I had hoped to go to disney for chistmas and new year, as its the first one after my mother died (she lived with me for the last few years of her life and I cared for her through her two bouts of cancer) what stopped me booking was my sister wanted me to stay with her and I was worried that not doing so would upset her. Turns out that she (we spent the day together yesterday, something we are planning to do again soon) was worried about me being home alone over the christmas period and loves the idea of me going. So I am going to disney at christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!