I am so sorry you are dealing with this...I am sure your head is spinning with all of the information you are taking in and all of the 'what if's'. It's ok to be afraid, give yourself the opportunity to feel those feelings because they are totally natural and supressing them doesn't make it less scary for you. Cry if you need to, scream if you need to.
I am confident that you can beat this, and you will beat this! Keep remembering that breast cancer is beaten every day by women just like you!
{{{BIG HUGS}}}