I told DH last night that I hate feeling like sour grapes, because I really WANT to be happy for the winners. Their videos truly are AWESOME.
After doing some soul searching, I think what has bummed me the most is that I didn't know I had to be a video expert to make it to the Top 20. I mean, how can you not LOVE the winning videos with all their effects and such? They are truly AWESOME videos, and I ABSOLUTELY do not want to take away from their making it to the top 20, which out of 1300 videos is an amazing achievement. It's
not the Top 20 winners we've seen so far that I'm frustrated with or bitter at. They did great videos and based on video editing alone, I would certainly put them in the Top!
I compare my video to those videos, and there's just no comparison, really. Those videos are better than mine any day!! But, at the same time, I will admit I do feel like mine has more heart and passion to it than a lot of the videos I've seen, and I feel like that should count for just as much as fancy video editing. If Disney & CareerBuilder were going to judge based on professionalism of shooting and fancy editing of videos, they should have said that somewhere in the rules, and I know I would have thought twice about entering, because there just wasn't enough time to learn how to do all that in just two weeks.
I think experience with video editing needed to be taken into consideration...some of the best videos I watched clearly weren't done by "experts" but just people like me who happened to have a video camera and did basic splicing of footage and talking at the camera, but who had passion and a true love for Disney. Or, like one of the DISers, someone who drug her computer with the built-in webcam all over the house -- that counts for A LOT more in my book than knowing how to do tricks with video editing! And, maybe if we ever track down who all the Top 20 are, we will see some of the videos just like this, and then I can come back and edit my post and eat my words.
Again, just my sour grapes, which taste nasty because this isn't the kind of person I want or like to be. But I am only human, and I guess when you want something so badly, this is all part of the grieving process when you don't get it. So, today I wallow, in the company of good DISfriends who feel the same. Tonight, I will forgive myself for not being a great video editor, be proud of the strengths I do have (I'm a great scrapbooker, for example), and remember that a very wise man said, "Brick walls are not there to keep you out. They are there to see how badly you want something." So, I want to work for Disney. Guess I'll have to find another way to make that dream come true!
Take care, everyone, and again to the Top 20, you guys&gals had great videos. I can't wait to see who makes the Top 10, and I'll be voting!! And hopefully I can even make it to WDW when the Top 3 are here, to see what "reality type challenges" they put you through....at that point, I may be glad it wasn't me!
