In Search of My Body vol. 10 - taking it one paper towel at at time

Liz, you are going to do GREAT! I'm going to walk a bit this morning as well (TM), then stretch and hope to God that things feel ok. Tonight we are going to see Shrek the Musical. :thumbsup2

How was Shrek?

OH! And Liz KILLED her 10! F-ing KILLED it! 10 miles in 2:30. She is going to be GOLDEN on race day! And that time was with all sorts of interruptions and screw ups!

Okay, killed might be exaggerating it. But I am glad it's over. Hopefully I can start sleeping at night again!

And of course I didn't forget your song...just didn't type it out. But if you have ever listened to it, it's totally self explanatory! :rotfl:

I am a bit sad leaving the girls, I have never left them before.
BUT... I am so looking forward to Craig having to do everything for 4 days. :lmao: :lmao: :rotfl2: :rotfl2:

I feel sad leaving Em, too. Especially since she doesn't get to go to WDW this year! BUT do I want them there? Eh, not so much.

Whatever. :surfweb: Like you would actually admit when something looks cute or sexy. And by the way neither CUTE nor SEXY changes with a small little smidgen in size change. But yes - yes it's about your head - I know.

I know CUTE and SEXY Nancy. :rotfl2::lovestruc


Just got my staples out. Tried to pull one out myself yesterday just for the fun of it :laughing: but Jean started screaming at me. ;) Can you see how bored I am? :rotfl2:

AND - sighing very loudly - I got the same clinic doctor to check my urine because I felt something wasn't right and I have a bladder infection. I asked at the hospital don't you want to check my urine before you let me go? NOPE. No urine check. Yes I know bladder infection is nothing AND VERY COMMON occurrence for many - but it's not comforting to say the least in my situation and if I hadn't found it. At 16 I had one misdiagnosed - became a UTI and I was hospitalized when it arrived at my kidneys. So I know nothing big but you know not comforting right now. Thank God I"m very intuitive - no huge signs - pain hard to tell b/c of other pain in the area - just felt something wasn't right. I guess it was probably from the catheter.

Lisa, you know I think I am cute and sexy all the time, so trust me when I say there is no sexy in this shirt. But I designed it, so that's my fault! :lmao:

Girl next door cute, sure. I'll have to work on rocking that. I usually go for hot mom.


Lisa,I am happy to hear Jean stoped you, Bladder infection on top of everything, you poor thing:hug:

WAY TO GO LIZ!!:cheer2: :cheer2: :cheer2:


4 miles done is just under an hour 57:58
My arch started to hurt just as I was finishing, I am going to shower and strech.

Awesome Jo!!!! :cool1:

Nancy - I would do anything to be at your race - really. Honestly. I hope that is clear. ANYTHING. I'm taking a HUGE RISK even entering the US with medical insurance if something happens if I go from the March 13-19 or so. I don't know if I'm keeping that one and I thought maybe I could go as early as the 7/8 which would put me near Erika time. I have to watch it day by day. It's the AP that is taunting me - AP plus DVC huge taunt - no money needed. I eat on nada at WDW. Really. Jean and I have come home after spending $200 (on everything not just food) at the high end.

re the insurance - if something happens they do anything not to pay and to be over there a month after surgery when my recovery is siix weeks minimum well very risky. My thought is to take a cab to the airport and get on a plane immeidiately if I felt even a stomachache.

I'll see how I feel right up to the last minute. I would hate to be here and have the opportunity and feel fantastic but no go with no money being put out. Flights are nonsense that I have with SW. Just straight SW nonsense. :thumbsup2

Seriously. Take care of yourself. Get your butt down there next year, and we'll call it even, okay? :goodvibes

Whew - thought the DIS lost my post. That would not have been cool. Perhaps I still have some good karma left after all. :goodvibes

Your post was lovely, and I'm so glad the DIS didn't lose it!!! How's Jesse? I thought of him as I listened to your song yesterday!

