Aww so, the coolest thing happened.
My crush stood up for me against a bunch of people

I feel so happy on the inside, he was like "Now, hold on. Mouse blah blah blahb blah blah, and she blah blah blah blah blah and I know these things about her, so dont you say blah blah blah blah, because shes better then the rest of you"
*Squeals*
....im..better..then...AHOJASJIJIDOAJSD AND HE KNOWS HOW I LIKE MY TOAST
I feel soo justified right now ♥
He knows me all too well.
AHHHHHHh ♥
*squeals even more!!*
Gosh, this makes me so happy, yet I...he called me a few days ago and the message went like this
"People keep telling me you love me,I mean,I know that if - NOT THAT YOU DO, IM JUST SAYING IF, WHICH I KNOW YOU NEVER WILL, BUT IFFFFFFF- you ...*gulps* liked me then you wouldnt start calling me up 24/7 telling me about how it hurts to be away from me and things like that, you would probably act the same. Gosh, I know you too much xD" "....yeah....well of course, thats why I like who I like, because I can be myself around him" "RIGHT!" "YEAH!" "Okay, ive got to go now" "Okay, skees yuh later" "bye bye"
I hate being in a situation like this.
Everyone says he likes me, BUT.. I dont know.
EVERYONE hugs him, but Ive NEVER hugged him before in my entire life, and i feel that if he liked me..then things would be a little more awkward (hah, imagine that, more awkward then it already is)
I mean we will be sitting in a room alone and we nervous laugh..like..on queue at the same time xD
"hhahhhuhhm...."
"Well, uh..why dont we try that instead??..ahhoooeemmmm,,,"
"Hahhhhuahh..sureee"
xD
its funny looking back on it, but...its like "ITS SO OBVIOUS YOU LIKE HIM MOUSE, SOOOO FLIPPIN OBVIOUS"
Then my friends trying to be sweet to me tried hooking us up.
"Yeah, so Mouse told me she wishes you two could hang out more together"
"Okay"
"Do you guys hang out often? From all the stories i hear, it sounds it"
"Well..kinda, WHAT STORIES?"
"Oh nothing"
"Whatever..."
*giggles*
"WELLL BYEEEEE!" *then they make those heart things with their hangs xD*
I wish I could see it from another perspective like his best guy friends or something.
At lunch I once saw his best friend look at me REALLY weird.