Morning Peeps
have had one of those mornings where I have to bite tooth and nail to get the kiddies to do their part in cleaning the house, which resulted in a raised voice and blood pressure on my part. and just when i hit the lose control portion of our show, i stopped and thought WWPD. I realized that I am feeling overwhelmed because Christmas is a week away and that means everyone coming to my home christmas morn, including the SIL (not dismom) that is the skinny size 0 and 6 ft tall wearing her hooker shoes that she always wears, who does not work and lives in the big gorgeous CLEAN house coming to my not so clean house. In fact, I not sure what color the carpet is anymore, not cause its dirty but because its just COVERED with Stuff. its hard to keep house when you pass thru long enuff to sleep and shower (which we have no clean towels either)...between parties and basketball practice and work and christmas shopping, there is no time to take care of real business....so my feelings got a little hurt when no one pitched in with a happy attitude today....my wonderwoman attitude has failed me this morning
Whew! Thanks I needed to unload...
SSSOOO what I didn't do was freak out and eat. instead I realized that I was losing control of other situations, explained that they were making me angry and hurting my feelings. Then I stopped and fixed me some eggs, canadian bacon and Apple crystal light and decided to post you guys, my pickeruppercrew
now I realize that by taking baby steps I will somehow get it all done, even if the trash can is overfull on trash day...they have so much stuff they'd prob never miss it anyways, and I am going to try to organize things so that we can actually get back to the carpet! DS's are finally pitching in and Trev cleaned his bath and Matt did the dishes(somewhat) maybe this day will be okay after all...
Thanks Peeps for listening....I am gonna make my 5 lb ribbon next Fri....I need to lose 2 lbs...I can do this, watch out ribbon, here I come!!!