HEY GANG: Just back from Fri-Mon in MAINE. My niece graduated with Honors from Kennebunk HS! We are so proud of her...I have to share...going to UMOrono on a FULL HONORS SCHOLARSHIP. She will live in the Honors Dorm and attend the Honors College of UMOrono. This is such a special fete for her and her mom(my sis)! My Sis is a single mom who has literally worked 3 jobs at a time to make a decent life for Dniece and DSis. On Friday DNiece received two more scholarships totally $2500.00 that will go towards her laptop. My whole family was there and this was just FAB for niece.
ANYWAY, we had a big dinner Sat night. I over did it with the lobster....the BUTTER...sorry, after my weekend at the CAPE I had a wonderful week staying focused and getting my w/o's at the TRACK completed w/DS! Friday was a STAY ON FOCUS meal day

! Saturday break was Yogurt w/flaxseed, lunch was a salad with ff dressing (all I wanted) and then we got so busy decorating the restaurant with the gang for dinner...then DINNNNNNERRR

, shared a LOBSTER w/Mom (78yo)...she ate most of it BUT I overdid with the dunking in the butter

..... and the evening was a success...we all go back to the hotel and my stomach starts rollllllllling

by 1am I am so sick to my stomach....all I think about is the actual Grad is Sunday and I am here w/family and am so sick. WELL, once I was done (3am)...I felt ABSOLUTELY fine. My DS says..."Mom, I think it was the butter?"....I think he was right and GANG...now I am guestioning my GALL BLADDER...say it isn't so....well ALLLLL DAYYYY Sun and Mon (so far) have barely had water and dry toast. This freaked

me out so bad I am so afraid to eat anything. I was in such HORRIBLE pain Sat night.
I am going to have some ff jello in a few...I am getttttting so hungry and feeling like myself again but my mom wants me to call my MD in look into the GB situation. I have had a HORRIBLE headache as my fam tells me I am a little dehydrated.

I will be fine. DS wanted to go to the TRACK when we got back from Maine around 5pm and I said no....I cannot believe I said NO to him, but I felt weak and I need to get to bed, get some sleep in my OWN bed tonight and we are walking in the morning....UGH...this being sick does set one back a bit.
I read all your POSTS:
LIONQUEEN, WELCOME HOME. Your family is
beautiful! And I will read your trippie as well! So glad you all had a FAB time!!!
BUBBA: BUDDY, YOU
BRAG AND BRAG AWAY!!! YOU DESERVE TO BE ABLE TO POST TO ALL OF US HOW HAPPPPPPY AND THRILLED YOU ARE WITH YOUR ACCOMPLISHMENTS!!!! YOU HAVE WORKED SO HARD FOR THIS! This is one of LIFE'S GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENTS...being said by one who has been doing this for close to 23 years...actually Chris will be 24 on Wed June 14th...coming into this world weighing 10 POUNDS and ME weighing over 200 at that time. LIFESTYLE CHANGE AND CHALLENGE 24/7 for me!!!
It also makes me feel good, that when I am not at my best and (more at my worst between the CAPE weekend and all that BUTTER in MAINE) THAT I can turn those times AROUND. Reading everything ALL OF YOU HAVE SAID to me makes me feel not so much like the failure I sometimes label myself in my own private time. This forum is so wonderful for me to VENT/RANT about my UPSETS

...but with every UPSET in my struggles with my weight...seems to then get me to say..."TURN THIS AROUND" and move ON and UPWARD and KEEEEEP YOUR FOCUS, Karen.....AND I DO...
OMG...I am rambling....BUT I know you guys don't mind...THANK YOU ALL!!!!
BLESTMOM: YOU are NOT, I repeat NOT a WHINER....STOP THAT BEATING YOURSELF UP...The KIDS are very important...You are a busy lady, to try and do it all is almost impossible. I ONLY had two and when I was younger and felt like it(the weight loss/diet) will never get done....somewhere and somehow IT DOES. Hang in there...when you have a quiet moment...(I know = WHAT ARE THEY)...just thank the Dear Lord you are all healthy and when the time is right you will get YOUR focus back, YUP you will!!! In the meantime we are HERE for you...so if you want to WHINE we will be here to LISTEN....yup, we will!!!!
BLONDEALLIGATER: Staying the same and keeping with that SIX pounds loss is ALWAYS POSITIVE. When I used to go to Weight Watchers we APPLAUDED all the members that even stayed the same. SO HANG IN THERE. I am APPLAUDING YOU here on Dieting for Disney.
OKAY everyone...DH just said we have had a busy weekend, time to shut off the computer...I agree!!!
HANG IN THERE, EVERYONE. ONE DAY AT A TIME!!!

WE WILL MAKE IT, YES, WE WILL!!!