I am claiming thread bankruptcy. Totally exhausted.

This weekend the women's hockey org that I am part of hosted a tournament here in Raleigh, at a rink about 25 min from my house.

I worked the table 7-9PM on Friday night, kept score for the 9:15PM game, and then played a 10:45PM game (10-0 loss).

Saturday was a 10:30AM game (4-2 loss) followed by a nice nap, then I kept score for the 9:15PM game and played the 10:45PM game (3-0 loss).

Today, we had an 8:15AM game (2-1 loss) and then I kept score for the 9:45AM game. Came home, did laundry, took a 2 hour nap, and had a 6:30PM normal house league game (7-5 win).


The worst of the weekend was getting home last night at 1AM and then having to be back at the rink at 7:45AM.

Unfortunately, the farthest I have gone as far as running goes is the almost 9 miles from last weekend. No way I could fit a long run in this weekend. Tomorrow night is more hockey, and I may try to fit in one more short run before Thursday's flight...

Hope everyone had a great weekend!

Thank God it's over! And you will be fine race day. More than fine.

Thank you for all the 10 mile well wishes!!! Let's hope the Nike + isn't lying, because if it is, I am screwed! :rotfl: Nha, I think it's on. It matched my friend's Garmin for a 5 miler, we will see how it does on race day!
 
Good morning Karen,

Nancy , good luck on ur run, take care on that back.

I am in total pre trip freak out.:scared1:

Tell me about your freak out. I am the Queen of Freakouts! Talk to me!

Good job on the 10 Liz!! :cheer2:

Paula, makes sense about the family. Rey & I actually intend on having a long weekend all to ourselves next year at the Princess! We never had a honeymoon, and have never gone away alone in the 20 years we've been together! I wanted to get away this year for our Anniversary, but we really couldn't pull it off with a family vacation and a friends wedding we are going to in November...although that will be alone, so we'll actually get TWO trips away in less than a year! :woohoo:

Thanks, Karen!

Yes, you should definitely do a long weekend away, just the two of you! I think that is so important for couples.

One day N and E will come down to see me do the Princess...maybe if I ever run it. But not when I go and not with my friends. No one gets my attention then. I'm split and it sucks!
 
How was Shrek?

It was a lot of fun! The theatre was seriously overloaded with girl scouts. Hundreds of them. :scared1: Now, if they had brought me cookies I may not have found them so irritating :rolleyes1 But it was a great show, great costumes (because of course I notice these things :laughing:)


Has anybody looked to see where it is we sign up to have text messages sent to people during the race? I'm sure there is info on it somewhere. I just haven't looked for it yet.
 

Liz, my freaking out right now is all the.what ifs . Trying hard to block them out
Hopeing that once I get to fl I will be more clam
 
And of course I didn't forget your song...just didn't type it out. But if you have ever listened to it, it's totally self explanatory! :rotfl:

OMG, I have my song on my play list in three different places. :rotfl2: And last year it was awesome as it came on as I was coming through MK!

Kids are on break, so we are having a fun day. Bowling with two of my besties whose kids are best friends with my kids and all of that. So it'll be fun.

Cammie got her cast off this morning, so she is super happy.

Found out this morning that Jeff is back on plane tomorrow for NC. Just till Friday. Which is good considering I leave Saturday.

Jo--I NEVER leave my kids. This will be only the 4th time ever, and my oldest is nearly 12. So I get it. And 3 of the trips have been with this crew. It's really hard for me, but SO worth it.

Ok, off to bowl!
 
Did 3.1 again today! :goodvibes As I was leaving the gym, I saw there there is a 4 mile run at the end of March and it's chip timed! (rare out here where I live) I really want to register, but I'M SCARED!!!! :scared1: First off, I've never done 4 miles, second, I'll be all alone, third, what if I can't do it?...fourth...fifth...uh...anyone ever get scared before signing up for their first race??? :confused:
 
Great job on the run, Karen!

