In Search of my Body...Not The One I ate...#3 "Crowning Goddesses As We Go"

No. I am not. I don't know where all this comes from. I'm a nasty critical old bag.:laughing: We are gonna have so much fun.

And you are cute. Specially with the new doo.
 
Ladies.... time to stop the I look ugly rants... I am not going to let you all beat yourselves up that way....

We are all cute as far as I am concerned... I think it may have been Nancy who gave me my new mantra...

"I am happy with the progress I am seeing, but not yet satisfied with the final results."

We are all works in progress and should not be beating ourselves up so much. It is just not healthy. We are amazing women with amazing talents. Yes, we all have our flaws (have you seen the size of my mid section, please... its grotesque), but we all have our positives too. Let's not forget that.

We will get there, but be happy for what you have. Remember it was not that long ago, when we didn't have what we have now... (confused yet???)

Hugs to you all,
Paula
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OKay, okay Paula, I'll stop!! :laughing: I am just down on myself for gaining back...

And you are NOT a nasty critical old bag. Period.
 

And, this is going to sound very strange... but in June/July I went on the generic version of my birth control. I didn't think much of it at the time, but in early Oct I was searching for it online and found some forums where people were complaining that it was causing them to be really hungry and depressed.

I thought, well, maybe the next time I fill my prescription I will see how much more it costs to go back to the name brand... since it was only $6 (due to my COBRA delay I have no active prescription coverage at the moment), I said, what the hey.

Not strange Kat. Not strange. I went on BCPs for severe cramps years ago. I felt crazy. I needed to keep on them because I was in Japan and I didn't want to deal with cramps affecting work and/or getting meds there.

And I also had a very rapid weight gain. Even though they swear that's not true. Whatever. I

But as soon as I came home I went right off and felt so much clearer. It was unreal. I'm sure different kinds affect everyone differently. I felt like I was in a fog. And that continued until I got off

No. I am not. I don't know where all this comes from.

It comes from me you little ding dong cutie. I'll get your basket if you don't be quiet. ;)



My family has started the tradition of giving $$$ to a charity each year. Each family has a jar on the kitchen counter to throw spare change into. Then at the end of the year, we count up the cash and as a family (as in my parents, siblings, us) vote on one charity to get it all. Last year it was Heifer International. As a family, we gave something like $1200.

That has to be one of the BEST things we've ever done. For the past 2 years, Seth has had a big birthday party in the summer, inviting all his friends - and their "change". They get to put suggestions in for a charity for our family to consider....last year his friends brought almost $200 in change. (of course, none of my nieces or nephews did the same, but hey - we can't ALL be perfect, right? :rolleyes1 )

Still - my family holds on to the "name drawning" tradition as well - because it really forces us to spend time thinking about that one person that maybe we don't see very often....makes us stay "connected".

That's so lovely Nancy. Nice.

I had something else to tell you Nancy. But for some reason I'm lacking synapses right now. I'll think of it......
 
Lisa! I listened to the song. It is a good one for us.

Why, yes it is. I think we all need some more patience with our process and some love. Strive and balance. Strive and balance I keep saying to myself.


I know it's important to be able to rant and rave about ourselves. I do. (You guys kill me though - I mean Kat isn't it rrue that you are down from your largest on this thread - a lot - despite some temporary road blocks? )

I'm hating my hair right now. It seems I can never get the tone right. And I don't have the moulah for a professional. And I've so destroyed it. I am surprised I still have hair. Should be grateful that it hasn't fallen out with all the crap.:laughing:

So I know. I so know.
 
It comes from me you little ding dong cutie. I'll get your basket if you don't be quiet. ;)

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That's so lovely Nancy. Nice.

I had something else to tell you Nancy. But for some reason I'm lacking synapses right now. I'll think of it......

Oh dear! You've caught my disease! :laughing:

ok - waaaaayyy off the subject at hand....gas was $1.94 today. :eek: Amazing, isn't it? Just this summer it was up to $4.09 here....:confused3
 
Nancy - I love the charity giving. I keep trying to get the inlaws to go for that. Nick has this huge extended family, and frankly all we do is buy each other junk. Meanwhile, all of us have charities we support and would rather money go there! His cousin-in-law is a teacher and registered on that site where you gift things for kids in classrooms - isn't that a better use of their $20 then some crap gift for me?

Also, I love HPI. You guys must have given a whole ark! So cool.


