick run, then a day of unpacking and cleaning at home. SO much fun, eh?

Have a great week-end!
 
4.53 miles in 61 mins!!!!!!

Thank you all so very much for you help. 7 months ago I could not walk my subdivison once and now I have ran/walk twice. I have never gone 4.53 miles!!!! Thank you thank you thank you
 
Kat, hope your 12 is going well.

Kelly, Cant wait to see the pics.

Meg, good luck at your 5K.

EE, Lisa, Nancy, Paula, Ronda, E
Have a happy Saturday


Now off to the shower for me. (Still have runner high!!) then to do Alexa's hair for her pageant today.
 
Also, some back-of-the-packers (3:20ish) on another board said that they had taken up the finish line by the time they got there, and that there were no finisher medals left.

That is SO wrong. So, so, wrong. :mad:

Is it possible to become addicted to working out with a trainer? I am afraid that I can't do this on my own. I don't need to make any decisions right away, but a transition plan is definitely in order. Thoughts?

How many days a week do you work with Jesse? Would he write up a workout plan for you to do for say, 4-6 weeks on your own? Then maybe go back to him for a few sessions before doing another 4-6 week plan? :confused3

um ice cream as a diet is intriguing, but unless they start making ice cream with protein nuggets in it (and peanut butter doesn't count right Nancy?) it is not going to get you very far.

:rotfl2: We could work on that. Chopped up bits of protein bars instead of cookie dough. You might be on to something Paula!

Finishing up my housework and laundry so that I can go to bed early (9ish), get up at 5:30AM, run/walk 12 miles, then go spend the day at my in-laws.

oh yeah. Livin' large. I want YOUR Saturday :lmao:

I do feel the best I have felt in 3 years. So close to the 170s!!!

:thumbsup2 Feels good to feel so good, doesn't it? You totally have earned it.

Its so hot here today - they are predicting a weekend heatwave. Got to love the British Summer, it was raining last week :rotfl2:

Keep cool Kelly! Our 6 day heatwave will officially break today. We had 2 days in a row over 100*, which for Connecticut is oh so uncommon. Still nasty humid, but there is a band of wicked rain headed our way. Like E, our lawns are like shredded wheat. :scared: My car is filthy, but I've felt too guilty to wash it. So, I'll park in the driveway today and let mother nature give her a bath! :goodvibes


4.53 miles in 61 mins!!!!!!

FanTAStic Jo! :yay: Have fun at the pagent today!

RONDA - I miss you! Hope all is well with you! :upsidedow

I'm off to pick Becca up from camp. It's been a rather delightfully peaceful week here - Becca at camp, Seth on vaca with the GF. Nate was in a pleasant mood all week (none of that teen surly crap!). Life has been good :goodvibes
 
GREAT JOB, JO! Now, just get on a schedule and have a long run/walk each week--slowly increasing your distance. That's how you work up to doing a Half!

On a sad note, we literally *just* found out that Jeff's cousin committed suicide yesterday. They weren't close, but of course our aunt and my MIL are a complete mess. So we are off to deal with that. It's never easy.
 
Good morning -

It is raining here this morning. My TNT ride got cancelled this morning so I am hoping to catch up with some of the group tomorrow to get my milage in. I may hit the spin bike today for a quick ride.

Jo - whoo hoo on the run! It is amazingwhat you can do when you committ to doing something. You realize that you are 1/3rd if the way to the 1/2 now right?

Kat - how did the run go this morning?

E - sending hugs. That is a lot for a family to deal with.

Nancy - I'm sure it will be good to have everyone home again despite the craziness it brings. I have to figure out the whole transition thing with Jesse. Right now, I work out a total of two hours a week. I'm sure wecould figure something out but the idea of actually telling him this is hard. At this oint he feels like a friend so I have guilt. It is crazy since this is a business relationship at it's core but at the same time it is more. I just need to man up and make a decision about whether I think I can do this on my own at this point and then follow through. Ugh...

Lisa - how are you doing?

Kelly - happy dance for that extra pound...

Meg - step away from the ice cream and have fun this weekend in Maine. E take care if her.

Hi to everyone else! I am off to get some breakfast and start my day.
 



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