Um, hello? I get nervous before EVERY race. Even a little 5k. Listen, these days my SHORTEST runs are 3.8. I never go less than that. And I *still* stress on race day for a 5k. Relax, breathe.

Now, what are you stressed about? For me, it is always about time. I am competitive enough and have enough of an ego that my issue is always about not wanting to come in too close to the end/dead last. So I always look at the previous year's race results. If it is chip timed, they will be available online.

Is your stress just about finishing? Then that can be dealt with, too. You just did 3.1 today. If you had to, could you have walked the last mile? If so, then you are already ready for the 4 miler and you can definitely do it and I would say sign up!

As for being along...all of your training is alone, right? So you can totally do this. Most of my races have been alone, including my first two Halfs. And at most this 4-miler will take you an hour. ONE HOUR. You can be on your own for an hour, right? Of course you can!
 
E, I think the alone thing is more of going by myself and not knowing what I'm doing, where to line up, how things work at a race, etc. I actually love the solitude of running, but I think I'm nervous about looking like a noob or being the slowest, fattest, etc. at the race. As for time, yes, I'm competitive to a point, but mostly with myself. I kind of compete with myself? Hard to explain. Yes, I could have walked to 4 today, but I would have been disappointed if I had, so I guess it is about time/competition to a point. If I were at Disney, I think I would be less worried and soaking up the atmosphere, but if I'm just running a 4 mile race and it's timed, I don't want to come in dead last! :eek:
 
Ummm, Lisa....

I leave on the 7th...*ducking for cover from flying objects*

Seriously, how many times have we missed by ONE freaking day?!?!

Well I'm freaking out one too many people with the dates so it will probably be nope. I'm sad. A tad. I also had the option of going to Virginia - Williamsburg which I've been a millionn times and ADORE - but still it's complicated. Getting any medical assistance for any reason easy as pie. Geting the insurance to pay up because of my situation too risky.

Morning Jo and everyone else to follow! :wave2:

Kat, you need a weekend from your weekend! Shew! I was tired just reading it.

Good job on the 10 Liz!! :cheer2:

Paula, makes sense about the family. Rey & I actually intend on having a long weekend all to ourselves next year at the Princess! We never had a honeymoon, and have never gone away alone in the 20 years we've been together! I wanted to get away this year for our Anniversary, but we really couldn't pull it off with a family vacation and a friends wedding we are going to in November...although that will be alone, so we'll actually get TWO trips away in less than a year! :woohoo:

Well at least you have the wedding. Here's to some couple time. :love:

Snowing this morning! It's been a while since I've said that :laughing: No school due to the President's Day holiday, so no impact on the kids :thumbsup2

I'm going to attempt a run this morning. I have 8 miles on my schedule, but I'm going to see how the body feels. At this point, I think the discomfort is just that. Discomfort, as opposed to injury.

I think my official pre-trip freakout has begun.:eek: Lists to do. My lists have lists.:laughing:

Paula - so glad you had a fabulous weekend! Have fun playing with the cranes today! I hope it goes off without a hitch.

Lisa - :lovestruc absolutely take care of yourself. I can't even imagine what a logistical nightmare international healthcare could get to be! And :woohoo: on finding the temporary housing! Is said housing getting you back downtown?

Karen - after 20 years I think you guys have definitely earned some time alone!

No, not downtown Nancy. Yet! But way closer. Buying - or if we decide to rent - downtown for sure. Want back into our mortgage - so penalty will come back within three months. So this is really temporary.

Your lists have lists. :rotfl2:

Lisa, you know I think I am cute and sexy all the time, so trust me when I say there is no sexy in this shirt. But I designed it, so that's my fault! :lmao:

Girl next door cute, sure. I'll have to work on rocking that. I usually go for hot mom.