Lisa - thank you. And I"m not on the crazy train Kat and Lyz are - she is totally going back in her basket, FYI. I just think there are nicer pictures of me and that's not one of them. The ladies with me are Jackie, on the left, BFF since 1983, and Jodi, BFF since 1999. Jackie was always the skinny friend; now she lends me clothes. Jodi was my Greenie who joined WW and has lost 30lbs!

Paula - Well said.

Kat and Lyz - Okay, you know you are on the Crazy Train, right? Besides, if it was a competition, E would always win! :lmao: (Sorry, I HAD to say it.) If it was a competition, I wouldn't even play! I can't even watch Jillian Michaels on DVD, that's how much the pressure scares me. So no pressure, no judgment, just fun. :goodvibes


I am making breakfast for dinner. We need the grocery fairy to stop by here in NJ. Anyone see her recently? :wizard:
 
Settle in....


Hey gang..

Back from the game... It was awesome...

Glad you had such a great time! We haven't gone to a game in ages.

I am SO sorry. These people have no clue what so ever! NO gift would have been a much better choice than...a SNOW STICK? 'Cause that there's a gift that just screams "we're thinking about you" :headache: Just give her a CARD next time, would ya?

Are they insane? I mean really. Seriously. Are they starting to get a bit senile? Or have they always been so....???...can't even imagine what Christmas is going to bring...maybe you want to suggest that they SKIP the gifts and make a donation to charity in your name instead. :confused3



Thank you so much for getting it, Nancy! This is definitely what it is all about. No, they are not insane in the senile sense. That would be so much easier, then. My SIL, whose birthday we also celebrated--they gave her a lovely pair of slippers from LL Bean. Appropriate and she can always return them if they are not the right thing. So they DO know better.

After I got over being angry, I was just very sad. Like, some people have these awesome in-laws that are truly a second set of parents. I always wanted that, and so today I just mourned the fact that it will never be.


Did you make some awesome cake I'll have to see?


Karen made the cake for me. I figured she owed me.


Ladies.... time to stop the I look ugly rants... I am not going to let you all beat yourselves up that way....

We are all cute as far as I am concerned... I think it may have been Nancy who gave me my new mantra...

"I am happy with the progress I am seeing, but not yet satisfied with the final results."

Paula--thanks for this. I needed to hear it tonight. I am not where I want to be, but I am sure in a better place than I was. I really thought I would be rail thin by this point, and I am not. But I am ok and comfortable and SO heart healthy.


It's not a competition anyway. :grouphug:

It ISN'T?!?!?!? :faint: :lmao:

We had Kelly's birthday with MY side of the family tonight and it went SO much better. She was over-the-top happy, so that makes me feel great as well.

Thanks for all of the birthday wishes!

 
hey ladies...

Just checking in from VT! it is SOOOO cold.and dark at 4:30. DD does look super cute all bundled up in winter clothes though.

Eating is staying pretty much on track, I have been into the beer and wine,so I don't need a designated drinker this week! I hope to get on the TM tomorrow for a quick run. I can not believe I am doing a half in less than 2weeks!!

i hope everyone is doing ok. :hug: I haven't read back through posts yet.

Cheers,
Amy
 
Welcome to the frozen North, Amy! Yes, we are in a deep freeze and it has been getting dark at 4:30 since the time change.

Which Half are you doing? I didn't know this...thought you were just focusing on WDW.
 
Just a quick check in before I head to bed = exhausted

I completely agree on this present buying BS, for kids, no problem, i love buying gifts. I hate when you have other grown adults ask "what did you buy X" "oh, really? You got them THAT?" OKAY snarky mcsnarkster, loose the 'tude! :mad:

Can you tell this gets me worked up?

Didn't get a chance to work out today, i will tomorrow. However i did have the give the pupster a bubble bath, and thats like 30 solid minutes of resistance training, so i fugre that has to count for something!

Lisa - Beautiful song.....
 
If anyone is at home, TLC is showing a special about a family I know. They have two sets of twins and sextuplets. They live locally and I am friends with the mom's mom - grandma to the 10!

Nice people.

edited to add...

They are just so genuinely sweet, and the kids are real. J&K should take notes.
 
Hi everyone....

well, my weigh in didn't go well.... I gained 2 pounds... not sure what happened since I stayed on plan with the exception of yesterday and Saturday night. My consultant thinks it is water retention from the restaurant and take out food and is not worried about it. She tells me that it should come off next week. I am attempting to believe her on this one, but I'll be honest, I have my doubts... I am bummed...

