UGH! I wish you were right. We had an extremetly disheartening workout today. I didn't do much last week, so I didn't advance in the training program just kind of went back a week to ease back into it. So I literally just did a 2.5 mile run, which felt fine last time indoors. But I SERIOUSLY can't run outside

I have to use my inhaler prior to even walking outside, but I didn't anticipate running being that much worse. The last few times we ran outside it was VERY humid, so I chalked my breathing trouble up to that. But today was gorgeous, and I was literally wheezing and gasping so bad I had to stop on the side of the road for a second, and then walk for a bit before running the rest of the way home.
I was sort of encouraged that maybe this would pass with better shape, but it isn't going to. It's very much an upper airway thing, which has nothing to do with me being fat and working my body harder than I used to. So I was practically sobbing to Kyle when we got home (which, consequently, made the breathing worse

) because I REALLY feel like I'm not going to be able to do this. Florida is less humid, and January is obviously a better time of year for asthmatics than the heat of the summer....... but I just HATE feeling like I can't get any air. It's the worst feeling ever, so I always end up remembering how much I hate running, and wondering why I chose to do this.
I am going to make a doctor's appointment though, which is probably good for me even if I weren't training for this event. Obviously my asthma is not controlled as well as it should be. I'm not really sure what else I can be put on, but we'll see what she has to say.
Thanks for letting me come here and vent all the time! You ladies are fantastic