grizbuzz
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202.5 yesterday. So...1.8 less than last week. 41 lbs total. I'll take it!!
I have to say I am still very very worried about falling off the wagon. Being so close to 200 feels good and bad at the same time. So scared of slipping and want to have a weight that starts with a 1 soooo bad!! I haven't weighed my current weight in 13 years.
I'm trying to stay focused...It is however getting harder and harder for me. I really need to switch things up. I've gotten bad about journaling and need to start again. I also need to plan out my food again and stick to it. Being very busy the past few weeks has not only made it harder to exercise, but harder to eat!! Sounds sillly, but if I go all day without eating and then try to eat what I should for dinner I end up waaaayy under calories and start to hold on to all the weight instead of lose it. I do much better when I plan it out and try to eat something small every few hours. My life has just been in the way lately.
I did find a great treadmill on Craigslist this week. My mission for this weekend is to read the manual and give it a try! It is a very nice heavy duty one with all the bells and whistles. I don't think it had been used much...I bought it from an older couple and it was dusty..lol. Retails for $1200 and we paid $375. So the money I won in the "biggest loser" work contest covered the treadmill and about half of the Disney Marathon entry fee. Which makes me happy!!!
I am wrapping up 2 classes this week and am thinking about taking a 2-month break from grad school. Hard decision because I am so close to the end that I want to just get it done, but balancing everything is really tough right now and it would be nice to have a break. We'll see.
So...I will try this week to start a routine with the treadmill to work on 5k prep, get back to journaling, and plan out my meals more so I can eat regularly. After I get my final papers written this week I hope to step things up and really kick in again.
Hope you all are well. I'll be back to catch up on the thread in a bit. Homework calls.....
Amy--
I just wrote up a lengthy reply to you with some awesome self help guidance and the computer ate it up. I guess it must not have been as great as I thought and was gobbled so I couldn't send it.
First off, CONGRATULATIONS! You are doing great! And good job on the weight loss this week.
Don't worry about that arbitrary 200 mark. You can SO DO THIS! Let's see if I can more concisely repeat of the regurgitated Oprah self help tips I have for you:
1) Write down that number you ultimately want to get to and post it on the wall to look at. Form a visual picture of yourself when you reach that weight with details of what you are wearing, what you're doing and how you feel. Maybe you're in a gorgeous cocktail dress looking so hot! Or on a beach in that slimming bathing suit jogging down the shoreline. Imagine whatever inspires you. And when you're tempted to grab that snack, go back to this image and remember why you are making sacrifices today in order to reach the ultimate reward in the future.
2) Write down what it is about the number 200 that has you anxious. What does this hurdle symbolize to you? Why are you afraid you can't get past it? Once you articulate for yourself what's behind this emotionally, it may be easier to understand what you need to overcome. Losing weight is more than just eating right and exercise, there are really emotional issues in there as well for most of us.
3) Make yourself a priority. Take the time to exercise, eat right and take care of yourself. Wake up early if you need to . Give yourself 60-90 minutes a day to work out, fix your meals, relax, focus on yourself. You can not do this long term without giving yourself this time and focus. And ultimately it will allow you to give more to others.
Here's a great little Oprah clip about making yourself a priority
http://www.oprah.com/media/20090116_sas_greene_priority
Feel free to throw virtual tomatoes at me.

You can SO do this. You are SO capable. I can't believe how much you do: emergency room supervisor, grad school, mom -- if you put your mind to it there is nothing you can't do. And taking care of yourself is important! Make this a priority!
And for the QUOTE OF THE DAY
You must act as if it is impossible to fail.
~Ashanti Proverb