Covid Changed Me

[2China2009]

Throughout the last 2 years I have been a nurse caring for our elderly population. I got Covid 2 weeks ago and was out of work the entire time. Temperature, chills, nausea etc. Felt awful. As week 2 was almost over I got scared and have had severe anxiety. Something happened and it just broke me. I returned to work yesterday and today and it was all I could do to get through the day. I have terrible brain fog. I know in time things will get better, but right now I am just a shell of myself. I am taking anxiety meds which has helped.

 

[pigletto]

Throughout the last 2 years I have been a nurse caring for our elderly population. I got Covid 2 weeks ago and was out of work the entire time. Temperature, chills, nausea etc. Felt awful. As week 2 was almost over I got scared and have had severe anxiety. Something happened and it just broke me. I returned to work yesterday and today and it was all I could do to get through the day. I have terrible brain fog. I know in time things will get better, but right now I am just a shell of myself. I am taking anxiety meds which has helped.

I don’t think this will stay open long because of the policy on Covid discussion. I did however want to make sure you know you were heard. You’ve worked with illness and fear and most likely death these past two years. To top it off you contracted the illness and are probably suffering from some PTSD from all you have been dealing with. Don’t be afraid to reach out to a mental health professional, your doctor and friends and family. Look for help until you are heard. Hugs to you. I’m sorry you are hurting.

 

[FQLover]

It *will* get better, I promise you. I definitely had some PTSD following my October illness. As of a month ago, that anxiety has been completely gone now. It gradually gets better. Please be patient and loving with yourself. You will get back to "yourself" again. Hugs!

 

[kymom99]

I’m sorry you are going through this. I am not a healthcare worker, but a teacher. A year ago I had Covid and it landed me in the hospital. I was very very sick for a long time. The emotional and physical toll it took was terrible. Please take it easy on yourself. I know you all are very understaffed but you have to prioritize your health.

 

[Dan Murphy]

Hang in there, China, it will get better over time. And thank you so much for your service and work with so many others, often at your own risks. You are appreciated.

 

[Jennasis]

You are not alone. Sending you hugs!

 

[tvguy]

I don’t think this will stay open long because of the policy on Covid discussion. I did however want to make sure you know you were heard. You’ve worked with illness and fear and most likely death these past two years. To top it off you contracted the illness and are probably suffering from some PTSD from all you have been dealing with. Don’t be afraid to reach out to a mental health professional, your doctor and friends and family. Look for help until you are heard. Hugs to you. I’m sorry you are hurting.

Seems within guidelines. No opinions, no speculation, just facts. To OP, thanks for sharing and here is to a speedy full recovery.

 

[prairie_girl]

My daughter is recovering right now and I’m scared she will have long term issues.

I hope you continue to recover, OP.

 

[TB'sWidow]

Hugs to you ! Sorry you are going through this I had dodge getting Covid for almost 2 years but got it at New Years and was very ill I didn’t have to be hospitalized and am still struggling to feel 100% hang in there !

 

[Pea-n-Me]

As a fellow nurse, I am right there with you, sister! It’s hard for others to understand what we’ve been dealing with, to the degree that we’ve been dealing with it. Going into your illness, I’m sure you were very run down physically, emotionally, and spiritually, as we all are. I don’t have any answers, unfortunately, but will offer you a sincere, big virtual hug. Feel free to reach out anytime if you want to talk more.

 

[Cogswel_Cogs]

Feel better

 

[Kirby]

I too am just getting over Covid, all five of us in my home. I am the last to test positive and recover from it. Thank God we all had mild symptoms. I just want to say I appreciate you and all the work you and your coworkers do to help take care of all those in need. Praying for you.

 

[OhioWDWDuo]

Thank you for all you have done over the last 2 years. You are appreciated! Hope you feel better soon.

 

[TLSnell1981]

Throughout the last 2 years I have been a nurse caring for our elderly population. I got Covid 2 weeks ago and was out of work the entire time. Temperature, chills, nausea etc. Felt awful. As week 2 was almost over I got scared and have had severe anxiety. Something happened and it just broke me. I returned to work yesterday and today and it was all I could do to get through the day. I have terrible brain fog. I know in time things will get better, but right now I am just a shell of myself. I am taking anxiety meds which has helped.

 

[LuvOrlando]

Sending a hug and wishes for your wellbeing.

Nothing about what is happening right now has any sort of roadmap so be kind to yourself. I hope your employer provides emotional support services, whether they do or not please seek out some help sorting things out.

 

[tcufrog]

Covid brain fog is hard. I went through it and it was tough. I think the stress of caring for others and trying to keep them safe during the pandemic makes it harder. The only advice I have is to be kind to yourself and take care of yourself.

 

[Planogirl]

Medical issues can certainly contribute to PTSD but I can attest that you will learn to manage it more and more. I am sorry that you are dealing with this.

 

[SMF_mom23]

I just want to thank you for all your hard work these last two years (and before, too). The job is exhausting in normal times; I cannot imagine what you and other healthcare workers are dealing with now.

You are appreciated. You are important. You are courageous. You are seen. *tight hug*

 

[White_Rabbit18]

((Hugs))) Thank you for everything that you have done the last two years. Wishing you a speedy recovery and I hope you feel better soon.
I am a teacher and it has been rough the last years. There is so much trauma surrounding COVID . Wishing you peace

 

[dreamin_disney]

Hugs and prayers