I am starting to lose it again...

[Boots]

Bunches of cyber {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} to you!

 

[Michelle]

Uhh, ratsrule and Bob, perhaps a current issue of Playboy would satisfy your needs.

Preshi, no one should have to feel depressed for 13 years. I hope you do get some individual counseling to help.

You're a beautiful girl and it's nice to get attention for your beauty, there's nothing wrong with that. The bigger issues are your depression and whether or not your marriage is right for you. I wish you all the best as you work through it all.

{{{Hugs}}}

 

[Chrissi Pooh]

Oh Preshi.....I am sorry you are going through this!! I did the same thing for a while and i can tell you from my experience that seeing the counselor is good for trying to shine some light on things you may have no thought about but it cannot and will not make the decisions any easier!!!
Hugs to you and your aunt and if you need someone to talk to look around there is always someone there!!!! Good Luck Girl!!!

 

[addicted_to_WDW]

I'm sorry you're hurting. You're looking for external validation, though, and that will never make you happy. Everyone wants to be appreciated, but is it worth anything if the only thing appreciated is your looks?

As someone who has bouts of depression, I know there's help available if you are willing to be honest with yourself.

 

[Lars624]

Preshi - I don't have any advice for you....just wanted to send you some support & a big {{{{hug}}}}.
Sorry to hear about your Aunt.

 

[allicat]

Its easy for attention and the excitement of being out at a club to make you feel good when you are feeling depressed and there are problems on your mind.
It seems like you want things to work with your husband since you are attending counseling.
My Mom always used to say to me growing up "You have to love yourself before you can love anyone else"
Maybe if you can talk to someone about your depression and get conseling and possibly medication, things will start to look up for you.
Im sorry about your Aunt.

 

[Kitty 34]

Many, many {{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}} to you, Preshi!

 

[Serena]

Meagan, I think that maybe what's going on with your aunt may be affecting other things right now. I would wait, let yourself grieve, and in a few months see how things are settling. I imagine it feels good to get lots of attention, but it may be affecting you more than normal right now.

{{{hugs}}} and don't give up when you have something that can be good.

Although I'm not sure I'm the person to answer a question about marriages.

 

[Bob O]

Webmaster Michele if you have a current company of Playboy let me know, i will e-mail you my address!!

 

[Dan Murphy]

I can only pass on my good wishes to you and Patrick, Meagan. So sorry to see the recurrent down feelings you have and agree with several others here who have said individual counseling may additionally be very helpful. 13 years is 2/3's of your life, much too long to suffer like that. Only having your pictures from the past to go by, you are a beautiful woman, so don't let that get you down.

My best, Meg, and my continued prayers for your aunt. {{Hugs}}


Dan

 

[Michelle]

Bob, sorry, I think your local newstand will be your best bet.

 

[Bob O]

The stores i go to dont sell that type of magizene!!!