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So funny. :rotfl::lmao::rotfl: I was actually going to type that Liz must still think she's sexy. :rotfl2: She's Liz. Boy that must be some top. popcorn::;)

The meds - infection meds - are making me feel beyond AWFUL. Naseous. Crapola. Crap. Crap. Crap. I can't even get out "at least I have legs". :surfweb: But I did think of Liz especially - when there is cancer - how awful it must be to feel so incredibly naseous during chemo/radiation. That must be incredibly difficult.

I'm just feeling down today. Probably lack of intense exercise too - I so need that for my mental health.

Okay, off. :love: to all.
 
E, I think the alone thing is more of going by myself and not knowing what I'm doing, where to line up, how things work at a race, etc. I actually love the solitude of running, but I think I'm nervous about looking like a noob or being the slowest, fattest, etc. at the race. As for time, yes, I'm competitive to a point, but mostly with myself. I kind of compete with myself? Hard to explain. Yes, I could have walked to 4 today, but I would have been disappointed if I had, so I guess it is about time/competition to a point. If I were at Disney, I think I would be less worried and soaking up the atmosphere, but if I'm just running a 4 mile race and it's timed, I don't want to come in dead last! :eek:

Ugly Stepsister Syndrome! ;)

Well, it's like cocktail parties. Everyone else feels the same way. Or has at one point. I have a Second Act issue - I feel like I can't compete with myself in my Second Acts. Oh my word, what crazy monkey told me that? Don't listen to it!

You will not know how things work but you will learn. You have to do something for the first time at some point, so why not now? :thumbsup2Could Ray and the kids drive you? Just so you felt that comfort? I made N do that once for me.

So funny. :rotfl::lmao::rotfl: I was actually going to type that Liz must still think she's sexy. :rotfl2: She's Liz. Boy that must be some top. popcorn::;)

The meds - infection meds - are making me feel beyond AWFUL. Naseous. Crapola. Crap. Crap. Crap. I can't even get out "at least I have legs". :surfweb: But I did think of Liz especially - when there is cancer - how awful it must be to feel so incredibly naseous during chemo/radiation. That must be incredibly difficult.

I'm just feeling down today. Probably lack of intense exercise too - I so need that for my mental health.

Okay, off. :love: to all.

I have crazy self esteem on one hand and crazy lack of it in other places! :rotfl: Seriously, i feel hot in tank tops...this is a boy shirt. Not in a good way. Again, blame me! If I had high heels I could work it out, but I'm not that committed, you know? ;)

Oh, babe. I HATE feeling nauseous - my least favorite feeling ever. I am so sorry you are feeling that. Does eating crackers help? Chewing lots of Tums?

Emily just said my shoes are having a little party in my room. I promised her if she was good then she could play with my shoes. So I better go see what the ruckus is about! :lmao:
 
Karen, I have to tell you the story of my 4 mile race.
First started from being fat lazy @$$ in Dec 2009 to signing up for my first 5K in April 2010, in my training I tried to go for 4 miles and I could not, I had to have my hubby come get me. He was like "what are you thinking going that far, you have only done 2 miles" anyway, I finished my first 5K in 52 mins in the pouring rain, the following week there was a 4 miles race, I was on a runner high so I signed up. HA. :lmao: there were about 50 runners, all real runners and me. I was dead last, dead last. The ambulance was behind me the whole time. I have to say I cried.Then I came home and ordered me a WISH shirt. But, I think about that race often.
And if I never ever tried to run in the first place then I would never be almost on my way to WDW to meet some most fabulous woman.
 
Karen, I have to tell you the story of my 4 mile race.
First started from being fat lazy @$$ in Dec 2009 to signing up for my first 5K in April 2010, in my training I tried to go for 4 miles and I could not, I had to have my hubby come get me. He was like "what are you thinking going that far, you have only done 2 miles" anyway, I finished my first 5K in 52 mins in the pouring rain, the following week there was a 4 miles race, I was on a runner high so I signed up. HA. :lmao: there were about 50 runners, all real runners and me. I was dead last, dead last. The ambulance was behind me the whole time. I have to say I cried.Then I came home and ordered me a WISH shirt. But, I think about that race often.
And if I never ever tried to run in the first place then I would never be almost on my way to WDW to meet some most fabulous woman.

