remyandhollandsmommy
<font color=purple>Don't be afraid of the dark<br>
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while I easedrop on DH explaining to our 6mo old DD why he's leaving for Iraq this weekend. I feel so horrible because those two are ssooo close. Remy is more a momma's girl, while Holly is straight Daddy's girl. I think they are closer because DH was actually there when I had my c-section and saw Holland's birth (he cried). Remy was an emergency c-section so he missed it. I have been religiously video taping the past few days so that I can show Holly videos of her daddy so she won't forget him. Remy is in bed because she has her ballet recital early tommorrow and she is NOT a morning person. DH and her spent most of today together while I had the baby so they could get some alone time in. I don't think it has hit Remy yet that he is leaving. Last time it took a week or so (she has no concept of time and thought he'd be back soon). I bought her flowers for her recital today and they are putting a large yellow ribbon on them since DH is leaving. I arranged to pick them up in the morning so she will be surprised. I am trying to be strong and not get too emotional in front of the girls, but I admit it is getting harder. I think it might be a really good thing that I am heading to FL early to see our family because I really need the support. I am not making much sense right now and I am sorry to whine, but I hate to see him go.