On the bright side, here is a pic from the football game:
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(and yes, that is where my seat was for the game... :cool1: )


OK - and food for the day:
B - JC cereal, banana, skim milk and tea
L - JC turkey burger, salad w/ oil and vinegar, yogurt, LF choc milk
S - 1 oz LF cheese, 1 oz pretzels, vitamin bar
D - salad w/ oil and vinegar, JC lasagna
S - nonfat iced chai latte from starbucks and 1/2 piece of LF cinnamon coffee cake (and yes, this was an emotional choice and not an informed choice...)

OK - off to get a few things done before heading to bed...

Have a great night everyone,
Paula
 
Lisa, you've touched on one of the reasons I hate the holidays. It all just seems so superficial and hollow. My in-law clan holiday turns into a who can outdo whom fest, since my BIL is very well-off and uses the occasion to lavish gifts on his not-well-off parents (which, I do understand), but it makes D try and keep up with the Joneses (which, ironically, we already are).(:lmao: :rotfl2: )

So, the net result is that my in-laws spend too much money that they don't have on us, rather than keeping it which is what they should do, and then mine feels bad because we can't keep up, etc. Fun times. I wish we could go to name in a hat but that never seems to work.

And this year, it is even worse because we are giving all of them a family fiasco of a WDW vacation (BIL is paying for tickets and food and we are kicking in 300 DVC points) yet I imagine we will still have to get stuff. Sigh.

And my family, is even worse because I barely even know my brother, so we exchange a bunch of hollow crap that was either previously requested, or turns into gift cards. I hate gift cards* as I think they totally go against the spirit of gift giving.

*Except in the case of, say, a new grad that is furnishing a house, or giving something to someone not a loved one like a teacher, pet-sitter, etc.

Okay, rant over. :)
Ok so we do the gift card thing for the nieces and Nephews, Last year we had a few extra dollars and bought the kids who we had picked names for each a $50.00 gift card! Well SIL and BIL didn't have much funds so they got little things for their kids that they picked Well I guess it was a battle on Christmas night when Gifts were exchanged! ( we were not there to see we were in WDW of course) My niece threw a major fit that she got a $10 gift and four others got $50. And it was soooo NOT FAIR! She threw such a stink that my BIL took her home! I like gift cards because not everyone has the same taste! This way if they buy me something and ask to see it and I have returned it I don't feel silly. Plus with teens it's much easier! Actually this year we are giving Sam and nate both gift cards so they can get what they want. Otherwise it just gets piled in a heap and never worn or used!

I love when we all jump on the bandwagon of haters! HAH! No, really, this is what friends are for - to hate the people who you hate but can't because they have to be in your life.

I did the Biggest Loser DVD I bought months ago and never did. It was okay. I probably need to do a little more intensity though. Like level 2 or 3. I wussed out. I really don't like anyone today, but a least I moved, right?

Oh, Saturday night. Okay, so this is a weird outfit, but I loved it. It was fun to wear. It's a dark wash jean, white tank top, and sleeveless vest. This is not the best picture of me, but you can see the outfit. Here you go:

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Your LOOKING GOOD THERE HOT MOMMA!!!!!


Steph - certified breeder.:lmao: Is that why you exercise so much?
FINALLY SOME ONE COMMENTED ON THAT!!! I was so waiting to hear all the jokes!!!! He was certified when I was pregnant for Tyler and my midwives husband is also a breeder and I told her that stephwas a certified breeder and she said UMM I think I can see that but do they certify for that now!!

Oh dear! You've caught my disease! :laughing:

ok - waaaaayyy off the subject at hand....gas was $1.94 today. :eek: Amazing, isn't it? Just this summer it was up to $4.09 here....:confused3
WOW gas was that cheap!!!! HOLY COW! it is still at 2.33 here and I thought that was great! I don't think it has been that cheap since I bought my expedition 2.5 years ago!

Oh Kat loved the HAIR!
E~ really I almost wet my pants on that text! It wasn't a good thing I was driving and laughing and hellll/ I don't drive straight on a good day and I was swerving! Only you! and AGAIN YOU ARE A SKINNY MOM!!!! TRY being 257 and having all the moms be 130 and under!


Ok tonight was weigh in I gained back the 3.4 pounds that I lost two weeks ago from the stomach flu! So back to 32 pounds lost~ Not happy but with TOM in town and craving the SALTY food this week ( totally unheard of normally I a sweets girl) So I will work better to do better! I so need to do better! On the good side I am down two yes thats right 2 pants sizes in my scrubs!

I am on aim if anyone wants to jump on!
 
OK so I haven't posted Pics in a while! I am not looking as great as Liz, but here I am!

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I am a jet setter tonight I went from an island at sunset to Paris and then to the ocean! LOL gotta love computers!:rotfl2:
 












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