Totally amazing story!!! You should be SO proud of yourself, Jo! The point is not that you were last in that race, but that you STARTED!!! Right? :goodvibes

Wish motto!

Don't you look back on it, and think how far you have come?
 
Totally amazing story!!! You should be SO proud of yourself, Jo! The point is not that you were last in that race, but that you STARTED!!! Right? :goodvibes

Wish motto!

Don't you look back on it, and think how far you have come?

Thanks Liz, and I do look back and say wow. but the "girl picked last" part of me thinks.. you still got a long way to go.

I did bring up to Craig the other day how, I told him last year that I was going to the race, I was reading all of your trip report and I was tell him all about it, he was like OK whatever, if you can run that far we will find away to pay for you to go. and here I come.
 
Karen, I have to tell you the story of my 4 mile race.
First started from being fat lazy @$$ in Dec 2009 to signing up for my first 5K in April 2010, in my training I tried to go for 4 miles and I could not, I had to have my hubby come get me. He was like "what are you thinking going that far, you have only done 2 miles" anyway, I finished my first 5K in 52 mins in the pouring rain, the following week there was a 4 miles race, I was on a runner high so I signed up. HA. :lmao: there were about 50 runners, all real runners and me. I was dead last, dead last. The ambulance was behind me the whole time. I have to say I cried.Then I came home and ordered me a WISH shirt. But, I think about that race often.
And if I never ever tried to run in the first place then I would never be almost on my way to WDW to meet some most fabulous woman.

Wow! So inspiring! :lovestruc Hopefully it won't be like that for me, but if it were, I would think of your story and keep running! I did look up this race from last year and there were TONS of people who ran/walked at 18:00, so I think I'll be good.

Rey & the kids may come IF he's home. He's a truck driver, so he's gone for a few weeks at a time. Next time he's due home is in 2 weeks on my birthday! If he's not home, I'll be good, I'll just email the people in charge and ask all my questions so I don't feel like an idiot not knowing where to go and what to do. :laughing:

So it's official, I registered! :thumbsup2
 
Thanks Liz, and I do look back and say wow. but the "girl picked last" part of me thinks.. you still got a long way to go.

I did bring up to Craig the other day how, I told him last year that I was going to the race, I was reading all of your trip report and I was tell him all about it, he was like OK whatever, if you can run that far we will find away to pay for you to go. and here I come.

We all started feeling like the fat girl picked last...we were all strangers. And we all had to do a first race. Heck, I still feel like a newbie. The guy at the running store today (horrible blisters!) gave me a little pep talk - like, wow, great pace! And, awesome that you are doing this, you know how many people never even start? It made me feel less of a loser.

I could go on about how I weigh more and am less in shape (but not by much!) from last year, but what's the point? I'm here. I'm going to do it. It's going to be fun! I have to focus on what I DID do. I survived an awful few months (from Sept to Jan). I am still 25 lbs down. I took a very bad place in my life and got myself to this starting line. I have to be proud of that.
 
Wow! So inspiring! :lovestruc Hopefully it won't be like that for me, but if it were, I would think of your story and keep running! I did look up this race from last year and there were TONS of people who ran/walked at 18:00, so I think I'll be good.

Rey & the kids may come IF he's home. He's a truck driver, so he's gone for a few weeks at a time. Next time he's due home is in 2 weeks on my birthday! If he's not home, I'll be good, I'll just email the people in charge and ask all my questions so I don't feel like an idiot not knowing where to go and what to do. :laughing:

So it's official, I registered! :thumbsup2

Good for you!!! We will be here to cheer you on.

And yes, isn't Jo so brave for sharing her story and doing what she has done? I am SO proud of her!
 












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