Good Morning everyone!
I have not read at all and will try and get caught up on everyone's lives today and tom.
The good news is
I lost 3.8 pounds in the 10 days we were gone! I had Tom last week plus with all the emotion about Treyner I really had to be mindful of why or what I was eating. Not too shabby for being on vacation and eating out of a cooler/grill! We only actually had one breakfast out and one day of eating not great choices due to the drive back. Obviously they were not the worst though.
I managed to hold myself together quite a bit in the transition of college drop off but it still feels like he is at camp or just away with friends. This morning I woke up, looked out the bathroom window at the driveway and my gut dropped not seeing his car in it. Then I went, "oh Yeah."

It is hard when yelling for the kids to come up and eat or whatever to not start with, "Treyner, Carsyn and Baylor." Baylor is moving down to Treyner's room and at first wanted a new color design, decorating change in it but now, he doesn't want me to even put a fresh coat of paint on it because it would cover Treyner's height chart in high school next to the door etc.
Carsyn cried and wants to look at school there. It is just strange for everyone at the moment.
Treyner called last night and on Friday when we left he had headed to a pharmacy because he was getting a sinus infection. He is worse and yesterday at his physical, was given more meds from the campus doc. Hopefully they work. He could barely breathe on the phone and said he had a migraine and we all know how crappy that feels. I asked him what he needed - he said - your soup.

Then he said money cause all the money he has spent on meds is killing him!
Today starts tryouts - there are 7 goalies vying for 4 places on the team - the senior starter already has one of those places locked - and he is worried about his health playing a factor in breathing esp. in the altitude while running etc. Today is the Cooper test (2 miles in under 12 minutes) so pray he does alright.
Carsyn is in captains practices for soccer - she decided to play her last 2 years of HS which I was beyond excited for her about. She did not play HS last year and she knows she is not the best or fastest so this is about getting in shape and finishing out her HS life having some fun. She expects to make JV and is is taking this on as a personal victory rather than a star athlete role. I am so PROUD of her!
Baylor will be in football in the fall - I am glad but worried how his leg will take the hits - we will have to figure out some protection for him - maybe he can wear a soccer shin guard?

He leaves for burn camp in Estes Park, Colorado next Monday and is happy about that.
My birthday will be with my 2 sons in Colorado and I have always been a person who did not care about gifts or a big shin dig, but I have never spent a day without them around the dinner table and that will be a bit sad. Life changes and I am ready to accept it - I had just not thought about that until my sister Laura, called last night and asked if I wanted to go out to eat this year instead of cooking since 2 of the 3 will be gone. She is 5 years younger than I am and since she has never married or had kids - we grew into adults with not much in common. She is a fantastic sister and Aunt though and I am lucky my kids have someone like her in their lives.
I will check in with you all later - hope your lives were healthy and good while I was gone!
