I went alone today....

[bubbleprincessmom]

to the cemetary. Eight years ago today I lost my heart, and my joy. My first born after struggling all his life with cystic fibrosis lost the fight. I thought it would get easier but it doesn't seem to be. I'm sitting here crying WILLING the phone to ring so I can talk to my husband. The army doen'st care what day it is though, so I sit here alone in my grief not sure who I'm missing more. The emotions are so scrambled together, I took ballons and flowers and cried as though it were yesturday. Than came home to check messages and email and my heart fell even farther. This family has suffered so much loss, I can't do this anymore. I want my husband home and my son........

 

[Stepharoonie!]

 

[MOMTOMOOTOO]

I have no words.

 

[Blueeyes101817]

im so sorry

 

[buzzlady]

So sorry you are hurting.

 

[Cinderellafifi]

Life really isn't fair. I'm so sorry.

 

[poohbears5]

I am so sorry .

 

[huey duey & luey]

Sending hugs and prayers. I am so sorry for your loss
Tara

 

[Saffron]

I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do for you.

 

[Divamomto3]

I'm so sorry.

I'm sending a hug from Connecticut....

 

[FTWFAN]

some words to comfort you! But since I dont, I am sending these........ and prayers!!

 

[Pooh93]

I am so very sorry for your pain and loss. Many {{{HUGS}}} from an Illinois Diser. Know that we are always here to listen.

 

[Microcell]

I am sure he they both are thinking about you too. Give your bubbleprincess a big hug and maybe that will make it a little better.

 

[binny]

Im so very sorry.

 

[*Fantasia*]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Be strong. Someday you will be with him again. He will be waiting for you in heaven. I know my husband is waiting for me...when my time comes. ((((((HUGS))))) and prayers...

 

[Dan Murphy]

So very sorry, bpm. 's I wish I could take away the hurt, the sadness.

 

[vald1977]

I'm so sorry .

 

[JVL1018]

I am so so sorry.

 

[candykisses]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'll be saying prayers for your peace and comfort .

 

[ead79]

I am so terribly sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and with your entire family.