Hello there, my family! I have missed you all so much. I feel like kicking myself everyday for not setting goals for myself like I have for so long. I have become very complacent and lazy for almost three months. Let's see. In that time, my knee started giving me more trouble than ever before, I stopped going to the gym, bought a TotalGym, had my procedure and basically became fat and sassy since then. But, with that last part said, I have really started disliking myself more and more. I am disgusted knowing where I was and where I am now. At one time, I actually had a good shape where you could see some muscle definition and I had the beginnings of a six pack. Now, that seems like nothing but a dream. I finally had enough of it though. My knee is doing a LOT better so I am not going to use that as an excuse anymore. I am still leary of doing too much on my legs but I am going to start "scorching" my upper body as much as I can. And just to get some form of cardio, I have started bouncing up and down. I am really thinking about getting one of those tight little trampolines to use for cardio. I have got to do something and I have made the decision that I am going to do as much as it takes.
Teacher31 We all have those people that we feel like we should be closer to for one reason or another but for whatever reason, it just never transpires. The most important thing is to remember that no matter what, we can't let these people take away our self-respect. We know who we are and what we can, will and have accomplished. We are unique in every since of the word because we have set goals, reached for the stars and grabbed them. I think you are awesome and a wonderful testiment to people striving to live a healthy lifestyle.
Twotoohappy Thank you so much for inspiring me. Thinking about your wonderful words of motivation, I got off my fat backside tonight when I got home and exercised. I was using every excuse in the book not to exercise myself while getting upset with DW for not exercing either. What a hypocrit(sp)! I finally got a slap in the face and started to change my thinking. Thank you very much.
Last note: DW has lost almost 17 pounds to date and is getting very excited about the fact that her clothes are getting loose. I am so proud of her. Also, tomorrow is our 14th Wedding Anniversary. What is exciting about that is that even at my wedding, everyone was making bets that we were not going to make it for more than 5 years. I have to laugh at that every day. I guess we showed them. One last note, Wednesday I am going back for what I am hoping will be the last check-up on my knee. It is still tender and shaky but I am getting a lot more mobility in it and I am excited about that. I am hoping that very soon I will be able to do some serious cardio.
I am sorry this is so long. I guess I just had a lot to share. I love all of you and WISH you continued success in everything you do. Have a GREAT day!!!