Hey ladies. So I haven't been around much. Let's see if I can quickly update you on whats up with me and I'll respond to you guys in a separate post. Super busy weekend and I didn't do any exercising of note. Then I spent two days of working and babysitting where I was up late and no exercising. I've also fallen very behind on homework and work has been stressful. (So stressful that I felt the need to down two handfuls of m&ms in like a second. I only realized when my mom took the bag away and I realized I had blindly just been tossing them in my mouth. I didn't even taste them. If I'm going to be impulsive I'd like to enjoy it at least! lol) Oh and did I mention I haven't worked out? Working out keeps me balanced, keeps me feeling ok. So needless to say I've been miserable. Did three miles today and felt great, the break might have helped me recharge my running, not sure. I'm sure after hockey tomorrow night I'll feel even better.
As for the guy. We continue to talk and we've made plans for Saturday night. I'm not sure what all his tattoos are or why I'm so hung up on them. He has them on his arms and those ones I can deal with from what I've seen. But I guess he has some on his legs and those I haven't seen and I'm not sure why but they seem to be almost too much for me. He is one of the nicest people I've met, he just really is a genuine and nice person. I don't know why I can't just enjoy this and see where it goes. I guess it's just because I promised myself I wouldn't settle next time around and I'm wondering if I'm settling for a guy who isn't quite what I wanted. I don't know.
I am feeling pretty good with my weight loss.(I needed one positive for the week.) Was going through old photos with a friend today and its amazing how different I look. I haven't been this small since college probably. My stomach is almost gone, I am shock about this one, I never thought I'd get rid of it. I keep trying to get used to the fact that this is my body now and I think maybe it'd help if I stopped wearing my six 10 jeans as I can now pretty much fit into a size 6. It probably doesn't help me mentally.
So I'm carrying that positive energy forward and dropping the negative. Hopefully the week will end better then it started. Oh and this week is week one of my half marathon training. Eeek!