eeyore45
<font color=darkorchid>Do-it-yourself pixie dust =
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UTM - BORG!!! We're you in my head??!! Seriously, I went walking/shopping in a lovely area today - and my lecture (to myself!!
) was on "entitlement". I know one of the reasons I fail so often at getting healthier, loosing weight is my obscene sense of entitlement!! Like, its Friday, and payday "I'm entitled to the fast food lunch"... It's Friday, I'm entitled to pizza... or for today... ITS BEARS DAY - I'm entitled to beer and NACHOS!!
so I was working on that great muscle my brain, to re examine the whys of my entitlement, to face them head on... I've got lots of negative talk running around my brain... my sense of value in the family (not earning enough money) , in the Scouting community (they pick dh, and not me) and esp in the workforce (why cant I get that elusive full time job? So my self image has been plummeting while my weight has been soaring.
So bit by bit, layer by layer in order to succeed, I must face reality, accept who I am... and to embrace my faith. I know without a doubt God has a plan for me... I'm just hoping He's not making me learn the 'hard' way!! *grin...

so I was working on that great muscle my brain, to re examine the whys of my entitlement, to face them head on... I've got lots of negative talk running around my brain... my sense of value in the family (not earning enough money) , in the Scouting community (they pick dh, and not me) and esp in the workforce (why cant I get that elusive full time job? So my self image has been plummeting while my weight has been soaring.
So bit by bit, layer by layer in order to succeed, I must face reality, accept who I am... and to embrace my faith. I know without a doubt God has a plan for me... I'm just hoping He's not making me learn the 'hard' way!! *grin...