


I hear you sister! I thought I was the only one feeling pretty much the way that you do. I am currently unemployed and looking for a job that pays your bills is getting more and more stressful. I am looking practically everyday and I get more and more frustrated trying to find a job that actually pays money.
Last week was a really bad week for me and I had very bad thoughts in my head, I was lucky I answered the phone when my cousin called me. I was crying and in a bad place. Just listening to him talk to me and told me that yeah it "stinks" right now but try and look at the bright side or find 1 good thing you are lucky for each day and work on that.
He saved me that day andn I have been feeling better. I don't know where you are located but I just wanted to say YOU ARE NOT ALONE out here. These DisBoards have really kept me sane and I know its odd and weird but everyone has been very supportive on these boards and I thank them for that.
If you ever just want to chat or say how much you hate things right now. Drop me an email on here okay...I know its not easy, I know.